Lover Arisen (Black Dagger Brotherhood #20)(60)

He slapped his hands over his private area and blushed like he’d never been unclothed in the presence of anything remotely female before. And what were the chances of that.

“Here.” She doubled back and picked the sheet up off the cold concrete floor. “This’ll work.”

As she came over, she kept her eyes up and focused on the garage door that had just shut, and he took the lead on the awkward handoff. While he covered his lap, she parked herself next door, in the armchair that was the color of an eggplant and had little paisleys all over it.

“I think Prince left this here a decade ago,” she murmured.

He chuckled a little. “You want to eat?”

“I’m not hungry.”

Still, she helped herself to a slice of what looked like brie and some kind of whole-grained cracker. As she bit down, her stomach woke up.

“Oh, my God. Wait, I think I’m starved.”

“Help yourself. I think there’s wine here in this cooler—”

“No wine,” she said as she chewed. “I’ll never get out of this chair.”

He whispered something under his breath, something like, “That would be okay with me.”

And that’s when things got really weird. Which considering what she’d seen earlier in the night was saying something.

But the thing was, as she nibbled, and tried not to enjoy the view of his pecs and his shoulders, and those arms, and that stomach— “What was the question?” she blurted.

“I wasn’t aware I’d asked one.” He smiled a little. “How’s the cheese going down?”

“Amazing.”

“I like watching you eat,” he said with a sigh. When she froze and glanced at him, he looked away. “Sorry.”

“No, it’s okay.”

Because suddenly things felt like a date to her, too. Which, yes, was weirder than the glowing guy, and that brunette, and the shadow— “Your burns,” she said, “or whatever they are, it’s like they’re healing in front of my very eyes.”

He lifted an elbow and rolled his forearm over. The raised welt on the underside was red as a strawberry and looked like the cable in a cable-knit sweater. But both the swelling and the discoloration were decreasing as she stared at his injuries.

“You really got hurt from fighting that thing,” she murmured.

“Nah, I’m good.”

Maybe this was better, she thought. As much as her brain struggled to think about what had happened, maybe it was better to remind herself why they were sitting together. Because this was not a swipe-right-meet-up situation, fantastic cheese board aside.

“I am a thief,” he said absently as he glanced down at a similar wound across his chest. “You’re right about that.”

Yup, this is good, she emphasized. Even though she hated the reminder that he was a criminal. A suspect, actually, in one of her very own open cases.

“So you did steal those watches from the triplex.” She pushed the board away, no longer feeling the food. “From Herb Cambourg.”

“Yes, and I’m not sorry.”

Erika cocked an eyebrow. “Well, if you had a problem with your conscience, you wouldn’t be stealing in the first place, would you.”

“That’s one way of looking at it.”

When he went quiet, she shook her head. “Can we please stop bullshitting now? I’m exhausted and confused, and there’s no reason for you to go through some big confessional if I’m not going to remember it. That’s like hanging up the phone before leaving a message. Or erasing the message.” She went back to rubbing her temples. “I don’t know what the hell I’m saying. I have no business making metaphors.”

“Technically, I think the first one was a simile.”

Erika looked over at him. “I really want to tell you to fuck off right now.”

“I don’t blame you.”

“Strunk and White have no place in this garage.”

“Strunk and who?” He waved a hand. “Wait, I know that. From a clue in the New York Times crossword puzzle last week.”

“Thursday.”

“Yeah, that’s the one.” He smiled a little. “Do you do it, too?”

“I usually crap out on Thursdays. It gets too hard for me past that.”

“I have to do it in pencil. My cousin does them all in pen and is a pain in the ass about it. We have twelve issues of the Times delivered every morning because it’s the only way no one gets hurt at First Meal.”

Her brows arched. “You live with a dozen of your family?”

“They’re not all blood relatives.”

“Are you in the mafia or something?”

“No.”

She focused on his throat. The line that was there was fading just as fast as the burns, and as she witnessed even more of the swelling disappear… she had a thought that he was different than her, and not just because he was a man.

Or… masculine.

And when she spoke, she surprised herself: “I haven’t been this scared since the night of June twenty-fourth, fourteen years ago.”

“Oh, God, Erika, I’m really sorry—”

When he reached for her hand, she moved it away. “You’ve got to stop apologizing. What you need to do instead is whatever it is up here…” She motioned around the top of her skull. “And then send me back home. I’ll clean up the pieces somehow, God knows I’ve done it before. Besides, if one of those shadows comes after me?” She shook her head. “I’m dead whether I know they exist or not.”