Fifty Shades Freed (Christian & Ana)(172)

"Yes. I am on my way to Portland."

"Portland? Please tell me Sawyer is with you."

"Yes, he's driving."

"Where is Ray?"

"At OHSU."

I hear a muffled voice in the background. "Yes, Ros," Christian snaps angrily. "I know! Sorry, baby—I can be there in about three hours. I have business I need to finish here. I'll fly down."

Oh shit. Charlie Tango is back in commission and last time Christian flew her . . .

"I have a meeting with some guys over from Taiwan. I can't blow them off.

It's a deal we've been hammering out for months."

Why do I know nothing about this?

"I'll leave as soon as I can."

"Okay," I whisper. And I want to say that it's okay, stay in Seattle, and sort out your business, but the truth is I want him with me.

"Oh, baby," he whispers.

"I'll be okay, Christian. Take your time. Don't rush. I don't want to worry about you, too. Fly safely."

"I will."

"Love you."

"I love you, too, baby. I'll be with you as soon as I can. Keep Luke close."

"Yes, I will."

"I'll see you later."

"Bye." After hanging up, I hug my knees once more. I know nothing about Christian's business. What the hell is he doing with the Taiwanese? I gaze out the window as we pass Boeing Field-King County Airport. He must fly safely. My stomach knots anew and nausea threatens. Ray and Christian. I don't think my heart could take that. Leaning back, I start my mantra again: Please let him be okay. Please let him be okay.

"Mrs. Grey." Sawyer's voice rouses me. "We're on the hospital grounds. I just have to find the ER."

"I know where it is." My mind flits back to my last visit to OHSU when, on my second day, I fell off a stepladder at Clayton's, twisting my ankle. I recall Paul Clayton hovering over me and shudder at the memory.

Sawyer pulls up to the drop-off point and leaps out to open my door.

"I'll go park, ma'am, and come find you. Leave your briefcase, I'll bring it."

"Thank you, Luke."

He nods, and I walk briskly into the buzzing ER reception area. The recep-tionist at the desk gives me a polite smile, and within a few moments, she's located Ray and is sending me to the OR on the third floor.

OR? Fuck! "Thank you," I mutter, trying to focus on her directions to the elevators. My stomach lurches as I almost run toward them.

Let him be okay. Please let him be okay.

The elevator is agonizingly slow, stopping on each floor. Come on . . . Come on! I will it to move faster, scowling at the people strolling in and out and preventing me from getting to my dad.

Finally, the doors open on the third floor, and I rush to another reception desk, this one staffed by nurses in navy uniforms.

"Can I help you?" asks one officious nurse with a myopic stare.

"My father, Raymond Steele. He's just been admitted. He's in OR-4, I think."

Even as I say the words, I am willing them not to be true.

"Let me check, Miss Steele."

I nod, not bothering to correct her as she gazes intently at her computer screen.

"Yes. He's been in for a couple of hours. If you'd like to wait, I'll let them know that you're here. The waiting room's there." She points toward a large white door helpfully labeled WAITING ROOM in bold blue lettering.

"Is he okay?" I ask, trying to keep my voice steady.