It Had to Be You (Chicago Stars #1)(114)

She continued to face the window because she didn’t want Molly to see that she’d been crying. She heard the soft padding of Pooh’s paws on the carpet. “It’s just a headache.”

“You and Dan had a fight, didn’t you?”

“Dan and I are always fighting.”

“You tease each other, but you don’t really fight.”

“This wasn’t teasing, Molly. This was the real thing.”

There was a long pause. “I’m sorry.”

“I don’t know why you would be. You hate my guts, remember?” She knew it wasn’t fair to take out her unhappiness on Molly, but she was past caring. Pooh nudged at her ankles, almost as if she were reprimanding her.

“I don’t hate you, Phoebe.”

Fresh tears clouded her eyes. “I need to be alone, okay?”

“You’re crying.”

“Just a temporary weakness. I’ll get over it.”

“Don’t cry. Dan would feel bad if he knew he’d made you so sad.”

“I sincerely doubt that.”

“I think you’re in love with him.”

She swallowed hard as tears rolled down her cheeks. “I’ll get over that, too.”

She felt a gentle hand on her arm. Her throat closed tight and something seemed to break apart inside her. Without quite knowing how it happened, she was in Molly’s arms.

Molly patted her arm and rubbed her back. “Don’t cry, Phoebe. Please, don’t cry. It’ll get better. Really, it will. Don’t cry.” Molly crooned to her just as she crooned to Pooh. Since she was several inches shorter than Phoebe, their position was awkward, but they held on to each other anyway.

Phoebe had no idea how long they stayed that way, but nothing on earth could have made her let her sister go. When she was finally cried out, Molly pulled away, only to return a few moments later with some tissues she’d fetched from the bathroom.

Phoebe sat down on the side of the bed and blew her nose. “It’ll be better tomorrow. I’m just feeling sorry for myself.”

The mattress sagged as Molly sat beside her. Several moments of silence ticked by. “Are you pregnant?”

Phoebe looked at her with startled eyes. “Why would you think that?”

“A girl in my ancient history class is pregnant. I know it can happen, even to older people who are supposed to know about birth control and everything. If you are, I’m sure Dan would want to marry you, but if he didn’t—The two of us—” She spoke in a rush. “I’d help you take care of the baby. You wouldn’t have to have an abortion, or give it away, or raise it by yourself or anything.”

As Phoebe took in the intensity of her sister’s expression, some of her numbness disappeared, and she gave a watery smile. “I’m not pregnant. But thanks. Thanks a lot.”

“You’re not going to start crying again, are you?”

Phoebe nodded and blew her nose. “I can’t help it. That was the sweetest thing anybody’s ever offered to do for me.” She gave a small hiccup. “I love you, Mol. I really do.”

“You do?”

“Yes.” Phoebe wiped at her tears.

“Even though I’ve been a brat?”

Phoebe smiled weakly. “A real brat.”

“Nobody’s ever loved me before.”

“Your mother did.”

“Really?”

“She loved you a lot.”

“I don’t remember her. Bert said she was a bimbo.”

Phoebe gave a choked laugh. “She was. So was my mother. Those were the only kind of women Bert married. He liked them blond, sexy, and not too smart. We got our brains from him, Mol, not from our mothers.” She pulled at the tissue in her hands. “But your mother was one of the sweetest women I ever met, and she loved you so much. I ran away when you were just an infant, but I still remember how she’d hold you for hours, even when you were sleeping, just because she couldn’t believe she had you.”

“I wish I remembered her.”

“She was a nice lady. She used to tell me stories about being a showgirl. So did Cooki, who was Bert’s second wife. They were both sweethearts.”

Molly was drinking in her every word. “Tell me about them.”

She sniffed and dabbed her nose. “Well, Bert found all three of his wives in Las Vegas. None of them started out with anything except good looks, but they were exceptional women. Sometimes I think bimbo is just another word men made up so they could feel superior to women who are better at survival than they are.” Pooh jumped up in her lap and she stroked her soft fur. “Instead of feeling sorry for themselves, all of Bert’s wives worked hard to make something of their lives. They survived bad men, lousy working conditions, bouts of bronchitis from skimpy costumes, and they did it with a smile. Your mother wasn’t bitter, not even when she figured out what kind of man Bert really was.” She gave Molly an unsteady smile. “You’ve got sequins and fishnet tights in your heritage, Mol. Be proud of it.”

Her sister, with her solemn face and splendid brain, was clearly entranced with the idea. As Phoebe watched her, a horrible thought flickered through her mind, driving out her own misery.

“You have photographs of her, don’t you?”