Damaged Like Us (Like Us #1)(61)

I stare hard at the phone.

My whole life, I’ve seen the media and nameless, faceless human beings shit on the people I love. Over and over. Clawing with no end in sight. Trying desperately to tear them apart. Ripping at the jugular. I walked on a sidewalk at ten-years-old and heard the word rape thrown at my mom in threat.

You wonder why I didn’t become bitter at the world.

You wonder why I don’t resent the world.

Because I knew I needed to become something that could withstand the world.

For my siblings, for my family, for anyone who’d grow up after me and need someone to defend them when they can’t defend themselves; when they need a shoulder to cry on or a safety net to fall in—I’m here. I’ve been here.

I’m always here.

Strongly, I tell my brother, “I’m not going anywhere, Summers.”





22





FARROW KEENE





Black and orange Halloween streamers and pumpkin lanterns drape Maximoff’s kitchen cupboards. I line up bottles of liquor on the countertop. Tequila, vodka, and flavored rum. I also purchased two six-packs of beer, a jug of orange juice, and a liter of Fizz.

Maximoff scowls at the haul.

I arch my brows. “You told me to buy a variety.” I wave to the bottles. “This meets your requirements.”

Unsaid Rule #1: Maximoff Hale cannot, under any circumstance, purchase alcohol himself.

Not unless he’d like a front-page headline saying he broke his sobriety. To save himself that headache, he had to ask me to make a liquor store run.

His grocery list said: lots of different alcohol, Different types. & Chasers.

I already annoyed him about his bad punctuation and random capitalization. One of my favorite things to do. And I’ve pointed out that for a guy who’s overly precise, this was the vaguest list he’s ever given me.

Maximoff crosses his arms over his dark-red crewneck, a domineering presence in the cramped kitchen. At the sight of his shirt, my mind drifts for a second.

I’ve noticed he’s been ditching most of his green shirts for red. A deliberate, calculated change.

The public associates most of the Hales, Meadows, and Cobalts with their favorite colors.

And his dad’s is red.

Ryke’s is green.

I’d never tell Maximoff to not care about his dad. Hell, it’d be impossible for him to even try not to care. But the more he attempts to prove his dad’s worth, he’s essentially more and more and more like Ryke Meadows.

It’s a shit Catch-22. There is no winning, and he’s smart enough to have already figured this out. Maximoff is just too headstrong to let go and do nothing.

“What about whiskey or scotch or bourbon?” Maximoff asks me. “You didn’t buy a single dark liquor.”

I lean a hip against the counter, our bodies naturally close due to the small space. Maximoff draws even nearer, our knees knocking. We’re alone in his townhouse.

For the moment, at least.

I hook two fingers in the waistband of his dark jeans. “Remind me,” I say, voice husky, “what’s the goal tonight?”

Maximoff stares at my long tattooed fingers, lost in his head all of a sudden. He uncrosses his arms. And he clasps my wrist.

He drives my hand down his jeans. My mouth curves, and I gladly pull us closer, chest-against-chest, and I slip my palm beneath his boxer-briefs.

His heady forest-greens rise to my mouth. His ravenous, forceful expression sears my body and contracts my muscles. I can practically see all the ways he wants to fuck me in the reflection of his eyes.

“Besides the obvious goal,” I whisper. “My cum in your mouth.”

He hardens beneath my firm grip, but his hand is still wrapped around my wrist. “You mean my cum, your mouth.”

So that’s how it’s going to be tonight. Playing for the lead. I smile, not giving into his demands that easily. “I said what I said.”

“The goal…” he remembers. “The real goal tonight…” Maximoff pulls my hand out of his jeans. To clear his head for a second. I comply and rest my elbows on the counter.

I help him verbalize the “real” goal. “Is to get your cousin drunk.”

Maximoff scowls at the whole scenario. “Or like she said, ‘I want to know what it feels like to be fucking drunk.’ Which could be one beer or three or twenty vodka shots.”

“Twenty shots,” I repeat flatly. “We’re trying to get her feel-good wasted. Not kill her.”

We’re not talking about Jane Cobalt.

His nineteen-year-old cousin Sullivan Meadows asked him for advice about partaking in a “quintessential adolescent party night” with booze included. Something she’s never done since she dedicated her time to competing and swimming as a professional athlete.

For three hours, this was all security could talk about. Our coms convo went something like this: Donnelly: does Moffy know anything about booze?

Me: he knows vodka is clear.

Akara: don’t get me started.

Oscar: someone convince Jane to convince Charlie to go so I can be there.

Me: or we could just have fun without you, Oliveira.

The younger Hales, Meadows, and Cobalts all refer to Maximoff for advice, help, anything. And while the guy is great at many things, he’s not great at everything.