Beyond Limits (Tracers #8)(18)

“You know, now that you’re stateside, this isn’t your job anymore. That’s why we have this little thing called the Federal Bureau of Investigation?”

“So you haven’t narrowed it down.” He threw another dart.

“We’re working on it. You don’t have a lot of confidence in our people, do you?”

“People make mistakes,” he said. “Even feds.”

“Happens in the military, too.”

“Absolutely. Thing is, in the military you make a mistake, maybe you get your foot blown off. People learn to pay attention. Err on the side of being cautious.”

“You don’t think we take this seriously?” She was getting annoyed now—not only by his attitude but by the fact that she’d allowed herself to be lured back into this conversation.

Once again, he was using her for information. And by being here with him, she was allowing it to happen.

“Your friend Potter—”

“He’s not my friend,” she said. “He’s down from Langley. I met him yesterday, same as you did.”

“Okay, that proves my point.” He finished his turn. “He’s not a field man.”

She sighed. “How about we don’t talk about work anymore?”

He shrugged, as if it didn’t matter. “Fine by me.” He retrieved the darts and updated the score. “What do you want to talk about?”

She had no idea.

He propped a shoulder against the wall, and his mouth curved as she stepped in front of the board again.

“What?”

“Nothin’ at all.” He said it with the low drawl that had bothered her when she first heard it. But she’d learned to like it, especially when it was accompanied by that slow half-smile.

She ignored his look as she focused on her throws.

Another cheer from the bar, and he glanced at the TV. “This is what I miss most,” he said.

“Losing at darts?”

“People out, watching the ball game, having some brews.” He lifted his bottle. “This stuff’s not easy to come by in some of the places we go.”

And women? Did he miss them, too? From the moment they’d stepped in here, he’d been turning heads. Maybe he was used to it, and it didn’t even faze him anymore.

She finished her turn and handed the darts over to him.

“Must be hard being away so much,” she said. “I can’t even imagine it.”

“I can’t imagine anything else.”

She tipped her beer back and watched him as he threw a bull’s-eye. Even playing darts, he looked athletic.

“So you ever gonna tell me about that scar?” He glanced at her.

“We said we weren’t going to talk about work.”

His gaze narrowed. “That happened at work?”

“It’s a long story.” She turned her attention to the ball game.

“I’m listening.”

She looked at him, at the laser-sharp focus of his gaze. I’m listening. Just the thought made her chest tighten. He was listening. And she felt the urge to let her guard down, to let him in. But she knew where that would lead.

One kiss. That was all it had taken to get her in this much trouble. They hadn’t even slept together, and somehow he’d managed to shake up her world for an entire year.

He’d wanted to sleep with her in San Francisco. He’d been very upfront about it, inviting her back to his hotel room after they’d gone drinking at a pub following what—at that point—had been the single worst day of her career.

Sometimes she wished they’d gone through with it. She’d probably be embarrassed now, but at least she’d be able to place him solidly in the category of Drunken Mistakes. As it was, whenever she thought of him, she felt this burning curiosity.

What would it have been like?

She might never know, because instead of sleeping with her, he’d tucked her into bed and crashed on the sofa. In the morning he’d pulled on his cowboy boots and acted like it was no big deal.

He was still watching her, waiting. I’m listening.

He really was. And it felt so good to see him, to be near him. She felt more alive and awake in the last hour than she had in months, and she knew it was him. He had this effect on her. But if this was what it felt like just being near him, how would she feel if he ever really touched her?

Heat sparked in his eyes, and he stepped closer. “Liz . . .” He slipped his hand around her waist. “You’re doing it again.”

“What?”

“Looking at me like that.”

Noise and people swirled around her as she gazed up at him, and they may as well have been the only people in here.

“When you look at me that way . . .” His hand trailed up and settled on her shoulder. He was going to kiss her, and she watched him, heart thudding.

Her phone chimed, and she stepped back. She looked around and spotted her purse under the table. Fishing the phone out, she found a text from Jimmy Torres.

“Shit.”

Another message came in, this one from Gordon. Her stomach knotted as she read the words.

“Shit, shit, shit.”

“What’s wrong?”

She glanced up and started to tell him. Then she clamped her mouth shut.