God of Malice (Legacy of Gods #1)(10)

This is why I love Bran the most. He knows how to be an anchor. He knows how to be a brother.

Unlike Lan.

After a while, we break apart, but he doesn’t allow me to leave. Instead, he perches down to stare at me. “What is it, little princess?”

That’s what Dad calls me. Little princess.

Mum is the original princess. The one Dad worships at her altar and makes all her dreams come true.

I’m the princess’s daughter and, therefore, the little princess.

I wipe at the moisture in my eyes. “Nothing, Bran.”

“You don’t sneak to the basement at five in the morning, paint this, and then say it’s nothing. It can be every word under the sun, but nothing should not be on the menu.”

I grab a palette and start mixing random colors just to keep my mind and hands occupied.

Bran, however, doesn’t drop it. He takes a long detour, then stands between me and the painting I’m totally going to throw in the nearest fire.

“Is it about Devlin?”

I flinch, my throat bobbing up and down with a swallow at the name of my friend.

At one point, my closest friend.

The boy who understood my haunting muse as much as I understood his lonely demons.

Until one day, we were ripped apart.

Until one day, we went in different directions.

“It’s not about Dev,” I whisper.

“Bullshit. You think we haven’t noticed that you haven’t been the same since his death? His suicide is not your fault, Glyn. Sometimes, people choose to leave and nothing we could have done would’ve stopped it.”

My eyes blur and my chest constricts until it’s impossible to breathe properly. “Just drop it, Bran.”

“Mum, Dad, and Grandpa are worried about you. I am worried about you. So if there’s anything we can do, tell us. Talk to us. If you don’t express yourself, we’re unable to go anywhere with this situation.”

I feel myself disintegrating and losing ground, so I stop mixing and push the palette into his hands. “You can probably make a beautiful forest à la Bran style with all that green.”

He doesn’t refuse the palette, but he sighs deeply. “If you’re so intent on pushing us away, you might not find us when you actually need us, Glyn.”

A small smile grazes my lips. “I know.”

I’m good at keeping it all in.

Bran isn’t convinced and stays around to try and fish information out of me. This is probably the first time I’ve wished it was Lan who found me and not him. At least Lan wouldn’t push.

He doesn’t care.

Bran cares too much.

As do I.

After a while, however, he takes the palette and leaves. As soon as the door clicks closed, I fall to the ground in front of the painting of a dark cliff, a black star, and reds of passion.

Then I hold my head between my hands and let all the tears loose.





By the time day breaks, I’m ready to escape without facing anyone in my family.

I pack my suitcase for the new semester, then I take a shower that probably lasts for an hour. I scrub my mouth, my hair, my hands, my nails.

Anywhere that psycho touched me.

Then I put on a pair of jeans, a top, and a jacket, ready to hit the road. I pull out my phone and text my girls. We’ve had a group chat since we were basically in nappies and it’s where we always talk.

Ava: Is it weird that I’m losing hair because of Ari? She won’t shut up about wanting to join the group chat.

Cecily: Tell her to reapply in two years once she’s of age. We only talk big girl stuff here.

Ava: Big girl stuff? Bitch, where? Didn’t see that on your prude menu in the last…nineteen years.

Cecily: Very funny. Rolling on the ground as we speak. Not.

Ava: You know you love me, Ces *kisses emojis*

Juggling my bag on one shoulder, I type with my other hand.

Glyndon: Ready to hit the road for uni. Who’s driving?

We can actually fly to the island in a shorter amount of time, but that would mean taking a plane, and I’m scared of flying.

My screen lights up with a reply.

Ava: Not me. That’s for sure. We stayed up with Mum, Dad, and our grandparents last night, and I feel like a zombie.

Cecily: I’ll do it. Give me another hour. Still didn’t get my fill of Mum and Papa.

I’m about to type that I’m in a hurry but stop mid-text when Ava texts back.

Ava: Gonna miss Mum and Dad like fucking shit. Grandpa and Grandma, too. Sigh. I’ll even miss the troublemaker, Ari. Have you guys seen her new IG handle? Ariella-jailbait-Nash. That bold little bitch, I swear. If Dad sees it, he’ll lock her the fuck up. Did I mention that I’m losing hair because of her?

With both of them being sentimental, if I said let’s leave right now, it’d seem as if I were the one who was running away from my parents or something.

I’m not.

And really, I’ll miss them like hell, too. Maybe even more than Ava and Cecily will miss theirs, but sometimes, I just don’t like myself around my family.

When I peek down from upstairs, the dining table is already buzzing with energy.

Mum is putting some eggs in front of Bran, and Dad is helping but somehow getting in the way since he touches her every chance he gets. Something that she scolds him for but still laughs about anyway.