Finding Kenna (SEAL Team Hawaii #3)(80)

He stared at her without blinking.

“I mean…in case you didn’t want to use a condom. I’m also clean, don’t have any diseases or anything. I know the pill isn’t one hundred percent foolproof though, so if you want to keep using them, that’s okay too. I’m not ready for a child. No way.”

“I get tested twice a year by the Navy. And I’ve passed every test with flying colors,” Marshall said.

“That’s good,” Kenna said softly.

“You’re saying I can be inside you without a condom?” he asked.

“Well, yeah. We didn’t really have a chance to have this conversation earlier. But thank you for not being an ass about the condom…”

Marshall didn’t say anything for a long, painful moment, and she started to feel self-conscious. Had it been too early to bring that up? Should she have waited?

Then he moved swiftly. Pushing Kenna to her back and crouching over her. She could feel the tip of his now weeping cock brush against her wet folds. Without a word, he pushed inside her once more. He wasn’t as hard as he’d been the first time, but he still filled her easily.

“Marshall?” she questioned as she gripped his biceps.

He didn’t thrust, just pushed inside her and held still.

“I’m sorry, I couldn’t help it. I needed to get inside you bare right now. You’re so hot. And fucking wet as hell. If you could feel what I do, you’d understand.”

Kenna laughed, and he groaned.

“Fuck, even that feels damn amazing,” he semi-complained.

“Don’t mind me, I’ll just be lying here,” she teased.

“I’m gonna come pretty fast. I’m sorry.”

She got serious, realizing how close to the edge Marshall was. “Does it really feel that much different?” she asked.

“I’ve never been inside anyone without a condom before. This is so damn amazing. You have no idea.”

Weirdly enough, it was a very intimate thing to watch Marshall’s reaction to fucking her without a condom. This big bad SEAL wasn’t very intimidating at the moment. “Move, Marshall. I bet it’ll feel even better.” She felt like a madam teaching a virgin how to make love. The thought made her smile.

Marshall’s gaze met hers as he slowly began to thrust inside her. His pupils were dilated so much, she almost couldn’t see his beautiful brown eyes.

“I’m sorry, babe! I can’t hold back.”

“Then don’t,” she said.

A few more thrusts, and she felt Marshall’s dick twitch inside her as he came for the second time. She was impressed he’d been able to not only get hard as fast as he had, but that he was able to come again so soon.

He shuddered, then fell sideways once more. But this time, he kept his hand on her ass, keeping them connected. Kenna ended up lying on his broad chest, his cock long and thick enough to not immediately slip out of her body.

“Oh my God, I don’t have to get up,” Marshall said with a smile of wonder on his face.

“Perks of no condom. Although the drawbacks are…messy,” she warned.

“I’ll wash our sheets every day,” he said, his voice slurring.

He was so damn cute, and Kenna had never been happier.

She rested her head in the crook of his neck and felt his arms tighten around her. One snaked up to her nape and rested there. The familiarity already something she craved.

“Kenna?”

“Yeah?”

“I love you.”

She stilled. Was he half asleep? Had he meant to say that?

She felt his hold on her nape tighten. “Did you hear me?”

Guess that answered her two questions. “Yes,” she said softly.

“Good. You don’t have to say it back, because I know I probably freaked you out, but I couldn’t keep it inside anymore. The day you jumped on my head was the best day of my life.”

“I didn’t jump on your head,” she protested automatically.

“I just wanted to make sure you know this isn’t a fling for me. Not a short-term thing. I want you in my life for the long haul. And…I’ve never told a woman I loved her before.”

“You haven’t?”

“No. The connection we have is special, and I know it. I’d be an idiot if I didn’t hold on to you with both hands. I love you. I say that with no strings, but now you know where I stand.”

Kenna knew this was crazy. They hadn’t known each other all that long, but deep down in her heart, she knew he was right. Their connection was special. “I think I love you too,” she whispered.

He chuckled. “I’ll take that.”

“I just—”

“Shhh, you don’t have to explain yourself. I’m fucking thrilled to get even that from you. Just know that I’m going to do whatever I can to change that ‘I think’ to an ‘I know.’”

Kenna smiled. “I don’t think it’ll be difficult,” she admitted.

They were both silent for a few minutes before Marshall asked, “It’s still early, but do you want to sleep?”

Kenna wasn’t all that tired, but she nodded anyway.

“Good. I’m exhausted,” Marshall admitted. “And I have a feeling I’m gonna want more of you when we wake up.”