Golden Trail (The 'Burg #3)(58)
He tried not to think of it but he f**king failed.
Minutes slid by and he heard her say softly, “I’ll come over, for Jasper.”
Layne kept his eyes on the TV. “Right.”
“Just tell me when to be there,” she went on.
“You got it.”
She fell silent.
More time slid by before she asked, “Have you had dinner?”
“Nope, but I had enough junk food watchin’ games with my boys to preserve my body until the end of time.”
She hesitated before going on. “Do you want something decent in your stomach?”
His head turned to her. “You’re hungry, Roc, eat. But I’m good.”
“I’m not hungry,” she whispered.
He held her eyes.
She looked to her papers.
Her thick ponytail had fallen forward, over her shoulder, curling around her neck.
Looking at it, Layne had the overwhelming urge to roll off her couch and pull the holder out of that ponytail then pick her up, take her back to her couch and press her body deep into it, under his, then bury his hands in her long hair then, after doing other things to her, burying his c**k in her.
He didn’t want this urge but he had to admit he had it.
He lifted his beer, took another slug then rolled off the couch. He put the beer on an open space free of papers on the table. Her head tilted far back to look at him but he straightened, scanned her place and saw her keys on the counter.
He walked to them, grabbed them and when he turned toward the door, he saw her torso twisted to look at him.
“I’ll be back,” he muttered, left the apartment, jogged down the stairs and to his truck. He bleeped it open, went into the passenger side, pulled down the door to the glove compartment and nabbed his smokes. He jogged back, let himself in and walked directly to the balcony doors without looking at her, bending slightly to drop the keys on the table on his way. “I’m havin’ a smoke.”
He twisted the fancy-ass lock, noting, with some annoyance, that if someone managed to scale the wall to the balcony, not hard with tall trees on either side of it, they could break a window, reach in and open that lock. An exterior door like that should open only with a key. His eyes lifted, checking for security sensors and he saw them on the windows but not on the doors. Asinine mistake and shoddy work. No one would shatter those huge glass plates to breach the apartment, they’d go through the f**king door.
He set this aside to talk to her about later, pushed down the handle and stepped out on the balcony. He pulled the lighter out of his packet of smokes, shook out a cigarette, put it between his lips, cupped his hand around the lighter and fired up.
He slid the lighter back into the packet, set it on the railing, lifted his head and exhaled smoke, scanning her view and wondering what to do next.
One could say he had not handled that with care and they were in this for the long haul. He was sensing she definitely got where he was coming from but something had to give. They couldn’t go on like this. Firstly, he needed to know a lot more about her life and he didn’t want to know. He did, he admitted, but he also didn’t. But he had to keep her safe while this shit was going down and knowing the little he knew about her life, her friends and her schedule, that would be difficult. Secondly, they couldn’t work under this cloud. The air had to be cleared and he didn’t want to do that either.
He looked from the view to her. She was still looking down at her papers but she was holding her right wrist in her left hand and doing it gingerly.
Fuck.
She was in pain and she thought his attention was elsewhere. She didn’t do that when he was lying on the couch, she did it when he was outside. She was hiding it from him. She didn’t want his attention and she didn’t want it with the added reminder of how she hurt her wrist.
He looked back to the view. He should give her that play. He knew he should.
But he wasn’t going to.
He took another drag and prepared to flick the mostly unsmoked cigarette out into the landscaping when he saw movement.
He stilled, only half a moment, then he brought the cigarette to his lips and took another drag. He kept smoking as he pretended to scan the view, lost in thought, when he saw him. Mostly hidden by a bush on the top swell of a hill, a man with a camera snapping photos.
What the f**k?
Excellent positioning, the hill was high, he was looking right into Rocky’s apartment.
Jesus.
Layne finished the cigarette, flicked the butt out into the landscaping and made a decision.
He turned, his eyes going to each side of the windows as he opened the door. She had no blinds.
She was getting blinds.
He entered and her head came up.
“If you’re going to smoke, I have ashtrays. You can take one out with you.”
He didn’t answer and skirted the coffee table.
Her head went back and back as he got closer.
She kept talking, “I have garden furniture ordered from Violet at the Garden Center. It’ll be delivered –”
She stopped speaking when he bent double and put his hands to her pits, dragging her legs out from under the coffee table, he lifted her to her feet.
“Layne! What –?”
“We’re bein’ watched,” he mumbled right before his head came down and his mouth went to hers.
His hands went to her h*ps and he kissed her, long, hard and closed mouthed as she held onto his shoulders. Then he turned her, backing her into the couch, she went down and he went down on top of her.