Rock Chick Regret (Rock Chick #7)(45)

Oh my.

Somewhere along the line someone had thrown a blanket over us. His body was warm, the blanket was keeping in his warmth and I felt ultra cozy.

Memories of the night before flooded my brain and my coziness exited my body like a shot.

I needed to get the heck out of there, pronto. I tilted my head back to assess his consciousness. The minute I did, his chin dipped down and he looked at me.

Well, that answered that question, he was awake.

“Hi,” I said for lack of another opening.

His face warmed and it dawned on my somnolent brain that he looked good when he woke up, especially his warm, sleepy, black eyes.

Oh my again.

Before I could think of anything else to say or do, his face started coming toward me and, all of a sudden, he was kissing me.

Yes, kissing me.

In the morning. On the couch. Tangled up with me.

For a nanosecond, I thought I’d pull away but then I realized how much I liked his lips on my lips. Then the kiss deepened and I realized that I seriously liked his lips on my lips but I liked his tongue in my mouth even better.

So I kissed him back.

This time it wasn’t filled with urgency and fire. This time he was taking it slow, making it sweet, building the burn.

I liked it.

I liked it so much, I pressed closer to him and his hands started moving on me.

They weren’t urgent either, not invading, not demanding. His touch was light, soft and it felt really, super good.

That made me press closer, my hand dipped under his shirt and I felt his skin at his back. His heat was immense, his skin was smooth and I felt the hard muscle under it.

I liked that too. I liked it so much I wanted more of it. I liked it so much I would give my entire trust fund to get more of it.

“Mornin’ kids,” we heard Ralphie say.

My body froze, Hector’s mouth broke from mine and he looked in my eyes.

“Who’s for coffee?” Ralphie went on and didn’t stop. “Buddy’s hangin’. Tied one on last night so you’ll have to make do with Breakfast a la Ralphie.”

I lifted my head to look over Hector’s shoulder and saw Ralphie disappear toward the kitchen, wearing his robe and scratching his behind.

I settled down and stared at Hector, torn between laughing, crying and panicking.

“We just got caught making out on the couch,” I informed him on a whisper as if he hadn’t been present at the event.

“Yeah,” Hector agreed, his lips doing that fighting-a-grin thing again.

Then it happened. I kind of exhaled sharply, through my nose and unable to control it I pressed my face in his throat and started to giggle. Within seconds, I was beyond giggling straight to laughter, my body shaking with it.

Hector rolled to his back, taking me with him so I was on top. The whole time, I kept laughing.

Later, when I was kind of laugh-hiccoughing, I lifted up, my forearm on his chest, my other hand coming up to wipe my eyes.

“That was funny,” I told him, eyes rolled to the ceiling, swiping underneath my right one.

“I can see,” Hector said.

I looked at him. He was grinning but I realized belatedly he hadn’t been laughing.

“Didn’t you think it was funny?”

“Mamita, it was funny but I’ve never seen you laugh like that before. No way in hell I was missin’ the chance to watch that.”

My stomach pitched at what he said and I was left speechless, the smile dying on my face.

“And there it goes,” he mumbled, watching my mouth.

“Do you laugh a lot?” I asked but for some reason I didn’t expect him to answer. Maybe because it was kind of a personal question.

His arms were around my waist and he gave me a small, affectionate squeeze.

Then to my surprise, he answered, “On a scale of one to ten with one being Sadie and ten being Indy, I’d say I’m at about a five.”

“Does Indy laugh a lot?”

“All the time.”

My body, which had gone tense, relaxed and I smiled at him.

“That’s good. I like her,” I told him. “She’s nice. She deserves a life of laughter.”

Mr. Mood Swing’s face grew dark and his voice sounded angry when he asked, “And you don’t?”

“I didn’t say that.”

“It was implied.”

I thought about what I said then my eyes narrowed in confusion. “I didn’t imply that either.”

“Wasn’t it you who stood in this room last night tellin’ me you didn’t belong with ‘my people’, sayin’ you were Seth Townsend’s daughter and that’s the reason you didn’t belong?”

“Well, I am Seth Townsend’s daughter.” And I was!

“Tu padre was drug dealer, you were a drug dealer’s daughter. You can’t pick your father. No one blames you for the choices he made. You did the best you could with the hand you were dealt.”

I tried to rewind our morning from kiss to now to see where we went awry but Hector gave me another squeeze and the rewind hit pause. This squeeze was affectionate but it was an annoyed affectionate.

“Your lot in life is not payin’ for what your father did. You got a different lot in life, you chose your path the minute you started feedin’ information to me through that drawer.”