America's Geekheart (Bro Code #2)(53)

“You work out?”

“Occasional yoga classes and tae kwon do four days a week. Except this week, because my dad went to check out the studio last night and had a fight with the grandmaster about the windows in the front of the building, and so I have to wait until my parents leave town and then send some kind of apology gift.”

“Isn’t martial arts above bribery?”

“Not when this particular grandmaster knows you have fresh local honey.”

“Your parents should meet my parents. They’ll trade baby pictures and stories for three days.”

“Do your parents know? About our agreement?”

He shakes his head.

“Beck. You have to tell your parents.”

He shakes his head harder.

“But—that’s so—cruel.”

“Would you tell your parents if they were normal people?”

“We wouldn’t be in this mess if my parents were normal people.”

“Sure we would.”

“No, we wouldn’t, because half the reason the world’s shipping us, or whatever you call it, is because they want the excuse to gossip about how you feel about the world speculating that my mom should be in rehab.”

He frowns. “Has your mom ever been in rehab?”

“Nope. But she disappeared to South Africa for three months one time when her career was crashing and let people think she was in rehab so that there’d be more attention and speculation when she came back. It worked, by the way. That was right before she landed that role as the single mom animal rights researcher that won her like every award under the sun.”

“So you were home alone for three months? Just you and your dad?”

“Just half of it. He was wrapping a movie in LA, then we flew over to join her for a few weeks until he had to report for his next film. It was summer, so I didn’t really miss school. Plus, there was the nanny when he was working. The only awkward part was when I got back to school and my teachers would randomly search my bags because they’d seen the tabloids and wanted to make sure my mom was a fit parent who wasn’t getting me addicted to anything.”

I go for a smile, even though it’s the truth and still makes me feel uncomfortable, even all these years later.

Beck doesn’t smile back for once. In fact, he’s still frowning, which isn’t entirely natural on him. I wish goofball Beck would come back, because there’s something comforting about him tossing out nonsense and not taking any of this week seriously.

“I don’t think I’d be well-adjusted at all if I grew up like you did,” he says.

“I found my balance.”

“When you changed your name and disappeared halfway around the world. That’s extreme.”

He’s probably right. There’s no such thing as balance for a kid from Hollywood.

“I think I would’ve been okay if it hadn’t been for…you know,” I say slowly.

“The Hagrid incident.”

I cringe.

“Voldemort?” he says.

“What?”

“You’re supposed to make that face when I say Voldemort, not when I say Hagrid.”

“I didn’t dress up like Voldemort and get my face plastered all over every tabloid under the sun with rumors that Sunny Darling and Judson Clarke’s geeky daughter was into evil wizard role-playing sex games.”

“Were you really into furry play?”

“I was seventeen. What the fuck do you think?”

“I think you need to own the story and put it out there and get over it.”

If I didn’t know if was physically impossible for my eyeballs to pop out of my head, I’d be trying to hold them in right now. Not to mention locking down my ribs so my heart can’t crawl out of my chest. “Did you just tell me to get over it?”

He grins. “No, I told you to own the story. C’mon. Let’s make another video.”

“First of all, let’s make a video isn’t something to ever say to a child of celebrities. Second, we’re not supposed to make another video until Friday. It’s in the contract.”

“Fuck the contract. This is your life. I’ll interview you, you tell your side, talk about how it felt to constantly be in the spotlight you didn’t ask for, and you can be a hero to all those kids growing up under a microscope right now. Like James and Emma. Kind of. Or any other kid who’s going through hell because of any rumors.”

“That’s low.”

“You want to save the giraffes, but you don’t want to give hope to kids who are afraid of exactly what you went through, that you got past and recovered from?”

My heart is racing and my mouth is going dry, because he has a point.

A very solid, very powerful point. “You’re evil.”

“I have my moments. And yes, my mom is very proud of me.”

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

He pulls a chair out from under the utilitarian table I’m sitting at and pulls it close, then sits, leaning right into my space. “Sarah. It’s already out there. My team’s fielding calls from all the major news networks wanting exclusive interviews with both of us, and they’re asking about more than just the coverage of you and your prom. They’re talking about your entire childhood. Guarantee your parents are getting them too, and I know you’re ignoring your website’s email inbox. So grab it. Own it. Tell your side. On your terms. Where no one profits but you, and only in here.”