Scandalous Desires (Maiden Lane #3)(23)

Silence grimaced. “I’m sorry. It’s just that this is so… so medieval. Who does Mickey O’Connor think he is? Some pagan god?”

“Oh no, ma’am,” Fionnula replied earnestly. “I don’t think he considers himself a god. Now a prince or even one of those sultans they have about in those heathen lands…”

“It’s thinking like that that makes him as arrogant as he is.” Silence paced to the windows. They were draped in lovely rose curtains, perhaps to hide the fact that they’d been boarded up. She could just make out a sliver of the street below if she applied her eye to a crack in the boards. “This is impossible! If he doesn’t care if I go mad from confinement, he should at least think of his daughter.”

Mary Darling whimpered as if in answer. Already this evening the little girl had thoroughly explored the room, been warned away from the fire a half a dozen times, and been rescued out from under the bed twice. Now she sat, fretfully playing with the spoon and dish leftover from her supper.

Silence’s stomach rumbled at the sight of the empty porridge dish. She’d told Fionnula that she could no longer accept her smuggled food—not after defying Mickey O’Connor this morning. Fionnula, Bert, and Harry were already in enough trouble because of her.

“Ye could come down to sup with him,” Fionnula pointed out cautiously.

Silence turned to glare at the girl. “Not as long as he orders me to do so.”

Fionnula ducked her head.

“I’m sorry.” Silence winced. It was hardly the girl’s fault that Mr. O’Connor was such a despotic beast.

Silence wrapped her arms about her waist. She’d already acquiesced to living with him. She was a lone woman with very little power in Mickey O’Connor’s palace. Refusing to dine with him really was the only way she could assert herself.

“It’s too much,” Silence muttered to herself and stomped out the door.

“What are ye about?” Fionnula cried as she scooped up Mary and hurried after.

“Ma’am?” Harry rose in alarm from the chair outside her room. Bert was apparently in disgrace—she hadn’t seen him since she’d escaped this morning.

“I’m going to have a word with the sultan,” Silence said with determination to them both. She turned and marched down the stairs before they could voice any more protests.

A moment later she opened Mickey O’Connor’s bedroom door with a jerk, bracing herself. It was with something of a letdown that she realized the room was empty.

“He’s off on his business,” Fionnula panted from behind her, Mary still in her arms. “They were all talkin’ about it at supper tonight. Come away now, ma’am. ’Twouldn’t do to be found in here.”

Silence ignored the warning, transfixed by the room. She’d been in here, of course, on that night nearly a year ago. He’d led her into this extravagantly decorated room, fed her, bid her enter his huge bed, and while she’d watched, had begun to unbutton his fine lace shirt. His long, elegant fingers had seemed to mesmerize her. She remembered staring, her mouth going dry with fear, as he’d bared his upper chest and then, his sardonic eyes locked with hers, he had lifted his arms, grabbing his shirt behind his back to draw it—

A sudden movement on the bed nearly made her scream. As it was Silence was unable to suppress a squeak of alarm. “What in God’s name is that?”

Fionnula peered around her. “Lad! Do get off the bed.”

An enormous dog raised its head, tiny eyes looking worried. The animal jumped clumsily to the floor and started for them.

Silence backed away quickly, ready to slam the door shut. “Is it dangerous?”

“Naw,” Harry said, “I’ve never seen Lad ’urt anythin’—unless ye count an old soup bone.”

“But he’s so big.” Silence eyed the animal worriedly. Lad was a none-too-clean fawn color, his little flop ears much too small for his massive head. She could see each rib on the dog’s side—as well as the muscles that moved beneath his tawny coat. A sudden thought struck her. “Mr. O’Connor has a pet?”

Fionnula scrunched up her nose. “I don’t know that I’d call Lad a pet. More like he just hangs around the place.”

Harry cleared his throat. “Lad’s me dog, actually.”

“But he sleeps in Mr. O’Connor’s bed?” Silence began skeptically, but at that moment the inevitable happened—Mary Darling caught sight of the dog.

“Gog!” she cried and bounced so hard that Fionnula set the baby at her feet.

Lad ducked around Silence and made straight for the baby.

“No!” Silence started forward to haul the animal back by the scruff of the neck—Lad wore no collar.

But before she could reach him, the animal stopped before Mary and wagged his tail tentatively as he looked down at her.

Mary chortled with glee and grabbed his muzzle with both her hands. “Gog!”

“Oh, my God,” Silence breathed, her hand hovering over the big dog’s neck. She’d throw herself on him to tear him away from her baby if she had to. She wrinkled her nose. Even if the beast smelled like a stable.

Lad stood still, save for his tail wagging ever faster. Mary had his jowls in her tiny fists, but the big dog didn’t seem to mind. As Silence watched he swiped the baby’s chin with an enormous tongue.