Match Me If You Can (Chicago Stars #6)(109)

He was slick as an eel, and she couldn’t let him get to her. “It’s starting to make sense. You don’t believe in blowing deadlines. Your thirty-fifth birthday is coming up. Time to get a move on, right? At the party, you saw that I could be a business asset. You like being with me. Then tonight you found out I was born with that silver spoon you’ve been looking for. I guess that hit it out of the ballpark for you. But you forgot something, didn’t you?” She made herself meet his eyes. “What about love? What about that?”

He didn’t miss a beat. “What about it? Pay attention, because I’m going to start at the top. You’re beautiful, every part of you. I love your hair, the way it looks, the way it feels. I love touching it, smelling it. I love the way you wrinkle your nose when you laugh. It makes me laugh, too, every time. And I love watching you eat. Sometimes you can’t shovel it in fast enough, but when you get interested in a conversation, you forget there’s anything in front of you. God knows, I love making love with you. I can’t even talk about that without wanting you. I love your pathetic attachment to those seniors. I love how hard you work…” On and on he went, pacing the small square of carpet, cataloging her virtues.

He began describing their future, painting a rosy picture of their life together living in his house, the parties they’d have, the vacations they’d take. He even had the temerity to mention children, which brought her to her feet.

“Stop it! Just stop it.” She balled her hands into fists. “You’ve said everything except what I need to hear. I want you to love me, Heath, not my awful hair, or the way I get along with your clients, or the fact that I have the family you’ve always dreamed of. I want you to love me, and you don’t know how to do that, do you?”

He didn’t even blink. “Have you been listening to anything I’ve said?”

“Every word.”

He drilled her with his eyes, tried to swamp her with his lethal confidence. “Then how could I not love you?”

If she hadn’t been so painfully wise to his tricks, she might have been taken in, but his words fell flat. “I don’t know,” she said quietly. “You tell me.”

He threw up his hand, but she could feel him scrambling. “Your family’s right. You’re a personal disaster. What do you want? Just tell me what you want.”

“I want your best offer.”

He stared at her, his gaze intense, intimidating, overpowering. And then he did the unthinkable. He looked away. With a sinking heart, she watched his hands slide into his pockets, his shoulders drop almost imperceptibly. “You already have it.”

She bit her lip, nodded. “That’s what I thought.” And then she walked away.

She had no money with her, but she climbed into a cab anyway, then made the driver wait at her house while she went inside to get the cash to pay him. Her family would be descending at any minute. She grabbed a suitcase before that could happen and began stuffing it with whatever her fingers closed around, not letting herself feel or think. Fifteen minutes later, she was in her car.



Just before midnight on Saturday, Portia got the news about Heath’s marriage proposal in a phone call from Baxter Benton, who’d waited tables at the Mayfair Club for a thousand years and had eavesdropped on the Granger family party. Portia had been curled up on the couch in an old beach towel and sweatpants—her jeans no longer fit—with a sea of candy wrappers and crumpled tissues surrounding her like a barbed-wire fence. By the time she hung up, she was on her feet, excited for the first time in weeks. She hadn’t lost her instincts after all. This was why she hadn’t been able to find the perfect woman for that final introduction. The chemistry she’d detected between Heath and Annabelle that day in his office hadn’t been imaginary.

She stepped over the beach towel she’d dropped and snatched up an unread copy of the Tribune to check the date. Her contract with Heath ran out on Tuesday, three days from now. She set the newspaper aside and began to pace. If she could pull this off, maybe, just maybe, she could leave Power Matches behind without feeling like a failure.

It was midnight, and she couldn’t do anything until morning. She gazed at the mess that had accumulated around her. Her cleaning lady had quit a couple of weeks ago, and Portia hadn’t replaced her. A film of dust covered everything, the trash cans overflowed, and the rugs needed vacuuming. She hadn’t even gone to work yesterday. What was the point? She had no assistants, just Inez and the IT guy who ran the Power Matches Web site, the one part of the business that interested her the least.

She touched her face. This morning, she’d gone to her dermatologist. Catastrophic timing, but then so was her life. Still, for the first time in weeks, she felt a sliver of hope.



Heath got drunk Saturday night, just like his old man used to. All he needed was a woman to smack around, and he’d be a chip right off the old block. Come to think of it, the old man would be proud of him, because a couple of hours ago, Heath had smacked one around real good, not physically maybe, but he’d beat the hell out of her emotionally. And she’d smacked him right back. Got him right where it hurt. As he fell into bed sometime near dawn, he wished he’d told her he loved her, said the words she needed to hear. But he couldn’t give Annabelle anything but the truth. She meant too much to him.

When he finally woke up, it was Sunday afternoon. He staggered into the shower and shoved his throbbing head under the water. He should be at Soldier Field right now with Sean’s family, but as he climbed out of the shower, he pulled on a robe instead, then made his way to the kitchen and reached for the coffeepot. He hadn’t called a single client to wish him well, and he didn’t even care.