Kissin' Tell (Rough Riders #13)(107)

Georgia refocused on her * ex-husband. “I guess. Why?”


“Me’n Tara-Lee are movin’ to New Mexico.”


“What? When did this come about?”


“As soon as Robert gave me money from the sale of the hog farm.”


“Is my dad going with you?”


Deck snorted. “No. Why would he?”


“Because he’s been like a father to you.”


“Whoa. Robert ain’t my dad. And it’s always been a little creepy how he acted like he was.”


But only up to the point where it benefited Deck, when Robert forked over a pile of cash to a guy he’d considered his son. “After all my dad did for you? You’re just gonna take the money and run?”


“I earned every penny of that money for the years I slaved at that hog farm,” he retorted hotly. “Robert and I are friends, Georgia, but mostly we’re business partners. Now the business is sold, we’re parting ways.”


“Business partners?” she repeated. “You’ve always been much more than that.” Hadn’t they?


Deck shook his head. “I like Robert. He’s a great guy. I know you need someone to blame for how things ended up with your father after RJ died, but your dad didn’t choose me. Your mom left. You left in mind and spirit months before your body did. Robert didn’t have anyone else but me. I never tried to take RJ’s place, Georgia. I never tried to take yours, either. Robert’s been a broken man for a long time. Maybe it’s time you step up to the plate and help put him back together.”


Deck’s accusations settled in and he walked away for good.


Georgia had a weird punch of anxiety when she pulled up to the house she hadn’t seen in years. The house she’d fled from and never looked back.


It’s concrete and wood. Neither the structure nor the memories contained within have power over you.


As she started up the sidewalk, she caught movement out of the corner of her eye. She saw her father sitting on a pile of tires, staring at the house. Even from a hundred feet away, an aura of defeat surrounded him.


“Dad?”


He turned his head toward her as she erased the distance between them. “Georgie?”


Her retort, “Does anyone else call you Dad?” came out a little harsh.


“Nope.”


“I saw Deck at the Devil’s Tower Rodeo. I’m a little shocked he’s just up and moving to New Mexico.”


He grunted.


“Were you surprised he’s leaving?”


“Nope. Deck’s been restless and lookin’ for an exit since he knocked up Tara-Lee. After nearly nine years, we were both ready to move on.” He spit a stream of tobacco juice on the ground and squinted at her. “What brings you here?”


“I came to see if you’re okay.”


“I see you’ve still got that sweet streak you inherited from your mother.” He sighed. “I’m not okay. Haven’t been for quite a while. I’m tired. Some days it’s just too much. And now… It ain’t like I’ve got anywhere to go.”


Georgia didn’t know what to say. Her father was the most closemouthed person she’d ever met. So he must really be in distress if he was opening up to her.


“Things between you and Mom…?”


“Irina ain’t invited me to live with her in Boulder if that’s what you’re asking. I’d go in a heartbeat if I thought there was a chance she’d take me back. But I’m sure you don’t wanna hear about that.” He squinted at her. “Today was the last rodeo for that PR company you work for?”


Who had he heard that from? She hadn’t told him and it wasn’t common knowledge. “Yes.”


“So when are you going back to Dallas?”


The idea of getting in her car, leaving Tell and Wyoming, made her stomach hurt, her eyes burn and her heart heavy. Her life had changed these past months. Changed for the better. Although if she talked to Tell, she doubted he’d see any change in her at all, since she’d kept the truth from him again.


“Maybe the question oughta be are you going back to Dallas?”


“I don’t know. My time here has turned out differently than I imagined.”


“Has Tell McKay played a part in that?”


No reason to lie now. “A big part.”


“He’s a good man. I saw him…makin’ sure you were okay on the anniversary of RJ’s death.”


She stared at him in shock. “Tell never said anything about you being at the cemetery.”


“I wasn’t there for you any more than you were there for me. It’s a day I’d like to forget, but I can’t seem to, no matter how hard I try.” He pointed to her tattoo. “Your brother would like you done that in his memory.”


Georgia saw his expectation—he wanted her to say something poignant, but the words wouldn’t come.


“Look, I’m sure whatever you decide about stayin’ here or returning to Dallas, Barbara will understand. She’s a tough old broad, but she’s able to look at things from different angles. It’s why she’s been so successful.”