Following Me(15)

Having no other choice, she moved in front of Professor Turner’s office and knocked softly. “Professor,” she whispered, “are you in there?”

No response.

“Professor, it’s urgent! I know it’s not during school hours, but I must speak with you. There are things I need to tell you.”

Still no response.

“Professor! Someone is following me!” She knocked again, anxious to get out of the open hallway and into the safety of his office.

Yet, no response came.

Devon swallowed back her rising anxiety, and she did what she never would have normally done. She reached out her hand for the door handle, knowing that it wasn’t smart, knowing that it would lead to her downfall, but she had to get away. Whoever was chasing her was forcing her hand.

She twisted the knob and slowly eased it open to a seemingly empty room.

“Professor,” she murmured softly, glancing around.

“Devon,” someone called out.

But she didn’t know who it was or even where the voice came from.

Just then, a hand clamped down on her wrist.

“DEVON. DEVON,” SOMEONE called out to her, shaking her shoulder.

Gasping in air, her eyes shot open, and she stared up at Hadley. She couldn’t breathe, and her heart was racing. No matter what she did, she just kept sucking in dry dead air.

“Hey, it’s alright. It’s just me,” Hadley said, rubbing her shoulder reassuringly. “Are you okay?”

Devon tried to get herself under control, but she was having considerable trouble. Her skin was cold and sticky, and her shirt was soaked through. She pulled in a shuddering breath, and her chest expanded appreciatively as oxygen filled her lungs. She slowly released the air. The movements became easier with time. As she brushed her fingertips under her eyes, she felt her eyelashes were wet.

God, can you cry in your sleep? she wondered.

“Seriously, Devon, you look like a ghost. Do you need me to get you something?” Hadley asked with concern written across her pretty face.

Devon ran a hand back through her matted blonde hair. Great, she would have to take another shower. “Yeah, I’m alright,” she whispered, her voice strained.

“You sure?” Hadley asked, her eyes wide. “I’m going to get you some water. Be right back.”

Hadley disappeared, and Devon was grateful. She was grateful for the silence and the light that streamed in through the window, signifying it was still daytime. Her bottom lip quivered as she scooted up against the headboard, letting the chills work their way out of her body.

She had been having nightmares all week, the most vivid ones she had ever had in her entire life. Every morning, she had woken up more exhausted than when she had went to bed, like she had been running a marathon instead of sleeping for eight hours. She felt beyond dehydrated, and her head constantly ached.

Devon had taken to napping during the day, so she could sleep less at night to avoid dreaming. Until today, the nightmares had never come for her while she was napping.

Hadley reappeared in the doorway with a glass of water. She carefully handed it to Devon, looking really freaked out. Devon felt bad about the whole situation. She took a few sips of the water, feeling the ice-cold liquid slide down her throat and coat her stomach.

“Sooo…are you okay?” Hadley asked, repeating her question.

“Yeah, I’m fine,” Devon said reflexively.

“Bad dream?” Hadley asked, clearly not buying her statement.

“I don’t know. I don’t remember,” Devon lied. She couldn’t tell Hadley what she had been seeing day in and day out; that would only raise questions. Devon didn’t know what all the dreams were about, but she had a clue. And if she had a clue, Hadley could fathom a guess as well.

Hadley gave her a perplexed look. With a sigh, she nodded. “Alright. If you don’t want to talk about it, that’s fine. I’ve just never seen you like this. You’ve never had nightmares before, did you?”

What could Devon say? Hadley had lived with her for two-and-a-half years, and Hadley knew her like no one else. Devon could only hold up pretenses for so long.

“No,” Devon finally answered. “I didn’t have them before. They’re new.”

“When did they start?” Hadley asked like an overindulgent parent.

“I don’t know,” Devon said, looking down. She knew perfectly well when they had started, but she wasn’t about to spill.

“Well, I hope they stop. It’s not healthy,” Hadley said, standing. She seemed resigned to let Devon off the hook.

“I hope they stop, too,” Devon agreed with a tentative smile.

“We’re leaving for the party soon. I was about to get dressed. See you in a bit.” Hadley walked out of the room, leaving Devon in peace.

Devon sighed, sitting back against the headboard. She closed her eyes, submitting to the darkness. How could this keep happening? When she had left, she thought the dreams would go away. She had hoped that maybe she made the right decision, so they would stop entirely. Instead, they had done the opposite.

Peeling her eyes open, she finished off the rest of the water Hadley had given her and walked into the bathroom. She stripped off her clothes, tossing them into a basket next to the toilet, and then she turned on the shower as hot as it would go. She ran a brush through her tangled hair until it was free of knots as the room thickened with steam. All she wanted to do was scald away the memories of someone’s eyes on her, the desperation of the chase, and the nauseating feel of the person’s grip on her arm.