Never Too Far (Rosemary Beach #2)(21)

The first exit with food I pointed to the sign. "Looks like there are good options here. Pick a place," I told her.

She shrugged. "Doesn't matter. You know if you don't want to get out and want to stay on the road I could eat something car friendly."

I wanted to draw this day out as long as I possibly could. "We're getting soup," I replied.

A small laugh startled me and I looked over to see her actually smiling. Making her do that more often was a new goal.

Blaire was asleep again when we pulled into the parking lot at Bethy's apartment late that night. I'd been careful to keep our conversation easy. After awhile we'd settled into a comfortable silence then she'd fallen asleep.

I put the Rover in park then sat back and looked at her. I'd glanced over at her sleeping a million times on the ride home. Just for a few minutes I wanted the freedom to watch her sleep. The dark circles under her eyes worried me. Was she not sleeping enough? Bethy might know. I could talk to her about it. Asking Blaire questions like that right now probably wasn't wise.

A soft knock on my window tore my attention from Blaire to Jace who was standing outside the car with an amused look on his face. I opened the door and stepped out before he could wake her up. I wanted to wake her up and I didn't want an audience when I did it.

"You planning on waking her up or are you considering kidnapping?" Jace asked.

"Shut up, ass**le."

Jace chuckled. "Bethy's anxious for her to get back so she can hear about the trip. I'll help you with her stuff if you'll wake her up and get her inside."

"She's tired. Bethy can wait until tomorrow." I didn't want her to have to wakeup to a nosy Bethy. She obviously needed more sleep and she needed more food. She'd barely eaten her soup earlier. I'd tried to feed her again but she said she wasn't hungry. That needed to change. It was like those damn peanut butter sandwiches all over again.

"Then you tell Bethy that," Jace replied as I shoved the box in his hands and pulled the suitcase out of the back. "I got the suitcase; you take the box in and I'll wake her up."

"Private moment?" Jace smirked and I shoved the box in his hands a little too hard.It caused him to stumble back which only made him cackle with laughter.

I ignored him and walked over to the passenger side. Waking her up and letting her leave me wasn't exactly what I wanted to do. It scared the shit out of me. What if this was it? What if Blaire never let me near her like this again? No. I couldn't let that happen. I'd work slow but I would make sure this wasn't it for us. Although having had her to myself all day was going to make it real hard to go back to the way it was.

I unbuckled her. She barely stirred. A lock of hair had fallen in her face so I gave in to the urge to touch it. Reaching up I tucked the hair behind her ear. She was so damn beautiful. I'd never move on from her. It wasn't possible. I had to find a way to get her back. To help her heal.

Her eyelids fluttered open and her gaze locked with mine.

"We're here," I whispered, not wanting to startle her.

She sat up and gave me a sheepish smile. "Sorry, I fell asleep on you again."

"You must have needed the rest. I didn't mind." I wanted to stay there and keep her in my car but I couldn't do that. I moved back so she could get out. Asking her if I could see her tomorrow was right there on the tip of my tongue. But I didn't. She wasn't ready for that. I had to give her space. "I'll see you around then," I said and her smile wavered.

"Okay, uh, yeah, see you around. And thanks again for helping me today. I'll pay you back for the gas."

Like hell. "No, you won't. I don't want your money. I was glad to help."

She started to say more but snapped her mouth shut. With a tight nod she turned and walked to the apartment.

Chapter 16

Blaire

The first day back at work and Woods assigned me to the dining room. Breakfast and lunch shifts. Not good. I stood outside the kitchen mentally preparing myself not to think about the smell. I'd woken up queasy and forced two saltine crackers and some gingerale down but that was all I could manage.

The moment I walked into the kitchen the smell would hit me. The bacon... oh god, the bacon...

"You know sweet thing you have to actually go in there in order to work," Jimmy drawled from behind me. I spun around, startled from my internal battle to see him smiling at me with an amused grin. "The cooks aren't that bad. You'll get over the yelling in no time. Besides, last time you had them wrapped around your pretty little finger."

I forced a smile. "You're right. I can do this. I'm just not ready for people asking questions, I guess." That wasn't exactly the truth but then it wasn't a lie either.

Jimmy opened the door and the smell slammed into me. Eggs, bacon, sausage, grease. Oh, no. My body broke out into a cold sweat and my stomach rolled. "I, uh, need to use the restroom first," I explained and made my way to the employee restroom as fast as I could without breaking into a run. That would look even more suspicious.

I closed the door behind me and clicked the lock into place as I fell to my knees on the cold tile.I grabbed the toilet as everything I'd eaten last night and this morning came back out.

Several dry heaves later I stood up still feeling puny.I wet a papertowel to clean my face up. My white polo shirt was clinging to me from the sweat that had broken out all over me. I needed to change.