This Is What Happy Looks Like(77)
“Well, if it isn’t our very own prizefighter,” he said, stopping to wait for Graham, who braced himself for what was to come. But to his surprise, Mick didn’t seem angry. Instead, he was trying not to laugh. “It’s always the quiet ones,” he said, shaking his head. “But from what I’ve read, you got the bad guy and the girl in one punch, huh?”
“I’m really sorry, Mick,” Graham said. “I didn’t mean to screw things up for—”
Mick waved him away as they walked down the hill. “It’s fine,” he said. “I talked to Harry already this morning. The guy’s a magician. He’s made it all disappear.”
Graham stared at him. “How?”
“Like I said,” Mick told him with a shrug, “magic. He turned the whole thing on its head. I guess he didn’t even need the lawyers.”
For the first time in two days, Graham felt the muscles around his jaw unclench, and he let out a long breath, shaking his head in relief. “But all that publicity?” he said. “It can’t be good for—”
“It’s always good for something,” Mick said. “First rule of the business. Besides, it never hurts for the lead to be seen as a bit more of a tough guy.”
Graham glanced down at his hand, which still ached this morning. “I guess,” he said. “But I am sorry. Really.”
Mick groaned. “Two minutes with you, Larkin.”
“Huh?”
“That’s all it took to undo your new image.”
“Sorry,” he said again, and Mick rolled his eyes.
“Look, as long as we get that kind of fire out of you today on set, we’re still in good shape,” he said, giving him a pat on the shoulder before peeling off toward the catering truck.
On the set, a production assistant was waving to Graham, already herding him in the direction of the makeup trailer. There was a sense of urgency to the shoot today, everyone trying to get this portion of the filming wrapped on schedule, and the frenzied atmosphere made it feel like the last day of summer camp. On Monday, they’d all be meeting again in L.A., and there would be two more weeks of production there. But that didn’t make today feel like any less of an ending. And like every ending, it was a strange mix of exuberance and sorrow.
Graham was already seated on a canvas chair, a woman with a powder puff stooped before him—peering at his sunburned nose with a dissatisfied expression—when he noticed Harry crossing the lot. He was on the phone, gesturing with his free hand, and he wore his exhaustion like a heavy coat, his shoulders rounded as he trudged across the set. But when he glanced over and saw Graham, his face broke into a smile. He paused just long enough to give him a thumbs-up, and when Graham started to stand, Harry waved him back down and pointed to his phone. He stood there for another moment, grinning broadly and producing yet another thumbs-up, and then he continued on his way.
Olivia had arranged herself on the chair beside Graham, who sneezed as the woman whisked the powder puff across his face. She drew back, frowning at him, and then started again with a disapproving shake of her head.
“I heard he bailed you out,” Olivia said, waving in Harry’s direction as the big man disappeared around the side of a trailer. “Even I have to admit that was some impressive spin. He managed to make you look like some sort of hero, defending the love of your life from the big, bad paparazzi.” She raised her eyebrows. “Not bad.”
“It’s why I pay him the big bucks,” Graham said with a smile.
“Think he’s got any extra room on his roster?”
“Nobody has enough room for you,” he teased her.
“Well, you certainly got yourself some headlines,” she said, rolling her eyes, though he could hear a hint of admiration in her voice. “Your girlfriend too. I feel like this place is some kind of alternate reality where you’re the interesting one.”
“Don’t worry,” Graham said with a laugh. “A few days from now you’ll be back in the clubs, where you belong.”
“And you’ll be back at home with your pig.”
“Yes, well, if you need any tips on getting yourself some extra media attention in the meantime…” he said, lifting his hands. “I’m happy to help.”
“Your technique leaves something to be desired,” she said, but he could tell she was amused, and as the makeup artist stepped back to examine her work, he took in a deep breath. Around them, the production crew was preparing for today’s scene, and the hum of activity made the day before them seem full of promise. It was always in these moments, away from the fans, before the cameras were pointed in his direction, when he felt an odd energy coursing through him, and he knew with an unshakable certainty that it was going to be a good day.
As he walked from the makeup trailer over to where Mick was waiting for him, Graham glanced up at the sky, which was pale and pocked with birds, the whole thing like a negative of yesterday’s fireworks display. When he lowered his gaze to the hotel, he found himself thinking back to last night, when he’d stood in that very spot, watching a herd of children weave through the crowds, holding out sparklers like magic wands.
It was exactly as he’d imagined the Fourth of July here, exactly as it was where he’d grown up, but still, a part of him had wanted to walk past it all, to just start moving and see where he ended up. It had been a day of journeys, of boat trips and bus rides, and it seemed a fitting end to his time in Henley to head off in no particular direction, north or south, up or down, until he’d gotten himself good and lost.