Dream a Little Dream (Chicago Stars, #4)(156)

Using the flashlight to see, she made quick work of the living and dining rooms, then moved through the foyer and past the night-club fountain, which was mercifully unlit. The foyer rose two stories above her. The upstairs bedrooms opened onto a balcony surrounded by gilded wrought iron. As she mounted the curving staircase, she began to feel strangely disoriented, as if three years hadn’t passed and Dwayne were still alive.

She’d met him when he was on his first crusade through the midwest. He’d been appearing in Indianapolis as part of an eighteen-city televised tour to expand his cable audience. Most of the members of her little church had agreed to be volunteer workers, and Rachel had been assigned to act as one of the backstage gofers, a task, she later learned, that was always given to the more attractive of the young female volunteers.

She was twenty at the time, and she hadn’t been able to believe her luck when one of the crusade’s staff members had assigned her to deliver a pile of preselected prayer cards to Dwayne. She was actually going to see the famous evangelist up close! Her hand had shaken as she’d knocked on the door of his dressing room.

“Come in.”

She’d opened the door tentatively, just far enough to see G. Dwayne Snopes standing at the lighted mirror and running a silver-backed hairbrush through his thick blond hair, so attractively graying at the temples. He smiled at her reflection, and she felt the full jolt of Snopes’s charisma.

“Come on in, darlin’.”

Her pulses pounded, and her palms went damp. She was giddy and overwhelmed. He turned, his smile grew wider, and she forgot to breathe.

She’d known the facts about Dwayne Snopes. He’d been a North Carolina tobacco broker when he’d gotten the call ten years ago and gone on the road as a traveling evangelist. Now he was thirty-seven, and, thanks to cable television, the fastest-rising evangelist in the country.

His magnetic speaking voice, bold good looks, winning smile, and charismatic personality were tailor-made for television. Women fell in love with him; men considered him one of the guys. The poor and the elderly, who made up the majority of his audience, believed him when he promised health, wealth, and happiness. And unlike the fallen televangelists of the eighties, everyone thought they could trust him.

How could you not trust a man who was so open about his own shortcomings? With a boyish earnestness, he confessed a weakness for alcohol, which he’d overcome ten years earlier when he’d gotten the call, and an attraction toward pretty women, which remained a struggle. By his own admission, his first marriage had ended because of his philandering, and he asked his television congregation to pray that he could continue putting his womanizing behind him. He combined Jimmy Swaggart’s hellfire-and-damnation preaching with Jim Bakker’s cozy God of love, abundance, and prosperity. In the world of Christian broadcasting, it was an unbeatable combination.


“Come on in, honey,” he repeated. “I won’t eat you. At least not till after we pray about it.” His boyish mischieviousness immediately won her over.

She handed him the prayer cards. “I—I’m supposed to give you these.”

He paid no attention to the prayer cards, only to her. “What’s your name, darlin’?”

“Rachel. Rachel Stone.”

He smiled. “God surely has blessed me today.”

That was the beginning.

She didn’t board the bus with the other members of her congregation that night. Instead, one of Dwayne’s aides approached her grandmother with the news that the televangelist had received a message from God that Rachel was to accompany him as a helper on the rest of his tour.

Rachel’s grandmother had been in frail health for some time, and because Rachel knew how much she needed her help, Rachel had refused a scholarship to Indiana University to stay home and take care of her. It had been difficult to satisfy her deep intellectual curiosity by taking only a few courses each semester at the local community college, but her grandmother meant everything to her, and she’d never resented the choice she’d made.

She’d told Dwayne’s aide she couldn’t travel with the crusade, not even for a short period of time, but her grandmother had overruled her. God’s call could not be ignored.

During the next few weeks, Dwayne lavished attention on her, and she soaked up every drop. Each morning and evening, she knelt at his side as he prayed, so she was able to witness his unfaltering dedication to the business of saving souls. It would be years before she understood how complex the demons were that lurked beneath his faith.

She couldn’t comprehend why he was attracted to her. She was a lean, leggy redhead, pretty in a well-scrubbed way, but she wasn’t beautiful. He certainly didn’t press her for sex, and when he asked her to marry him shortly before she was supposed to return home, she was stunned.

“Why me, Dwayne? You could have any woman you wanted.”

“Because I love you, Rachel. I love your innocence. Your goodness. I need you at my side.” The same tears that sometimes filled his eyes when he was preaching now glittered there. “You’re going to keep me from straying from God’s path. You’re going to be my passport into heaven.”

Rachel hadn’t understood the ominous side to his words, the fact that he didn’t believe he was saved and that he needed someone else to do it for him. Only during her pregnancy with Edward two years later did the last of the romantic scales fall from her eyes so she could see Dwayne exactly as he was.