If I Were You(Inside Out 01)(44)

“You will,” he says.
Does he think I can’t handle more than tonight? Does he not see I need more than tonight? I need the escape. “You’re wrong.”
He shakes his head. “No. I’m not.”
I open my mouth to argue but his cell phone rings from inside his jean pocket, I think. His ring tone is a concert pianist and I’d be willing to bet my car that his father is the musician. I hate my father, I’d told him. What had gotten into me? And clearly, even with his father gone, he holds his in high regard.
Chris slides the phone from his low-hung jeans and I’m fairly certain he chooses to answer the call to end our conversation.
“Right,” he says. “My usual and hold tight just a sec.” He glances at me. “What kind of pizza?”
The pizza place called him? I’m confused. “Cheese.”
“Make my usual an extra large,” he says into the phone. “Right. Thanks.” He ends the call. “Pizza is on the way.”
“That’s what I call service.”
“It’s almost closing time, and Jacob went in to get a pizza for himself and asked if I’d called.”
“Like I said, that’s what I call service.”
“I’ve known the owner a good ten years and since he also owns the Chopper shop I frequent, he likes me. I send him lots of business.” He reaches for my hand and leads me to the couch. “Make yourself comfortable. I’ll get us drinks and plates and we can eat right here.” He smiles. “Unless you’re tired of looking out of the window?”
I shake my head and sit down. The brown leather is soft and a bit chilly, and I shiver. “That was a very bad joke.”
He picks up a remote and the gas fireplace to my right in the corner flickers to life. “I’m good at bad jokes.”
“Yes,” I agree, pulling a brown throw over me. ”I know. The man with the one red shoe?”
“You don’t like Tom Hanks?”
“That’s an old movie.”
“I’m a fan of classics.” He sits down next to me and grabs another remote, punching a button. A massive flat screen television lowers from the ceiling above the fireplace. He offers me the controller. “The key to my castle, at your disposal.”
I am charmed and comfortable with this man in a way I don’t remember being with anyone before him. I accept the remote. “And The Man with One Red Shoe is a classic?”
“Right along with Austin Powers.”
“Austin Powers?” I ask. “Tell me you aren’t an Austin Powers fan.”
“Have you watched Austin Powers?”
“Well no,” I concede, “but they look so silly.”
“That’s the point, sweetheart. It’s an escape from reality.” He pushes to his feet. “I’ll grab us drinks and plates.” His lips twitch. “Wine?”
“No,” I say with emphasis. “I do not want wine.”
“Corona?”
“No. Nothing with alcohol.”
“That leaves you with bottled water or Gatorade.”
“Water,” I say. “I never drink calories I can eat. Leaves room for more pizza.”
“I see,” he replies, looking amused. “More pizza is always good. I’ll be right back.”
I sink down into the seat, and watch him walk toward the massive open kitchen overlooking the living area, and he is all long-legged, male grace and flexing muscle. He’s also one big contraction. Funny, charming, seemingly without the ego he has every right to possess. But there is more there. The man who’d faced off and won with the King of Egos himself, Mark Compton. The man who’d pressed me against a window and took me with a dark passion I’d sensed came from a deep, troubled place. The man who’d told me he’d show me things but he wasn’t ready for me to run. I burn to know what that means, what’s beneath his surface. And for the second time tonight, I think we are two messed up people destined to destroy each other but I can’t walk away. No. Can’t isn’t the issue. I simply don’t want to.




Chapter Sixteen

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Chris has just set plates and two bottles of water on the table when a strange buzzing sound fills the room. I frown. “What was that?”
“My version of a doorbell,” he says with a boyish grin that is a complete contrast to the dark, edgy man who has just done wonderfully wicked things to me. “If a visitor manages to get past the elevator code, I still have to let them in from this side.”
“That can’t be the pizza, can it? They called about ten minutes ago.” He glances at his watch and the thick silver and black leather design has become somehow erotic to me.
“Right at ten minutes,” he confirms. “But I’m guessing they gambled and made my usual before they called me.” He pushes to his feet, running strong hands down his legs.
“Where’s the bathroom?” I ask, and stand up.
He motions to a door beside the fireplace and heads to the elevator. I watch him, trying to imagine how I’d react as a female delivery person if Chris answered the door, or elevator, with no shirt on. His tattoo. I never thought I was a tats kind of girl but his are hot, maybe the hottest thing I’ve ever seen. Or maybe Chris is simply the man who hits all my hot buttons.
He punches in a code in the panel by the elevator and I can’t see if there is a blushing female inside, but I do hear Jacob’s voice and Chris’s sexy rumble of laughter. The sound does funny things to my chest, the kind of funny feeling attached to unwelcome emotions. Oh boy. Don’t go there, Sara. Don’t start falling for Chris. This is an escape from reality.