Big Easy Temptation (The Perfect Gentlemen #3)(53)

He leaned over and kissed her with a groan, his big body rubbing against hers.

She had to smile despite the dark thoughts in her head. “How on earth are you hard again?”

It didn’t seem possible but the man had the stamina of a rutting bull. Thank god.

He kissed her again, deeper this time. “This is all for you, sweetheart. I’m always hard around you. I don’t need to eat or drink or sleep. I just need you.”

She wrapped her arms around him and kissed him back, reveling in the way his big hands felt on her body. She understood. She’d never gotten so hot so fast for anyone before Dax. It was like the man knew how to touch her, to kiss her, to arouse her like no other.

The minute he touched her, she softened, her heart beating faster. When he lowered his head and sucked a nipple in his mouth, Holland let all the bad stuff drift away. She would convince him somehow that dropping the investigation was all for the best and they would move on together. She would be good for him, and when he had to go back to his ship, she would wait for him to come home again.

She’d already waited years for him. At least this time she’d know he was coming home to her.

Holland rolled over, covering his body with hers. “My turn.”

“We’re taking turns?”

She could hear the smile in his voice and grinned. “You’ve had most of the turns tonight, babe. You’ve kept me on my back all night. I want to be on top.”

He watched as she straddled him. He was already hard. Such a beautiful beast. She reached down and took his shaft in her hand. He liked a firm grip. She knew because he’d told her so. Her man liked to talk during sex. He liked to tell her how beautiful she was. It was time to pay him back for that, too.

“Do you have any idea how hot you are, Captain?”

His lips curled up. “I do not, Special Agent. You should tell me.”

“It’s easy to see you’re suffering from low self-esteem because no one ever told you how gorgeous you really are.” He’d had whole magazine articles devoted to his body, but he needed to hear it from her. The compliment would mean more to him because it was coming from the woman who saw deeper than his surface and still loved him.

She saw past the glorious abs and handsome face and knew what an amazing man he was on the inside. Loyal and brave and good. God, she hoped he was forgiving, too.

“Gee, Kirk. No one has ever once told me I’m attractive.” He clasped his hands around her thighs and playfully leered her way. “No one who mattered, anyway.”

They were in sync. She pumped his cock in her hand. “You are simply stunning, Captain, and I can’t think of another man I could possibly want in my bed.”

“Now, that’s a good thing because no other man is ever going to get into this bed. Not without crawling over my dead body.”

She fought off a shiver and tried to focus on the positive. “Possessive, huh? Well, it so happens I like your body alive. I like your body hot, too. And I definitely love this part of you.”

Holland was already damp and aching and ready for him.

“Sweetheart, I need to go grab a new box of condoms. We’ve worked our way through the last one.”

If she was in, she was going all in. “Dax, I’ve had my birth control shot so unless you’re hiding something from your last physical, I think we can agree we’re planning on being monogamous.”

His eyes flared and she felt his dick pulse in her hand. “I’ve only had sex with you since my last physical. I don’t want to ever have sex with anyone except you again, Holland. You’re the only woman for me.”

She rubbed her aching flesh over his cock, loving the way his erection teased her clit. Even after making her scream his name over and over just hours before, she still felt the flare of awareness zing through her body. “I liked what you did earlier.”

He skimmed his hands over her hips. “I did a lot of things. You’re going to have to be more specific. Was it how long I ate your pussy? Or the way I sucked on your sweet nipples?”

He liked to talk dirty. How would he like to hear it from her? “I liked being out in the open, watching everyone walk around the Quarter and not a one of them knew that you were fucking me with your fingers and I was coming all over your hand.”

His eyes slid shut briefly as arousal overtook his face. “Sweetheart, I’m more than willing to fuck you anytime and anyplace. I’m ready now. I want to watch you ride me and those gorgeous breasts bounce. I definitely want to feel you all around my cock. I’ve never had sex without a condom before.”

That surprised Holland. He seemed like a man who could have had sex any way he chose with anyone he wanted, but since she’d really come to know him, she believed him. He took care of his partners and himself. But they didn’t need those barriers between them anymore. And one day, they wouldn’t need a chemical, either. One day, they would start a family.

For the first time in her life, she truly believed she could have a family of her own. Yes, the prospect terrified her, but the idea of never holding a baby who looked like Dax was even worse. She would sacrifice the past so they could have a future together.

She slowly lowered herself down his steely erection, loving every inch of the sensation. He was so big as he filled her up, stretched her. Even after all the times they’d made love, she still felt her eyes widen when he started to press in.