It Had to Be You (Chicago Stars #1)(91)

Dan slammed the car door against Hardesty’s malice. As he drove away, it occurred to him that this might be why he wanted so much to be a father. Maybe he needed to prove to himself that he could do the job right.





19


Phoebe studied her reflection in the long, narrow mirror that occupied the end wall of the only ladies’ rest room in the Stars Complex. The loose-fitting, gray cowl-necked sweater she had chosen to wear to work today covered her from neck to thigh. Below the sweater, a matching wool skirt fell in soft folds to mid-calf, where gray opaque hose and conservative pumps covered up the rest of her. She’d brushed her hair into a neat page boy held back from her face with a gray velvet headband, and only her enormous free-form silver earrings and wide cuff bracelets kept her from looking like the president of a suburban bridge club.

It was a good thing Viktor couldn’t see her because he’d die laughing. She didn’t care. For the first time in her life, she was enjoying dressing in different ways. Now when she donned her flashier clothes, it was because she enjoyed wearing them, not because she was trying to reshape who she was. Spandex and gold lamé would always be part of her wardrobe, but she was no longer afraid to dress in less conspicuous outfits.

She turned slightly and frowned as she ran her hands over her hips. They weren’t boyishly slim by any stretch of the imagination. Maybe Dan thought she was fat and that was why he hadn’t indicated any desire to make love to her since that night in the airplane rest room nearly two months ago. As she left the rest room, she wondered if he would ever cash in on that “now” he’d promised her.

Pooh trotted up to her, the red and green plaid bows Phoebe had just refastened at her ears dangling, untied. The staff had left an hour ago, and after the chaos of the day, the building seemed unnaturally quiet. She passed offices decorated with swags of gold tinsel and pots of red poinsettias in anticipation of Christmas, which was less than a week away. Pooh padded out to the lobby to claim one of her favorite spots near the door.

Dan chose the dinner hour to work out because he could have the weight room to himself, and Phoebe’d fallen into the habit of stopping by to talk with him before she left for home. She heard his rhythmic grunts even before she entered. He was lying on a padded bench with his knees bent, feet on the floor, and hoisting an alarmingly large set of weights over his chest. His muscles knotted and the veins in his forearms stood out like thick, dark cords as he extended the bar and slowly lowered it. She watched his pectorals bulge beneath the sweat-soaked cotton of his T-shirt and felt her mouth grow dry.

He hadn’t seen her yet, so she didn’t have to hide her longing as she gazed at him. The muscles in his thighs bunched, and her eyes moved upward to the leg openings of his baggy gray shorts. She treasured their growing friendship, even as it left her frustrated. She wanted to be his lover, not just his friend, but she was beginning to believe she might as well wish for the moon. A decade’s worth of hang-ups about men was proving hard to overcome, and she was increasingly afraid that she couldn’t give him whatever it was he wanted in a woman.

With a noisy grunt, he dropped the bar into the standards and sat up. His damp hair was rumpled, and sweat glistened on his neck as he smiled at her. “When are you going to get into some sweats and start working out yourself?”

“I’ll get back to my aerobics classes one of these days,” she said without much enthusiasm. “Besides, Pooh and I walk every night.”

“I’ll just bet that’s a workout and a half.”

“Don’t be smug. Not all of us want world-class muscles.”

He grinned. “So you think my muscles are world-class?”

“For a man of your age. Definitely.”

He gave a hoot of laughter, rose, and made his way over to another bench, this one with a padded roller. While he turned his back to adjust the weights, she kicked off her pumps and stepped up on the elephant-sized Toledo scale at the end of the room. If she allowed nine pounds for her clothing, she was exactly where she wanted to be.

The dial was nearly the size of a stop sign, so she stepped off before he had a chance to read it. She walked over to the bench he’d vacated, and as she sat down on it, her soft wool skirt fell in decorous folds around her calves. At last Sunday’s game, she’d worn an updated flapper dress that had been a big hit with the fans, but coming up with a new outfit every week was straining her living allowance.

“The front office was crazy today,” she said. “Since the Bears are out of contention, the whole town’s caught Stars fever.”

He had hooked his ankles under the padded roller and was straightening his legs to lift an impressive stack of weights. “Chicago likes its sports.”

Two more Stars’ victories had followed their upset over the Giants, and then they’d lost to the Saints and the Buffalo Bills in the final weeks of November. They’d won three games against formidable opponents since then, however, and their record made them long shots for the AFC Central Division title.

The most surprising development had been in the AFC Western Division. Dan had told her what a devastating effect injuries could have on a team, and she’d seen it happen with the Portland Sabers. What had begun as a brilliant season for them had turned sour when they lost their talented quarterback and three other key players. After going undefeated for five straight games, they had lost every game but one. Their quarterback was healthy again, however, and the experts were expecting them to come back strong in the playoffs.