Gone Country (Rough Riders #14)(125)

“It’s open.”


“I heard you in the kitchen. I thought you were still working.” Gavin’s arms encircled her waist and he pressed a kiss on her neck. “Why didn’t you come upstairs?”


Rielle pointed to the six pack. “I’m lousy company.”


“I doubt that.”


“Trust me, it’s true.” She drained the bottle and set it on the windowsill.


“Would you like to talk about it?”


“Gavin, I appreciate your concern, but I’m bitchy right now and I’d rather you didn’t see this side of me.”


His mouth brushed her ear. “Am I to take that as you’ve never been bitchy with me before?”


“Funny.”


“Or you think I can’t handle you being less than my Ree of sunshine?” He paused. “Ray of sunshine. Get it?”


She smiled, in spite of herself. “Yes, I got it.”


“Were you really going to sleep down here?”


“Yes.”


“Well, that sucks. Not only because I looked forward to having my wicked way with you—which I was—but because that means you’ve shut me out. And you know what? I don’t like being shut out.”


Rielle didn’t detect hurt in his tone, just concern. “I’m sorry. This…sharing your bad day stuff is still new to me.”


“To me too. But we both know every day won’t be perfect and I want you to be able to tell me what’s eating at you.”


She always handled stuff on her own. “It’s not a personal thing between us, but a business thing for me.”


“Oh. Well, that’s different. Fuck this talking about your business shit; if it doesn’t have anything to do with me and you, I’m going to bed.”


She froze.


Gavin’s arms tightened around her. “See how crazy that sounds? Ree. I’m in your life. All aspects of it. I’m a pushy dick who won’t leave this—or you—alone until you talk to me.”


How had she ever gotten so lucky to have this man in her life? She leaned back into him. “I lost the Twin Pines bread account today. Which means I also lost the Creekside B&B account since they’re owned by the same people.” There. She’d said it without choking on it or letting loose a string of profanities.



“Did they indicate why they were terminating the contract?”


“They’re bringing the baked goods in-house.”


“No wonder you’re upset,” he murmured.


Now that she’d opened her mouth, everything just spilled out. “The Twin Pines is the first place that contracted me for baked goods before the bakery closed. So it feels like I’m losing a cornerstone of my business, even when their orders had dropped off in the last year.”


“I understand that. But the upside of this situation is that it isn’t the quality of your product that caused their decision. So there’s nothing you could’ve done to prevent it.”


Gavin wasn’t just being the sweet supportive boyfriend, but he looked at this from the business side and she appreciated that.


“Are you worried other restaurants and businesses will follow suit and take the baking in-house?”


“That’s part of it. But I know a big plus to the restaurants I supply is my products are unique to each place. The only restaurant you can get the savory and honey seven-grain rolls is at Fields. Same with the other five restaurants I supply.”


“Which is smart. You don’t need me to tell you that.” Gavin gently turned her around to face him. “What else has put that wrinkle in your brow and the clouds in your eyes?”


“After I left the Twin Pines today, I didn’t immediately start researching other restaurants I could sell to, to fill the gap.”


“You’ve always done that in the past?”


She nodded. “I’ve always needed to replace the income right away. Over the last few hours as I’ve dissected this reaction every possible way, I realized I don’t want to seek out replacement restaurants.” She hated talking about money with Gavin, but her mindset in this case went beyond money and it involved him. “So I have to ask myself: Have I gotten lazy?”


Gavin burst out laughing.


“Gavin. I’m serious.”


“Ree. Honey, rest assured you’re not a slacker. I’m pretty sure losing the Twin Pines and Creekside B&B business will only be a blip in your daily routine. If the income loss isn’t substantial enough to worry you at all, then you’re exactly right in questioning the immediate need to find replacement income.”


She kissed his smirking mouth. “You’re so…I hesitate to say right because you’ll get a swelled head, but you are. Even if you are pushy.”


“Only so I won’t have to push you again and you’ll come to me on your own next time.”


“I will. I promise. Thank you.”


“What else?”


“I also had to question whether the reason I didn’t want to add more business was because of you.” She hadn’t choked on admitting that either.