The Gunslinger (The Dark Tower #1)(54)
"Someone has dared," the gunslinger said.
"Who would that be?"
"God," the gunslinger said softly. His eyes gleamed. "God has dared. . . or is the room empty, seer?"
"I don't know." Fear passed over the man in black's bland face, as soft and dark as a buzzard's wing. "And, furthermore, I don't ask. It might be unwise."
"Afraid of being struck dead?" The gunslinger asked sardonically.
"Perhaps afraid of an accounting," the man in black replied, and there was silence for a while. The night was very long. The Milky Way sprawled above them in great splendor, yet terrifying in its emptiness. The gunslinger wondered what he would feel if that inky sky should split open and let in a torrent of light.
"The fire," he said. "I'm cold."
The gunslinger drowsed and awoke to see the man in black regarding him avidly, unhealthily.
"What are you staring at?"
"You, of course. "
"Well, don't" He poked up the fire, ruining the precision of the idiogram. "I don't like it." He looked to the east to see if there was the beginning of light, but this night went on and on.
"You seek the light so soon?"
"I was made for light"
"Ah, so you were! And so impolite of me to forget the fact! Yet we have much to discuss yet, you and I. For so has it been told to me by my master."
"Who?"
The man in black smiled. "Shall we tell the truth then, you and I? No more lies? No more glammer?"
"Glammer? What does that mean?"
But the man in black persisted: "Shall there be truth between us, as two men? Not as friends, but as enemies and equals? There is an offer you will get rarely, Roland. Only enemies speak the truth. Friends and lovers lie endlessly, caught in the web of duty."
"Then we'll speak the truth." He had never spoken less on this night "Start by telling me what glammer is."
"Glammer is enchantment, gunslinger. My master's enchantment has prolonged this night and will prolong it still.., until our business is done. "
"How long will that be?"
"Long. T can tell you no better. I do not know myself." The man in black stood over the fire, and the glowing embers made patterns on his face. "Ask. I will tell you what I know. You have caught me. It is fair; I did not think you would. Yet your quest has only begun. Ask. It will lead us to business soon enough."
"Who is your master?"
"I have never seen him, but you must. In order to reach the Tower you must reach this one first, the Ageless Stranger. " The man in black smiled spitelessly. "You must slay him, gunslinger. Yet I think it is not what you wished to ask."
"If you've never seen him, how do you know him?"
"He came to me once in a dream. As a stripling he came to me, when I lived in a far land. A thousand years ago, or five or ten. He came to me in days before the old ones had yet to cross the sea. In a land called England. A sheaf of centuries ago he imbued me with my duty, although there were errands in between my youth and my apotheosis. You are that, gunslinger." He tittered. "You see, someone has taken you seriously."
"This Stranger has no name?"
"0, he is named."
"And what is his name?"
"Maerlyn," the man in black said softly, and somewhere in the easterly darkness where the mountains lay a rockslide punctuated his words and a puma screamed like a woman. The gunslinger shivered and the man in black flinched. "Yet I do not think that is what you wished to ask, either. It is not your nature to think so far ahead."
The gunslinger knew the question; it had gnawed him all this night, and he thought, for years before. It trembled on his lips but he didn't ask it... not yet.
"This Stranger, this Maerlyn, is a minion of the Tower? Like yourself?"
"Much greater than I. It has been given to him to live backward in time. He darkies. He tincts. He is in all times. Yet there is one greater than he."
"Who?"
"The Beast," the man in black whispered fearfully. "The keeper of the Tower. The originator of all glammer.
"What is it? What does this Beast - "
"Ask me no more!" The man in black cried. His voice aspired to sternness and crumbled into beseechment. "I know not! I do not wish to know. To speak of the Beast is to speak of the ruination of one's own soul. Before It, Maerlyn is as Jam to him."
"And beyond the Beast is the Tower and whatever the Tower contains?"
"Yes," whispered the man in black. "But none of these things are what you wish to ask."
True.
"All right," the gunslinger said, and then asked the world's oldest question. "Do I know you? Have I seen you somewhere before?"
"Yes."
"Where?" The gunslinger leaned forward urgently. This was a question of his destiny.
The man in black clapped his hands to his mouth and giggled through them like a small child. "I think you know. "
"Where!" He was on his feet; his hands had dropped to the worn butts of his guns.
"Not with those, gunslinger. Those do not open doors; those only close them forever. "