The Chief (Highland Guard #1)(34)

Now there was only Beatrix’s to consider.

Tor spent the remainder of the day cloistered with MacDonald and Lamberton, finalizing the details for his training of the men. With his brother gone, there could be no question of him leaving Skye—at least until he was certain the raids had stopped. He would not leave his clan unprotected. Therefore, it was agreed that the warriors would come to Skye and train at an abandoned broch near the castle.

Secrecy was paramount, his appearance of neutrality depending on it. As such, only a trusted few of his clansmen would know of their presence.

Fraser informed him that his daughter knew nothing of the reasons behind their alliance, and Tor saw no reason for that to change. His undertaking for Bruce had nothing to do with her, and it was safer for her to be kept in the dark. Confiding in anyone—let alone a woman—was not something he did unless necessary. The treachery leading to his parents’ death had taught him the importance of keeping his own counsel. The fortunes of his clan rested on his shoulders and his alone.

Other than the need for secrecy, this would be just like any other training for hire that he’d undertaken many times before. Though he had to admit that he looked forward to the added challenge of training such an elite, if divergent, team of warriors.

Three months was a small price to pay for peace. After three months the team would be gone, along with the risk of discovery of his involvement with Bruce’s rebellion. His part of the bargain would be paid. In return he would have Nicolson off his back, MacRuairi under his thumb, and an alliance with a family that he could use or disavow as he saw fit. If Bruce succeeded, a connection with the Frasers would be a benefit, but if the rebellion failed, he had some protection in the pretense of enmity.

All in all, it wasn’t a bad bargain—except for the treacherous circumstances in which it had been forged. He hated knowing that Fraser had gotten what he wanted. That he’d been manipulated was a bitter draught to swallow. He could cheerfully kill Fraser for what he’d done. His anger toward the woman who would be his wife was not so intense, but neither could he ignore her part in what had happened.

Once his initial anger had cooled, he began to suspect that she’d been coerced. He hadn’t missed the fear in her eyes when she looked at her father—or the betrayal. He would reserve judgment until he heard her side, but she would learn that he did not tolerate deception of any kind.

His anger was also tempered by the knowledge that she had suffered for her actions. Trick or not, honor would not let him completely ignore that he’d taken her virginity in a crude manner suited for a jaded whore, not an innocent maid. This marriage would at least do something to ease his conscience in that regard.

Though it wasn’t an alliance he wanted, he would make the best of it. But he could not completely shake the voice niggling him that he’d gotten more in the bargain than he wanted. Something about Christina Fraser set him on edge. His desire for her was … extreme.

That small taste of her had only whetted his appetite. If her reaction last night was any indication, she was just as passionate as she looked. He’d burned with memories the entire time she stood before him in the solar. When he thought of her in his bed …

Anticipation was an understatement.

The intense lust that he felt for her was a distraction, but it did not concern him. He was not an untried lad. He knew how to control his base urges and keep lust in its place—in the bedchamber.

No doubt the strength of his reaction to her was only because she’d been out of his reach. As his wife, he could bed her at will. No longer would she be the fruit of the forbidden tree. Once sated, his lust would temper, and they would get on to a comfortable coexistence such as the one he’d shared with his first wife. He would have his duties and she would have hers, with little overlap.

She’d have the protection of his castle and name, fine gowns, a castle to run, food to eat, a warm bed to sleep in, perhaps a few children to fill her arms. Everything a woman could want.

Besides, any qualms he felt about the lass seemed insignificant in light of the more immediate benefits to his clan.

She was only a lass, after all. And a small one at that. What harm could she bring?

He woke early the next morning, eager to have the day behind him. Now that he’d resolved himself to the alliance, he wanted it—and its formalities—over with so he could focus on the task at hand. The sooner it was done, the sooner he could return to Dunvegan and begin to prepare for training the men. He’d be too busy to think about anything—or anyone—else.

As his clerk had not accompanied him, he employed one of MacDonald’s to look over the marriage contract. MacDonald and Lamberton had not exaggerated. Christina Fraser’s tocher was generous. Tor had just gained a considerable chunk of land in Stirlingshire and a smaller one along the Borders—assuming Edward did not confiscate it after what Bruce and his cohorts had planned.

He frowned when Fraser entered the solar alone. Though Christina would not be required to sign the contract, Tor had assumed she would be present.

He hadn’t seen her since yesterday morning’s meeting in the solar. It’s not that he was anxious to see her; he wanted only to assure himself that her father had not punished her for her “condition.”

Her show of spirit in the solar had been an unexpected surprise. It spoke of substance and courage. Perhaps there was more to the girl than he’d realized. He’d mistaken her innocence for timidity.