Left Drowning(62)

His mouth is on my neck, his tongue soft and beautiful as he kisses me everywhere he can reach. Then one hand cradles my face while his lips find mine, and he is sensual, and soft, and slow as we come back down.

We linger, sharing the moment, until he slowly pulls out but does not take his hands from me. “God, I’m sorry. Are you okay? Did I hurt you? I just … Fuck, I just couldn’t stop. I’ve never … been like that.” Hearing him struggle for words is awesome. “So … lost in it.”

He starts kissing me again, and I groan as he moves his tongue against mine.

Finally we come up for air. “Yes, I’m more than okay. That was … amazing.”

He shakes his head a bit. “This was not at all how I envisioned you losing your virginity.”

I tip my head to the side and smile. “Oh, I see. So you envisioned me losing my virginity?”

“Well, I mean … “

“And did you happen to be a part of this vision?”

“Um … I might have, uh, thought about …” He clears his throat. “Obviously we have a certain chemistry, and …”

I put him out of his misery and kiss him again. “I am not complaining at all. Did you think I’d want flowers scattered on the bed and candles everywhere?”

Chris traces his finger across my lips. “No, but this was maybe a little rushed. I should have been … more careful with you.”

“You gave me exactly what I wanted.”

He lowers his head to my shoulder and pulls aside the thin strap of my top with his teeth. “No, I was too out of control.”

I shiver as he teases my skin with his tongue. “You don’t like being out of control, do you?” I murmur.

He laughs lightly. “Not really.”

“Well, I liked it.”

He laughs again. “I’m glad.”

Something occurs to me. Something not sexy at all. “Oh hell. I’m not bleeding, am I?”

Chris takes half a step back, and he rolls his eyes when I hold up his chin so that he can’t look. I peek down and then touch my hand to myself. “Thank God.”

“No?” he asks and immediately steps closer to me and nuzzles my neck.

“No. Then I really would have had to tip the housekeeper big.”

“You’re going to have to tip her big anyway, I think.”

There! I knew we could f*ck and not be weird about it. We’re still us. I tangle my fingers in his hair. “Hey, Chris?”

“Mmm?”

I feel his teeth graze my shoulder again, and it takes me a second to ask him what I wanted. “What the hell are you doing back in Madison? Hawaii sounded like it was going great.”

“Oh. That. Don’t tell Sabin that I told you this. He has a court date so we’d planned on being back now.”

“What the hell? For what?’

“That idiot got himself a DUI last summer. He’d be really embarrassed if you knew, so don’t say anything.”

“I won’t. He’s not going to jail or anything, is he?” I am momentarily pulled from my post-sex bliss, and I’m worried.

“No, no. Nothing like that. I promise. He hasn’t been able to drive since then, though.”

Now that Chris says this, I realize that I’ve never seen Sabin drive. It’s always been Chris, Estelle, or Eric.

His hands are drifting over me and even this light contact between us is already arousing me again more than I can believe.

A small sound escapes my lips. I can’t help it. The feel of his touch melts me.

“And what are you doing here?” he asks.

“Just … I had enough time at home.”

He frowns. “You all right?”

“Yes. It was mostly really good. But some shit went down with James and … I’ll tell you about it later. Everything is going to be fine, though.”

He relaxes. “Good.” Chris’s hand on the back of my thigh is going to make me explode. He’s quiet for a moment as he nuzzles into me. “I still think that I have to make this up to you. We need to go slower. A lot slower.”

He lifts me up into his arms and moves us to the bed, setting me down gently. I stare in near awe while he pulls off his shirt. He is so f*cking beautiful. His ripped chest is tan and even more mesmerizing than the last time I’d seen him without a shirt. “You ready?” His flirtatious smile kills me.

Unable to answer him, I nod.

I put my hands around his neck and watch while he moves on top of me. “I have a lot of other things to do you, but first I need to be inside you the way I should have been the first time.” He takes his cock in his hand and rubs it against me. I am still soaked from coming, and he covers himself in my wetness. We both groan softly while he does this, and when he touches himself to my clit, I gasp.

I can’t reach that box of condoms fast enough.

When we’re safe, he lifts his chest over mine, holding himself up on his forearms. Chris looks at me as reaches between us and starts to gradually move the tip of his cock into me. I immediately go from highly aroused to completely crazed and put my hands on his lower back to pull him in harder.

“Uh-uh, baby.” Chris shakes his head and raises my hands next to my head. He entwines our fingers. “We’re going to go slow, like it or not.”