Fifty Shades Freed (Christian & Ana)(107)

"This is my second glass. I've had a trying night, Anastasia. Give a man a break."

I smile. "If you insist, Mr. Grey," I breathe into his neck. "You smell heavenly. I slept on your side of the bed because your pillow smells of you."

He nuzzles my hair. "Did you now? I wondered why you were on this side.

I'm still mad at you."

"I know."

His hand rhythmically strokes my back.

"And I'm mad at you," I whisper.

He pauses. "And what, pray, have I done to deserve your ire?"

"I'll tell you later when you're no longer burning with rage." I kiss his throat.

He closes his eyes and leans into my kiss but makes no move to kiss me back. His arms tighten around me, squeezing me.

"When I think of what might have happened . . ." His voice is barely a whisper. Broken, raw.

"I'm okay."

"Oh, Ana." It's almost a sob.

"I'm okay. We're all okay. A bit shaken. But Gail is fine. Ryan is fine. And Jack is gone."

He shakes his head. "No thanks to you," he mutters.

What? I lean back, and glare at him. "What do you mean?"

"I don't want to argue about it right now, Ana."

I blink. Well, maybe I do, but I decide against it. At least he's talking to me. I nestle into him once more. His fingers move to my hair and start playing with it.

"I want to punish you," he whispers. "Really beat the shit out of you," he adds.

My heart leaps into my mouth. Fuck. "I know," I whisper as my scalp prickles.

"Maybe I will."

"I hope not."

He hugs me tighter. "Ana, Ana, Ana. You'd try the patience of a saint."

"I could accuse you of many things, Mr. Grey, but being a saint isn't one of them."

Finally I am blessed with his reluctant chuckle. "Fair point well made as ever, Mrs. Grey." He kisses my forehead and shifts.

"Back to bed. You had a late night, too." He moves quickly, picking me up and depositing me back on the bed.

"Lie down with me?"

"No. I have things to do." He reaches down and collects the glass. "Go back to sleep. I'll wake you in a couple of hours."

"Are you still mad at me?"

"Yes."

"I'll go back to sleep, then."

"Good." He pulls the duvet over me and kisses my forehead once more.

"Sleep."

And because I'm so groggy from the night before, relieved that he's back, and emotionally fatigued by our early-morning encounter, I do exactly as I'm told. As I drift off, I'm curious though grateful, given the nasty taste in my mouth, to know why he hasn't deployed his usual coping mechanism and leapt on me to have his wicked way.

"There's some orange juice for you here," Christian says, and my eyes flutter open again. I have had the most restful two hours of sleep I can remember, and I wake refreshed, my head no longer throbbing. The orange juice is a welcome sight—as is my husband. He's in his sweats. And I'm momentarily zapped back to the Heathman Hotel and the first time I ever woke up with him. His gray tank top is damp with his sweat. Either he's been working out in the basement gym or he's been for a run, but he shouldn't look this good after a workout.

"I'm going to take a shower," he murmurs and disappears to the bathroom. I frown. He's still distant. He's either distracted by all that's happened, or still mad, or . . . what? I sit up and reach for the orange juice, drinking it down too quickly.