Burned (House of Night #7)(24)

"Why are you all so willing to believe Zoey is going to die?"

Duantia was first to respond. "Her soul has left her body, and not just on a Spirit Journey to the Otherworld, or in temporary communion with the Goddess. Zoey has been shattered."

One of the Council members who had stayed mostly silent until then spoke up. "You must understand what that means, Prophetess. Zoey's spirit is in the Otherworld in pieces. Past lives have been stripped from her, as have memories and different aspects of her personality. She is becoming one of the Caoinic Shi', a thing not dead and not alive - a being trapped in the realm of spirits, yet without the comfort of her own spirit."

"No. Seriously. Speak American and not this ancient and very f**ked-up, confusing olden-day Euro crap." Aphrodite planted one hand on the curve of her waist, and the other pointed a finger at the Vampyre High Council in general. "Without the confusing woo-woo references, explain why the hell you're writing Zoey off."

Stark heard a few of the Council members draw in breath at Aphrodite's brash words and registered the smug, "I told you they were out of control" look Neferet shared with several of the vamps, but Thanatos responded smoothly. "What Aether is saying is that the layers of spirit that make Zoey who she is today - her past lives, her past experiences, her personality - have been stripped from her, and without those layers intact, it is impossible for her to rest in the Otherworld, or for her spirit to return to her body here in this world. Think of it as if you had been in a terrible accident and the layers of skin and muscle and bone that protect your heart have been peeled away from your body, leaving that vital organ bare and defenseless. What would happen to you then?"

Aphrodite paused, and Stark thought she hesitated because she didn't want to say the obvious answer, but she glanced at him, and when their eyes met, he was surprised to see triumph and excitement in hers.

"If my heart didn't have any protection, it wouldn't keep beating. So why not get Zoey some protection?"

Protection! I'm Zoey's protection! A small quiver of hope moved through his body. "I'm her protection!" he said quickly. "I don't care if it's in this world or the next. Just show me how to get to where she is, and I'll be there for her."

"That does, indeed, sound logical, Stark," Thanatos said. "But your gifts are that of a Warrior, which means your skills are corporeal and not of the spirit realm."

"Protection is protection," Stark insisted. "Just show me how to get where she is, and I'll figure the rest of it out."

"Zoey must make her spirit whole again, and that is a battle you cannot fight for her," Aether said.

"But I can be there for her while she gets herself together. I can protect her," Stark insisted.

"A living Warrior cannot enter the Otherworld. Not even to follow his High Priestess," Aether said.

"Should you attempt it, you would be lost, too," Duantia said.

"You don't know that for sure," Stark said.

"In our recorded history, there is no Warrior who has recovered from attempting to follow his Priestess's shattered spirit into the Other-world. All of them perished - every Warrior and every High Priestess," Thanatos said.

Stark felt a jolt of surprise. He hadn't even thought of that - that he'd die, too. With a detached sense of curiosity, he realized he didn't really mind the idea of dying, not if he could fulfill his Oath to Zoey; but before he could respond, Neferet's cold voice intruded again. "And all of those Warriors and High Priestesses were older and more experienced than you."

"Maybe that was their problem." Aphrodite pitched her voice low enough that only Stark heard her murmur. "They were too old and had too much experience."

Hope shivered through Stark again. He turned to Duantia. "I was wrong before. Neferet should be able to take Kalona to wherever she wants to take him, but I want the same right to take Zoey with me." He paused and made a gesture that included Aphrodite, Darius, and the other kids who were huddled together not far from them. "We want to take Zoey with us."

"Stark, I cannot agree to what would amount to a death sentence for you, too." Duantia's voice was compassionate but firm. "Within this next week, Zoey is going to die. The best place for her is here, in our infirmary, being kept comfortable during the time she has left. The best thing for you to do would be to prepare yourself for that outcome and not sacrifice yourself in a futile attempt to save her."

"You are very young," Thanatos said. "You have a long and productive life before you. Don't cut Fate's thread for you."

"Zoey will remain here until the end." Duantia nodded in agreement. "You may, of course, stay by her side."

"Um, excuse me. I don't mean to be disrespectful or anything." Everyone's attention turned to Zoey's group of friends, who had, until then, been mostly silent with grief and shock. Damien's hand was raised like he was in a classroom waiting for the teacher to call on him.

"Who are you, fledgling?" asked Duantia.

"My name is Damien, and I'm one of Zoey's friends."

"He also has an affinity for air," Jack added, wiping a hand across his tear-streaked face.

"Ah, I have been told of you," Duantia said. "Do you wish to address the Council?"