Fame, Fate, and the First Kiss(14)

“What?”

“You have to shake it off. Shake, shake, shake it off.”

I smiled a little. He did know how to tell a joke. “Because the haters are gonna hate?”

He returned my smile, which softened all his seriousness. “Exactly.” He looked around, apparently having humored me long enough, his serious face back again. “Do you know where your other two packets are?”

I stared at him for a moment. He wasn’t at all enamored by the fact that he was on a movie set or talking to an actress.

“What?” he asked, meeting my stare.

“Nothing.” I went to the cabinet, picked up a stack of papers, and plopped them on the table in front of him. Then I went back to watching another one of Amanda’s videos.

“These aren’t the packets,” he said.

“They’re in there somewhere.”

“What is this?”

I turned my head sideways to look. “Oh. That’s my script.” I held out my hand, but he kept flipping pages.

“What does INT and EXT mean?”

“Those are the scene details. Interior and exterior. INT means it’s an inside scene and EXT means it’s outside. And then this part is where specifically each scene takes place and then what time of day.” I pointed at the different words. “It’s mainly notes for the lighting people.”

He nodded and continued to read. “Do you really have to say this stuff?”

“No, I just have to read it, then make up whatever I really want to say.”

“‘My heart aches to be with you, but soon you will only want flesh’?”

“I don’t have to say that part. Grant says that.”

“Grant James.” He said it as a fact, not as a question, so he obviously already knew the answer.

“You want to meet him? I could introduce you,” I said. It was obvious I needed to get on my tutor’s good side so he’d relax a bit. He may not have cared who I was, because I was nobody yet, but everyone knew Grant.

“I don’t want to meet him.”

“You don’t?” Everyone wanted to meet Grant James.

“He has to say the words: I wish I could feed your hunger with only my lips.”

I took the script from him. “You just made that up.”

“Close enough,” he said.

“No more mocking. Look, I will work out a deal with you. I will do your packet—”

“Your packet.”

“If you do something for me.”

“What does that mean?” He tapped the top of the computer. “You’re not going to try to kiss me again, are you?”

“Ha! I did not try to kiss you yesterday. I accomplished exactly what I needed to. No more, no less. If I had wanted to kiss you, I wouldn’t have had to try.” When I could tell he didn’t find that amusing, by the way his face darkened, I added, “But don’t worry, I’m not into distractions like that. I don’t date.”

“And I don’t date actresses, so I guess we’re clear on our roles here.”

I stopped, sidetracked. “You don’t date actresses? Did one actress in particular cause this universal ban? If so, tell the story, it must be a good one.”

He picked up my packet and held it up, dismissing my question. “What’s the deal, then?”

Right, the deal. I didn’t need Donavan’s dating history anyway. I was trying to spend less time with him, not bond with him. It wasn’t Donavan, in particular; it was the interruptions. I wanted to do my homework on my own timetable. When I knew I wasn’t working on a scene or studying my performance. I wanted to do it in bits and pieces, not dedicate hours at a time to it. “I will do the packet if you let me check in with you remotely.”

“Remotely?”

“Yes, instead of coming in here, I text you a picture of my completed pages. Then when I’m done, I leave the packet at the front gate for you to deliver to school. And what my dad doesn’t know won’t hurt him.”

He studied my face for a moment, and I resisted the urge to start peeling away at the zombie makeup.

“Deal,” he said.

I stopped by Amanda’s trailer on my way out for the day. She let me inside and then went to the microwave, where she pushed the start button.

“So,” I said. “I think I need some help with my chemistry after all.”

“Yeah?”

“Yes, I watched some of your soap opera scenes, and you’re really good.”

“Thanks. Of course I’ll give you some tips, but for the record, I don’t think it’s all you. I was watching your scene today, and Grant’s not his normal self.”

I took a relieved breath and sank to her couch. “Thank you for saying that. He made me feel like it was all me.”

“He has a lot riding on this movie. His last Heath Hall movie tanked. And the reviews have really gotten in his head. Especially that one that went viral.” Heath Hall was the name of the spy that Grant played in a series of action movies. It was a role he had made famous or the role that had made him famous, it was hard to separate the two.

“This is about a bad review?” I asked.

“Not just a bad review,” she said. “A scathing, viral one that was retweeted more times than any of his good reviews ever have been. And it won’t go away. It keeps resurfacing.”