The Suffragette Scandal (Brothers Sinister #4)(65)

Alvahurst winced. “But—”

“I have no time to be gentle,” Edward told him. “You knew the instant you took my money that you’d agreed to be my creature. We might have told some lies to each other during the negotiations, but we both knew what was happening. Now start acting like it.”

Alvahurst sighed, and then slowly, revealed what he knew.

When he’d finished, Edward frowned. “That makes no sense,” he said. “Even James is not so stupid. She’s been to gaol before. Another arrest will hardly make a difference, and she’ll be released—”

“Ah, that’s it,” the secretary said. “It’s not the imprisonment itself that he cares about, but what will happen once she’s held. The station has instructions not to release her. Her brother—the only one she knows who could raise a fuss—is abroad on some kind of a trip. When the sergeant there is finished with her, she’ll know how to keep her mouth shut. Do you know what can be done to someone in custody?”

A pool of dark fury rose up, threatening to choke Edward.

Oh, he knew. He definitely knew. The room receded around him. He held on to the arms of his chair, gripping them as he felt himself enveloped in dark, clammy fog.

Do you know what can be done to someone in custody?

Black water, thick and choking, so he could scarcely breathe. Pain that happened to someone else, someone who would believe anything to make it stop. He took a deep breath, shoving the memory away. All that had happened to Edward Delacey, and Edward Delacey scarcely existed any longer.

“So if that’s all you need to know,” Alvahurst was saying, “you might consider leaving before my wife wakes and asks what I’m doing.”

He was sitting in a darkened room, not in a black cellar. Still, Edward surreptitiously rubbed his right hand. “You’ve told me all I need.”

All that he needed, and yet still it was not enough. All he could do as Edward Clark was thwart his brother, plan by plan. He could spend the rest of his life bribing secretaries and blackmailing servants, and he’d only ever stay in one place.

Edward Delacey, on the other hand…

The thought made him feel almost feverish—that he could put on those old ideals, that old identity. Now there was an ill-fitting skin.

But if he didn’t…

You could do some good, he heard Patrick saying.

Edward didn’t do good. He had to remember that, no matter how he might try to fool himself. He left the home of his brother’s secretary, feeling dizzy and nauseated. No matter how hard he tried, one day James would succeed in hurting Free.

Do you know what can be done to someone in custody?

Maybe his brother didn’t intend anything more than a talking-to. But after everything Edward had seen James do? He wasn’t willing to wager on it. He had to stop this now. Any way he could.

All this time, he’d kept himself away from her by reminding himself what he was. There was no future in being with him, and he refused to let himself lie and believe otherwise. Now, for the first time, it all became clear.

He could have her. He could keep her safe. And—best of all—once she discovered what he’d done, what he hadn’t told her…

He wouldn’t have to tell himself lies about the future they wouldn’t have. She’d get rid of him herself.

HE ROUSED HIS SOLICITORS at four.

At eight in the morning, Edward presented himself at Baron Lowery’s London home.

The man he was about to become should have knocked on the front door. But he had enough of his old self to him that he went back to the mews. He roused a groom, who went into the house. Ten minutes later, Patrick came out.

“Edward.” Patrick came forward, grabbing hold of his arms. “You didn’t tell me you were in England. How did you know I was in London?”

“I surmised as much from the newspaper,” Edward said, his voice low. “You see, Baron Lowery is on the Committee for Privileges, and they’re meeting in two days.”

Patrick looked at him. They both knew why the Committee was meeting. The Committee always met when a man made a request to join the House of Lords. They did the boring work of listening to the evidence detailing a man’s right to take his seat.

Three days ago was the seventh anniversary of Edward’s last official correspondence with his family. James had been waiting for precisely this moment.

“Are you…” Patrick’s eyes widened.

“I am,” Edward said. He felt sick to his stomach. “I won’t do any good—don’t give me that look—but at least I can stop him from doing harm.”

Patrick let out a long sigh. “I’ll get George,” he said.

It took fifteen minutes before Patrick came down again, accompanied by a man in robe and slippers. Baron Lowery took one look at Edward. His nose wrinkled.

“You.” That might have been disgust in Lowery’s voice. It might have been curiosity.

“Me.” Edward came forward. His heart was pounding. He thought back to his childhood—to the Harrow-educated accent he had once had, one that he’d done his best to lose over the years.

He recalled years of privilege that he’d shed over the course of a fortnight. He made himself stand straighter.

“We were not properly introduced when last we met,” Edward said. He sounded like a caricature of himself, a stuffy, upright little snob, someone who deserved to have the stuffing beat out of him.