Raven's Strike (Raven #2)(105)

"And then there was the library," Hinnum said.

Seraph rubbed her forehead harder. "Stupid."

"Yes." Hinnum sighed.

"You were going to tell me why the Shadowed is evil."

"A wizard - not just any wizard - but a powerful, smart, well-schooled wizard, can under certain circumstances slip through the hole in the veil and touch the power of the Stalker, can touch destruction. Being destruction, it kills any mortal being who holds it for long."

"But the Shadowed doesn't die," Seraph said.

"Most wizards who touch it release it immediately and never seek it again. But if the wizard gives the death that is the price of the power of destruction to another person, then he can use the power for a while."

"He chooses to kill others to keep the power," Seraph interpreted. "And anyone who would do that - "

"Is evil." Hinnum glance up at the skylights. "It's getting late," he said. "You'd better find your family."

" 'The dead walk the streets at night,' " she quoted him softly.

He nodded. "The dead have a lot to be angry with in this city."

Lehr walked just behind his father, Rinnie's hand clutching his. She was still breathing in jerks from the tears she'd tried so hard not to let Papa see. The moment that the fit had struck his father was close to the worst moment in his life.

It wasn't the first fit his father had had, but it was the worst - and the first time it had happened without Mother there to give them direction. And after the fit was over, Papa had just lain on the pale cobbles. He hadn't been breathing until Kissel hit him in the chest.

Phoran walked just on the other side of Tier, and on some pretext or other had managed to get a firm grip on Tier's arm to steady him a little.

"Are we going back to camp?" Ielian asked Lehr in a subdued voice.

They hadn't discussed it. Phoran had helped Papa to his feet, then said, "Let's go." But he hadn't said where.

Papa had been a little dazed, and he'd slurred his words - but he wouldn't let any of them help him further. He'd gotten better as they walked; well enough to carry on an animated conversation with Phoran.

"We're going to find my mother," said Lehr.

Phoran caught Lehr's eye and nodded slightly.

"Papa, what's wrong?"

Lehr looked up to see Jes and Hennea hurrying over.

Papa smiled. "Do I look that bad?"

"Yes. You smell of sweat, and you are pale," Jes answered with his usual bluntness.

Hennea wore her usual inscrutable face, but Lehr noticed that her eyes were puffy. She was almost as pale as Papa except for her nose, which was reddened. She'd been crying, which was something he could hardly imagine. On a different day Lehr would have wondered about it, but he was too worried about Papa.

"I had another fit," Papa admitted to Jes. "Judging by the way they are all hovering around me, it must have been pretty bad."

Phoran started walking again and pulled Papa forward with a gentle tug. Jes picked up Rinnie and put her on his shoulder, then he and Hennea fell in with Papa.

Lehr waited and took up the tail end of the procession beside Rufort. He'd come to like the quiet man; besides, he didn't want to walk too near Jes.

Sometimes Lehr reveled in the powers that had grown in him since he'd found out that he was Hunter. Sometimes, though, he wished that his senses didn't tell him quite so much.

He hadn't wanted to know what Jes and Hennea had just come back from doing. It was bad enough he knew too much about his parents; he didn't want to know about his brother, too.

Brewydd would have laughed at him, he thought. He could almost hear her voice ringing in his ears. "So where do you think the babes come from, my lad - under a mushroom?"

He could feel his ears heat up even more - his cheeks were probably bright red. Not for the first time he wished for his father's darker skin.

"I hope that your mother can help him," Rufort said, either too worried about Tier to notice Lehr's flushed face or too polite to press him.

"Me, too," Lehr said.

"I thought he was going to break something," Rufort said, then gave Lehr small smile. "Possibly me."

Lehr smiled back and felt a little better. The worst was over for now. "Ielian was the one who was outmatched," he said just loud enough Ielian could hear him.

The smaller man made a rude sign with his hand, then waited for them to catch up.

"I never thought being a guardsman was going to be more interesting than working for the Path," said Ielian.

"Better," said Rufort.

"Mmm." Ielian glanced around as they entered an intersection of streets, looking for danger. Colossae still unnerved Lehr, too. "But being a Passerine was better than being a clerk for my uncle's steward. Paid better, too."

Rufort stiffened, his mouth tight, but before Lehr could ask him what bothered him, he relaxed again. "This will be a story to tell my grandchildren," he said. "And they will pretend to believe me because their mother has told them to humor the old fool so she can get dinner on."

His mother was standing at the top of the stairway into the main room of the library as if she'd been about ready to go to camp herself. The young man who called himself the Scholar was with her.