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drinking iced tea with somber looks on their faces. Through the window facing the little house I could hear music. Sad music.

“Her heart is broken,” Mira said, sticking her pen in her hair. “You’re just going to have to ride it out.”

“But I should be there. I’ve always been there when she was upset like this. I just don’t get why this is suddenly all my fault.

” Isabel looked terrible; her hair was in a sloppy ponytail and she was wearing jeans, a torn red T-shirt, and no makeup

whatsoever. She saw me looking and snapped, “I thought I was only going out for a second.”

“Fine,” I said. I was not going to get on her bad side today.

“She has to blame someone,” Mira explained.

“Then blame Mark!” Isabel slammed down her tea glass. “He’s the one who cheated on her, married someone else and got her

pregnant. All I ever did was—”

“Tell her he was no good. That he was lying to her. That she was going to get hurt,” Mira filled in. She shook her head ruefully.

“Don’t you see, Isabel? She’s embarrassed. She’s humiliated. And when she looks at you, she knows you were right all along.”

“But I didn’t want to be right,” Isabel protested. “I just didn’t want her to get hurt.”

“But she did,” Mira said. “And until she gets over the shock and comes to her senses and gets angry, you just have to keep your

distance. The timing is bad too, with the eclipse and all. Everything’s out of whack.”

Isabel rolled her eyes. “But it’s my house, too,” she grumbled. “I can’t even get to my clothes.”

“Give her time,” Mira said, looking down at the drafting table. “Or better yet,” she said brightly, “give her a card.”

“A what?”

“A card!” Mira said, gesturing grandly to the boxes behind her. “There are thousands of ways right here to console her on a

loss. Just pick one.”

“He’s not dead, Mira,” I said.

“He should be,” Isabel said darkly.

“Go ahead,” Mira said cheerfully. “Take one. Take several.”

Isabel walked to the shelf and pulled down a box. Mira bounced in her chair, smiling at me.

“So,” she said. “Ready for that big date?” I’d told her about it that morning, during our cereal session.

“I guess,” I said, and she smiled at me.

Isabel opened up a card and read aloud. “‘I am so sorry to hear of your terrible loss … but I know that time, and love, will

heal all wounds and that your little friend will live on in your heart forever.’ ” She looked at Mira, eyebrows raised.

“Dead hamster,” Mira explained. “Try another one.”

“Okay,” Isabel said, opening a second card. “How about… ‘There comes a time when we all must accept the loss of someone who

may not have been truly real but was very real in our hearts. I know this loss affects you in a way some might not understand. But

as your friend, I do. And I am so sorry’ ”

“Dead soap opera character,” Mira said. “That’s not right either.” She got up and went over to the boxes, rifling through

them. “Let’s see. How about a dead ex-husband? Or a dead former flame?”

“These are all too nice,” Isabel said. “What we need is a good, nasty, empowering card. But nobody makes those.”

Mira turned around, took a pen out of her hair, and then jabbed it back in another spot. She was thinking. “We could,” she said

suddenly. “Of course. We’ll make a card. How stupid of me!” She went back to her chair, jacked it up, and pulled out a blank

piece of sketch paper, folding it in half. “Okay,” she said, licking the tip of her pen. “What should it say?” She looked at

Isabel.

Isabel looked at me.

“The truth,” I said. “It should say the truth.”

“Truth,” Mira agreed. “So maybe, the front should say something like … ‘I am sorry for your broken heart.’ ”

“Perfect,” Isabel said.

Mira bent over the card, writing with smooth strokes. Underneath, she drew a heart with a jagged line down the middle. “Okay,”

she said when she was through. “Now we need the inside. This is the hardest part.”

We considered this. Cat Norman walked through, looked at the three of us, and sat down with a wheeze.

” ‘I am sorry for your broken heart…” Mira read off the front. “but…”

“But,” Isabel said, ” ‘he was a rotten, cheating rat bastard and you deserve better.’ ”

“Bingo!” Mira said, whipping another pen out of her hair. “Perfect. And …”

“And,” I said, ‘“As your friend, I want you to know that I love you and I know you can get through this.’ ”

“Excellent.” Mira was scribbling madly. “Wonderful. You know, I like this concept—revenge cards. Straight and to the point.”

“You should start a new line,” I told her as she finished it up with a flourish, then turned it over to sign her name on the

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