Law Man (Dream Man #3)(59)
Shit! How was I going to stay with him if I could barely stay standing in his presence?
“Do you have a robe I can borrow?” I called into their conversation and both Mitch and Billie looked at me where I was still standing and hadn’t moved a muscle.
“No,” Mitch answered, his lips twitching.
“Um…” My mind whirled then I came up with, “Can I borrow one of your shirts?”
“Why do you need a shirt?” Billie queried then observed, “You don’t need a shirt at your house.”
“I’m chilly,” I lied which was the wrong thing to say for it caused Mitch’s eyes to drop to my chest likely in order to check the veracity of this statement.
“I’m not,” Billie noted.
“Well I am, sweetie,” I told her and then called, “Mitch?” whereupon his eyes shot from my chest to mine.
“Make yourself at home, sweetheart,” he muttered then started to turn back to the counter to do what, I did not know because I took that opportunity to make my escape.
I went to his closet, grabbed an old, plaid flannel, shrugged it on and buttoned some buttons on the front, just enough to cover me, not all the way up to my throat which was what I wanted to do but would make me look like an idiot.
Then I headed out to the kitchen, deep breathing in preparation for seeing Mitch’s chest again. This didn’t work for when I hit the kitchen, Mitch’s eyes hit me then slid down from head to thighs and back again. They warmed and he smiled huge which was a vision that was arguably better than his chest.
I ignored this and headed straight to caffeine.
Mitch didn’t ignore me. “Prefer you in just the nightie, baby. That nightie’s sweet.”
“I do too, Auntie Mara,” Billie chimed in. “It has little flowers on it and that shirt is for boys.”
I got a mug down, set it by the coffeemaker and then moved into Billie.
Putting both my hands on either side of her, I dipped my face to hers and said, “How about we stop talking about what I’m wearing and start talking about you. Are you okay?”
She nodded, grinning. “Mitch’s makin’ me oatmeal to activake my brain.”
“Activate, baby,” I said softly.
“Activake,” she repeated.
I smiled at her, slid my fingers in her hair, pulling it off her shoulder and down her back before I continued in a soft voice, “You had a bad night, sweetie.”
Her grin faded and she twisted her mouth as she looked around me to Mitch then back to me.
“I’m sorry, Billie,” I said quietly, “but I’ve got to ask you to do me a really big favor. The biggest. I wouldn’t ask but it’s very important.”
She untwisted her mouth and whispered, “What?”
I lifted both my hands and framed her face. “When Billy gets out here, I need you and him to talk to Mitch about the bad man that scares you. Can you do that for me?”
She twisted her mouth again but I saw her little body get tight right along with the rest of her face. That was also when I felt Mitch’s heat close to my back then he leaned into me, putting his hands where mine had been on the counter.
“It’ll be okay, Billie,” he said gently over my shoulder and I twisted my neck to look at him to see his eyes were on Billie. “You’re safe, gorgeous. But Mara and I need to know so we can make you and Billy even more safe.”
I looked back to Billie to see her twist her mouth the other way before she asked, “Will you make Daddy safe?”
I felt Mitch’s body tense against mine. This meant he couldn’t and it also meant he didn’t want to tell Billie that or lie to her and say he could.
Therefore, I stepped in. “Let’s worry about you and your brother now and we’ll worry about your Daddy later. Does that sound like a plan?”
Her big blue eyes looked into mine and she whispered, “Where is Daddy?”
Oh crap. I knew this was going to happen just as I knew I wouldn’t be prepared for it. And I was right, it was happening and I wasn’t prepared for it.
“Uh…” I started and then Mitch butted right in and answered and when he did this, for some reason he did it truthfully.
“Jail, Billie,” Mitch said carefully and Billie’s eyes got big and not in an “isn’t life wondrous” way.
Incidentally, so did mine.
“Dad’s in jail?” We heard from behind us, I let Billie’s head go and both Mitch and I twisted to see Billy, hair wet, clothes on, standing in Mitch’s cool-as-hell living room.
Oh boy. I’d been avoiding this and life being crazy and the kids adjusting to their new routine had allowed me to do it. They hadn’t asked and I hadn’t offered up the information.
Now what did I do?
I stood uncertain but Mitch didn’t.
I knew this because instantly he called, “Bud, come here.”
Billy looked at Mitch for several long seconds, his face hard and blank then he walked into the kitchen. When he made it close enough, Mitch put a hand in my belly and pushed me back a couple of feet. Then he bent over, linked his hands and twisted his neck to look at Billy.
“Foot in my hands, Bud, I’ll give you a leg up,” he ordered quietly.
Billy again hesitated for several seconds then he put his foot in Mitch’s hand, his hands on Mitch’s shoulders and Mitch hefted him up to sit on the counter by his sister. Then Mitch reached out a hand to me, he tagged my shirt and pulled, necessitating me moving toward him. When I got close enough, he slid his arm along my waist, curling his hand around my hip and he pulled me tight to his side.