Heartless: A Small Town Single Dad Romance(27)
I snort. “Same. But you seem like the post-secondary type. Smart. Wealthy. Well-connected.”
Her head quirks as she assesses me. “That’s funny, in like, a very judgmental sort of way. But I’ve never really enjoyed school. I’m sure if I’d applied myself, I could have done better. But I was always more interested in riding my horse. Or being on the road with my parents. Or learning to manage a bar with my older brother. School is always there if I want to go back. But I’m a firm
believer that learning doesn’t always happen in the classroom.”
“I like that,” I reply gruffly, nodding. “And sorry. I didn’t mean it like that.” Because she’s right.
I’ve done nothing but judge her since the moment I first saw her.
And that’s a real dick move.
One she doesn’t deserve.
“Luke and I had a lot of fun researching which plants we could grow this week. I think he learned a lot. I did too. Guitar was a huge hit. Do you mind if we do some horseback riding next week?”
My chest warms at the thought of her planting in the yard with him, showing him an instrument.
Skills and memories that will last a lifetime. Giving him undivided attention that he deserves. “Yeah.
Of course. He’d love that.”
A pleased smile touches her lips, and she lets out a little humming noise.
“He’s been invited to a birthday party in a few weeks too,” I tell her. “It starts earlier than I can get there. Do you think you’d be okay with taking him and then I’ll come right after work and tag you out?”
“Yeah. For sure. Just let me know where I’m going.” We turn into the driveway and pull up to the house before she adds, “Or leave me a trail of lettuce and we’ll just follow it.”
I shake my head and stifle a laugh as I hop out of my black pickup and bound toward the front door of the sprawling farmhouse. There’s still a warm glow inside, and I see the flicker of the TV
through the front porch window.
I open the door and peek in.
“You’re not even going to knock?” Willa asks from behind me. I start, thinking she’d have stayed in the car, and her hand falls to the middle of my back. But this time, I don’t even freeze. I flex my shoulders back, kind of liking the familiar way she touches me. I’ve seen it with Luke too. She’s just an affectionate person.
A hugger, probably.
“And risk waking him up? Hell no.” Craning my head and taking a step forward, I try to focus on what’s going on in the house, but find myself entirely wrapped up in the way her fingers feel trailing down my spine when I step away. The way I shiver under her touch when I’m not cold at all.
My tongue darts out over my lips as I enter the house, all too aware of her body pressing in close behind mine to peek over my shoulder into the living room, where some cartoon movie is still playing.
To where my dad and Luke are curled up on the couch together. Asleep.
A bowl of popcorn is on the table, along with a tub of ice cream that is now more of a milkshake than anything else.
“How precious are they?” Willa whispers behind me.
I can’t help but smile. Looking at Luke always makes me smile. It has since I felt that first little kick. Since I could see the little bulge of a foot pressing out on Talia’s stomach.
She complained it was uncomfortable, and maybe I wasn’t attentive enough to that. Because all I can remember thinking is that it was incredible.
“Precious,” I husk, walking forward to get a blanket from the basket in the corner. After our mom died, I never got attention like this from my dad. He did his best, but he wasn’t present for a long time. And by the time he was, I didn’t want his attention in this way anymore. I’m glad he and Luke are getting it though.
I cover them carefully and hear some shuffling behind me. I turn to see Willa tidying the table and then sauntering away toward the kitchen. Hands full of the mess they made, hips swaying happily.
Like this is no inconvenience to her at all.
As if a stunner like her wants to spend her Friday nights with a washed-up single dad, cleaning up the mess a kid and his grandfather made.
My lids fall shut as reality comes crashing back in. It doesn’t matter how good her hands feel on my body.
The divide between us is too much. It’s too wide. She’s out of my league, and I’d be an asshole to drag her down into mine.
But when we hop back into the truck and she peeks over at me and says, “You’re an amazing dad.
I hope you know that,” I want to drag her down right on the spot.
11
Willa
Summer: Did you leave with Cade?
Willa: Yeah.
Summer: You could have stayed with me! We’re getting a cab.
Willa: Nah. Cade’s hotter. Went home with him instead.
Summer: Lol.
Summer: Wait. Are you joking? I can’t tell.
Willa: Save a horse, ride a cowboy.
Summer: I still can’t tell.
“W e have to stop meeting like this,” I rasp as I see Cade’s imposing form step onto the deck. The sight of him standing above me, looking down on me in the hot tub, makes my stomach flip.
He’s downright mouthwatering with swim trunks riding low on his hips, framed by a cut V-shape that disappears beneath them.