In Your Dreams (Blue Heron #4)(41)

“That’s it?”

“Well, I wasn’t unsupportive, Jack! I was supportive! I was 1950s girdle supportive.”

“I’m getting that you were very supportive,” he said, biting down on a smile. “Supportive of what, again?”

“God. You’re a terrible date. Of him losing 150 pounds.”

“Really. Well, good for him. So it changed him, did it?”

“Yeah. Old Kevin was pretty fantastic. New Kevin is a self-obsessed idiot.” She gave him an assessing, coplike look, one he recognized from Levi. “You okay now?”

Jack felt his smile turn to wood. “I’m fine. Thank you. Sorry I woke you.”

She shrugged. “I was awake anyway.” She stood up. “Hope you sleep better the rest of the night, Jack.”

“I’d walk you to the door, except I’m na**d as a frog.”

She smiled over her shoulder and unlocked the door that connected their rooms. “Call me if you need me.” Her tone was matter-of-fact and not unfriendly.

She didn’t lock the door behind her.

Jack considered that.

It had been a long time since he’d slept with a woman.

Emmaline smelled nice. She didn’t talk too much. She didn’t ask those stupid date questions, like what was his ideal evening and did he see himself with kids in five years. She didn’t seem to be assessing him for genetic potential of her future children, and she hadn’t flirted with him once. She didn’t ask questions about the accident.

Him being na**d as a frog hadn’t had any effect on her.

She was simply...nice. Well, no, that wasn’t the right word.

She was easy to be with. She was honest. He liked the edge she had to her and the tolerant affection she had for her family, so clear and yet meted out with eye rolls and snarky comments.

She smelled good.

She had a spectacular ass.

Her upper lip was a little fuller than her bottom lip, and he wondered what it would be like to kiss her.

And if he had her in bed with him, he’d have something to think about other than the Deiner kid.

CHAPTER NINE

EMMALINE DECIDED TO embrace her California roots the next morning and go for a run on the beach trail.

It was early. She was still on East Coast time, and she figured she’d be safe. Also, running had always been her thing. She wasn’t fast and she didn’t go terribly far, but there was something about the simple action of running—you didn’t have to be good at it to have it work. That and a kickboxing class kept her in shape for her job. If she stopped eating like a college football player, she’d probably slim down a bit. Be a size eight, maybe. But the time she’d spent with Kevin when he was losing weight had made her hate dieting in all its forms. Besides, Ben & Jerry’s would fold without her.

Em had never really had an issue with her figure. Overall, she liked how she looked. She was tall and big-boned and strong.

But around people like Naomi, she felt grotesque. Colleen O’Rourke was also gorgeous and slim and perfect, but there was a difference. Every time Emmaline had ever seen Naomi, she was in some sort of pose that emphasized her perfectly muscled arms or flat stomach. Colleen, by comparison, was normal. Also, Naomi wanted people to feel crappy about how they looked. It was her job to prey on people and make them think they needed her to direct their every move.

Sure had worked on Kevin.

Kevin, who had once told Emmaline that every morning when he woke up next to her, he wondered what he’d done to get so lucky.

“Snap out of it, Neal,” she said to herself. She pulled on her running shorts, sports bra and Body by Ben & Jerry’s T-shirt, then pulled on her Nikes and headed out.

No one else was around. The hot yoga people were not in sight, thank you, baby Jesus. A bleary-eyed waiter gave her a perfunctory smile as he set out a tea station. Dang. That’s right. No caffeine. Hard to believe people paid money to stay here.

That being said, it was beautiful. Em ran down the trail toward the Pacific. Coreopsis was in bloom in bright yellow clumps amid the silvery sagebrush, cheerful little beacons in the semigloom.

At the top of the cliff, she stopped.

The sky was still deep blue, but a line of pink cracked the horizon. There were a few cars racing down, but she could hear the ocean, and her hair fluttered in the breeze.

She didn’t miss much about SoCal, but she did miss this view. She started running again. No music today—she wanted to hear the birds. The trail was wide and twisting, flanked by the bushy foliage of the area. It was cool this morning, maybe fifty degrees.

It had been kind of nice, sitting with Jack last night, even if he was in the throes of PTSD. He’d have an easier time if he’d acknowledge it. She wasn’t the child of psychologists for nothing; her bookcase back home had quite a few books on stress and trauma and people’s reactions. She figured it would help with the high-intensity calls that she might have to go on as a police officer.

A coyote ran across the trail in front of her, a scrawny little thing compared with the beasts they had back home.

She glanced at her watch. Twenty minutes in one direction, twenty minutes back... That’d be about four miles altogether (oh, fine, it was closer to three). Who cared? Any activity would absolutely justify a trip into town for some jelly donuts at Nance’s Coffee Shop, if it was still in business, please God.