Dream a Little Dream (Chicago Stars, #4)(36)

Russ had gone to work for Gabe right after he’d bought the drive-in. It had been a shit job, and Gabe had been a prick to work for. He’d fired him after the first couple of weeks just because he’d been late a few times. Bastard.

“We sure showed her,” Donny repeated, scratching his crotch. “Do you think that slut’ll go away now that she knows nobody wants her here?”

“If she doesn’t,” Russ said, “she’ll be sorry.”



Three days later as Rachel applied a coat of royal-blue rust-resistant paint to the jungle gym, her gaze kept straying to the roof of the snack shop where Gabe was putting down tar paper. He’d taken off his shirt and wrapped a red bandanna around his forehead. His chest glistened with sweat and sun.

Her mouth felt dry as she observed the strong muscles of his back and arms: well-defined, tightly roped. She wanted to run her hands over them, sweat and all.

Maybe it was the food. Since she’d started eating well, her body had come alive again. That must be why she couldn’t seem to get enough of looking at him. It was the food.

She dipped her brush in the paint can and decided to stop lying to herself. That dark embrace they’d shared in the road had changed something between them. Now the air was charged with sexual awareness whenever they were together. They did their best to avoid each other, but the awareness was still there.

She was hot, and she unfastened another button at the neck of her dark-green housedress. Kristy had found several boxes of old-fashioned housedresses stuck away in the sewing-room closet and passed them over to Rachel, who had gratefully accepted them. Accessorized with her clunky black oxfords, they looked almost trendy, and she was delighted to replenish her meager wardrobe without spending a penny. Still, she couldn’t help wondering what Annie Glide would think about the infamous Widow Snopes wearing her old dresses.

Right now, though, the dress felt as if it were suffocating her. Or maybe it was the sight of Gabe’s muscles bunching as he moved a heavy roll of tar paper. He paused from his work, and her hands stilled on the paintbrush. She watched as he rubbed the back of his hand across his chest and looked over at her. He was too far away for her to see those eyes, but she felt as if they were stroking her body like silver smoke.

Her skin prickled. Both of them looked away.

With grim determination, she returned her attention to her work. For the rest of the afternoon, she forced herself to think less about lust and more about how she was going to get back into her old house and find the chest.



Rachel’s hand stilled on the wooden spoon she’d been using to stir the pot of homemade marinara for tonight’s dinner. She’d known it would be bad, but not this bad.

“They were killed instantly.” Kristy looked up from the lettuce she’d been breaking into a pale-pink Tupperware bowl. “It was terrible.”

Rachel’s vision blurred as tears filled her eyes. No wonder Gabe was bitter.

“Jamie was only five,” Kristy said unsteadily. “He was a perfect miniature of Gabe; the two of them were inseparable. And Cherry was wonderful. Gabe hasn’t been the same since.”

For a moment it was hard for Rachel to breathe. She couldn’t imagine the kind of pain Gabe was enduring, and she ached with pity for him. At the same time, some deep instinct warned her that pity had become his enemy.

“Anybody home?”

At the sound of Ethan Bonner’s voice, Kristy dropped the paring knife. She drew in her breath, fumbled for the knife, and dropped it again.

Rachel was so shaken by what she had just learned that it took her a moment to register how strangely Kristy was behaving. Ethan was her boss, and she saw him nearly every day. Why was she so rattled?

Her housemate remained an enigma. Edward adored her, and the feeling was mutual, but Kristy was so reserved otherwise that Rachel didn’t have a clear picture of the person beneath that plain, efficient exterior.

She still hadn’t responded to Ethan’s knock, so Rachel called out for him to come in. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Kristy take a deep breath and turn back into the calm, reserved woman who did everything so well. It was as if the moment of surprise had never happened.

“We’re just getting ready to eat, Ethan,” Kristy said as he appeared in the kitchen doorway. “Would you like something?”

“Um. I shouldn’t.” He gave Rachel a chilly nod.

She took in his light-blue oxford shirt, which was neatly tucked into a pair of khaki trousers that bore a knife-sharp crease down the center. His blond hair was perfectly cut, neither too long nor too short, and with his height, those blue eyes, and his finely balanced features, he might have been a GQ model instead of a member of the clergy.


“I just stopped by to drop off material for the newsletter,” he told Kristy. “You said you’d be putting it together in the morning, but I won’t be in until two.”

Kristy took the folder of papers he handed her and set it aside. “Wash up while we put the food on the table. Rachel’s fixed a wonderful homemade marinara.”

Ethan didn’t bother with much more than a token protest, and they were soon seated. As he ate, he confined his remarks to Edward and Kristy. Edward gave a detailed account of his experience that day feeding Snuggles, the class guinea pig, and Rachel realized he had a relationship with Ethan that she knew nothing about. She was glad that Ethan hadn’t projected his hostility toward her onto her son.