Hold On (The 'Burg #6)(72)
“There is no me and Mia.”
At the strength of Garrett’s tone, Mike did a slow blink.
“Straight up, Cher and me hooked up,” Garrett carried on. “That’s what I thought it was. Wasn’t so drunk I didn’t think she knew the score. She did. Problem was, I didn’t.”
“And what’s the score?” Mike asked.
“The score is, when I went to J&J’s after we’d had our thing to get us back on track, some trouble Cher was having walked into the bar with bad timing. I saw that shit go down, I asked her about it. But she’s Cher. She’s been f*cked over so bad, she doesn’t want anyone to think they can get at her just the same as she doesn’t want anyone to think she needs them. She tried to shut me down.” Garrett shook his head. “When she did that, what we had before and then what happened between us—havin’ her, wakin’ up to her—something in me, brother, it just clicked.”
“It just clicked,” Mike muttered, still studying him.
“Near on two weeks, can’t get the woman off my mind.”
Mike’s eyes grew intent. “What’d you and Cher have before?”
“You ever known me to get to know a woman before I took her to bed?” Garrett asked. “I’m not talkin’ dating. I’m talkin’ spendin’ years building a friendship with a woman and then takin’ that further.”
Understanding hit his eyes as he shook his head. “No, man.”
“No,” Garrett confirmed. “I know her, Mike. I know how she is with her kid. I know how she is with her friends. I can read her voice. Her eyes. Her movements. I know the depths of her loyalty. I know she’d take a bullet for her son. I know she’s got a smart mouth because she’s just f*ckin’ smart. She can hang with the guys. She’s about givin’ it all to her girls. She’s funny as f*ck. And now I know she has an unbelievable body, though I do not know how because I’ve seen the woman eat and that’s impossible. I also know she’s an outstanding lay. And I know she looks so pretty first thing in the morning, it’s like a goddamned miracle.”
“Jesus, Merry,” Mike murmured.
“And I know when I found out she had trouble, that shit started eating at me instantly. Eating at me like shit would eat at me if I knew my sister had trouble. My dad. You. I wasn’t concerned about a friend. I was all in instantly.”
Mike sat there, mouth shut, continuing to study him.
So Garrett gave him more.
“I also know shit is done with Mia, not just because she’s engaged to another man but also because I’ve had time to think on things and I know now she was not the woman I needed in my life—not back then, not in the years we’ve been divorced, not now. She’s not strong enough to handle my shit. She doesn’t have the tools and she doesn’t have it in her to find them. Might be wrong, but my take is Cher was born with those tools. But now, Mia wants to dump her man and try it again with me. I shut that down.”
Mike’s eyes slightly widened.
“Holy f*ck,” he whispered.
“Yeah. It’s over with her because I got nothin’ left for her, man. I dug deep, but it’s just not there. And now I’m starting something with Cher and that’s all that’s in my head. Doin’ that right. The way it started officially was f*cked up, me gettin’ hammered because of Mia. But the way we really started was totally f*ckin’ right, bein’ friends and layin’ that foundation so now we’ll have a mind to each other as we take this shot.”
Mike gave it a beat before he remarked, “This gets to Colt, you better have this speech down, Merry, because if he thinks you’re not in this for the reasons you just gave me, then he’s gonna lose his mind.”
“Colt knows about the hookup and I’ll explain shit now. I’ll do it once, Mike. He doesn’t know the man I am or the feelings I had for Cher even before this happened and know I’ll have a care, then we got problems.”
Mike nodded, muttering, “I’ll take your back on that, brother.”
Garrett didn’t reply. He grabbed his coffee and took a sip.
“Now, the good stuff done, what’s got you pissed?” Mike asked.
“You know if Colt gets any *s up in his shit, writin’ books or anything else to do with Denny Lowe?” Garrett asked back.
Mike straightened. “He and Feb used to. Think that’s died down.” His head tipped to the side. “Cher still got issues with that?”
“Former FBI profiler walked right up to her door an hour ago, offerin’ her a grand to have a chat so he can write a book.”
Mike’s mouth went hard again.
“What a f*ckin’ dick,” he clipped.
“It happens to her, Mike. Not frequent, according to her, not anymore. But it still happens. Phone calls and visits.”
“She shut him down?” Mike asked.
“She started, I finished. But she’s open to that. Wide open. She refused this guy’s calls and he still showed. That ain’t right for her, but she’s got Ethan. She said he doesn’t open the door to that, but it could happen. And that really isn’t right.”
“Agreed, but I’m not sure what can be done about it. It isn’t a crime, and I don’t wanna piss you off, Merry, but Cher’s a single mom bartender and ex-stripper. Assholes like that’d think she’s open season, not only because she believed Lowe’s shit but because they think she needs the money. Colt probably doesn’t get this ’cause, one, he’s a cop, and two, he looks like he can break a man in half and would, they brought that shit into his life again.”