Dream a Little Dream (Chicago Stars, #4)(2)

“Get out of there, kid.”

The threatening sound of a deep male voice cut through her misery. She stood so fast it made her woozy, and she had to grab the hood of the car for support. When her head cleared, she saw her son standing frozen before a menacing-looking stranger in jeans, an old blue work shirt, and mirrored sunglasses.

Her sandals slipped in the gravel as she flew around the rear of the car. Edward was too frightened to move. The man reached for him.

Once she’d been sweet-tongued and gentle, a dreamy country girl with a poet’s soul, but life had toughened her, and her temper flared. “Don’t you touch him, you son of a bitch!”

His arm dropped slowly to his side. “This your kid?”

“Yes. And get away from him.”

“He was peein’ in my bushes.” The man’s rough, flat voice held a distinct Carolina drawl, but not the smallest trace of emotion. “Get him out of here.”

She noticed for the first time that Edward’s jeans were unfastened, making her already vulnerable little boy look even more defenseless. He stood frozen in fear, the rabbit tucked under his arm, as he stared up at the man who towered over him.

The stranger was tall and lean, with straight dark hair and a bitter mouth. His face was long and narrow—handsome, she supposed, but too cruelly formed with its sharp cheekbones and hard planes to appeal to her. She felt a momentary gratitude for his mirrored sunglasses. Something told her she didn’t want to look into his eyes.

She grabbed Edward and hugged him to her body. Painful experience had taught her not to let anyone push her around, and she sneered at him. “Are those your personal peeing bushes? Is that the problem? You wanted to use them yourself?”

His lips barely moved. “This is my property. Get off it.”

“I’d love to, but my car has other ideas.”

The drive-in’s owner glanced without interest at the corpse of her Impala. “There’s a phone in the ticket booth, and the number for Dealy’s Garage. While you’re waiting for a tow, stay off my land.”

He turned on his heel and walked away. Only when he had disappeared behind the trees that grew around the base of the giant movie screen did she let go of her child.

“It’s all right, sweetie. Don’t pay any attention to him. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Edward’s face was pale; his bottom lip trembled. “The m-man scared me.”

She combed her fingers through his light-brown hair, smoothed down a cowlick, brushed his bangs off his forehead. “I know he did, but he’s just an old butthead, and I was here to protect you.”

“You told me not to say butthead.”

“These are extenuating circumstances.”

“What are tenuating circustands?”

“It means he really is a butthead.”

“Oh.”

She glanced toward the small wooden ticket booth that held the phone. The booth had been freshly painted in mustard and purple, the same garish colors as the sign, but she made no move toward it. She didn’t have the money for either a tow or repairs, and her credit cards had been revoked long ago. Unwilling to subject Edward to another confrontation with the drive-in’s unpleasant owner, she drew him toward the road. “My legs are stiff from being in the car so long, and I could use a little walk. How about you?”

“Okay.”

He dragged his sneakers in the dirt, and she knew he was still frightened. Her resentment against Butthead grew. What kind of jerk acted like that in front of a child?

She reached through the open window of the car and withdrew a blue plastic water jug, along with the last of the withered oranges she’d found on a produce mark-down table. As she directed her child across the highway toward a small grove of trees, she once again cursed herself for not giving in to Clyde Rorsch, who’d been her boss until six days go. Instead, she’d struck him in the side of the head to keep him from raping her, then she’d grabbed Edward and fled Richmond forever.


Now she wished she’d given in. If she’d agreed to have sex with him, she and Edward would be living in a rent-free room in Rorsch’s motel where she’d been working as a maid. Why hadn’t she shut her eyes and let him do what he wanted? What was the point of being fastidious when her child was hungry and homeless?

She’d made it as far as Norfolk where she’d used up too much of her small reserve of cash to have the Impala’s water pump fixed. She knew other women in her position would have applied for public aid, but welfare wasn’t an option for her. She’d been forced to apply two years ago, when she and Edward were living in Baltimore. At the time, a social worker had stunned Rachel by questioning her ability to care for Edward. The woman had mentioned the possibility of putting him in foster care until Rachel could get on her feet. Her words might have been well-intentioned, but they had terrified Rachel. Until that moment, she had never considered that someone might try to take Edward away from her. She’d fled Baltimore that same day and vowed never again to approach a government office for help.

Since then she’d been supporting the two of them by working several minimum-wage jobs at a time, earning just enough to keep a roof over their heads, but not enough to be able to set anything aside so she could go back to school and improve her job skills. The battle for decent child care devoured her meager paychecks and made her sick with worry—one of the sitters kept Edward propped in front of a television all day, another disappeared and left him with a boyfriend. Then Edward had gotten sick with pneumonia.