Breathing Fire (Heretic Daughters #1)(46)

I just gave him a level stare. No way was he going to make me feel bad about Siobhan leaving. “If you think she would have let it end any other way, you’re kidding yourself.”

“I didn’t see the whole altercation, but I do know that she didn’t get a shot at you. If you’re going to throw the first and only punch, you can’t exactly blame her.” I didn’t point out that Lynn had gotten a punch in too. That would hardly help my case.

He may have had a point, but frankly, I had no intention of admitting it to him. I just gave him a blank stare. “Your point?”

“My point,” he said softly, “is that you bring nothing but trouble, and I want to know if you intend to screw with Dom’s life again. He’s only seen you twice and he’s already more distracted and volatile than he’s been in years. He sent away his 3rd Lieutenant tonight, rather than you. Do you know how f**ked up that is? Siobhan would die for him, it’s her job, and he sent her away after you punched her. He can’t be reasonable about you. You need to stay the f**k out of his life. Is that too much to hope for? I’d rather know up front.”

I stared at Cam for awhile, debating whether to give him a straight answer or not. We had never gotten along. He’d always been a bastard to me, even before he had a reason to be. I felt no particular obligation to put his mind at ease. Finally I did, but only to avoid more drama. “Don’t get your panties in a twist. I mean to stay as far away from him as possible.”

“I wish I could trust that. You know, don’t you, that he never would have made Arch if you had stayed together. Having anything to do with you at this point would discredit his leadership. If you have any care at all for him, you’ll stay the hell away.”

I curled my lip at him. “I’ve always been able to read the writing on the wall crystal clear. We done here?”

He shook his head at me. “You may have the obsession of our leader, but you also have the hatred of our people. You walk a dangerous path. Siobhan is much admired among the druids. What you did here tonight is only going to add to your infamy. You had best watch your back.”

“Is that a threat?” I asked softly, my eyes going very cold as I studied him closely.

He shook his head. “As much as I’d love to punish you for the things you’ve done, I would never disobey my Arch.”

“That is reassuring, Cousin.” An all too familiar voice spoke from behind me. I shivered involuntarily.

Cam started visibly. He bowed his head briefly to his leader. “Cousin.” His tone was respectful.

I turned to look at him in spite of my better judgement. He was dressed in a black armored vest and cargo pants, his arms bare. The same as most of the fighters here. The same as me. Why was it so much more distracting on him? His arms were crossed over his chest, upper arms bulging. I nodded at him in greeting, then pointedly looked away.

“I hope you have a good reason, Cam, for interrogating Jillian in the hallway. Alone.”

Cam’s jaw clenched. He sent a quick glare in my direction. “I do, actually. Jillian here knocked Siobhan across the room. She wasn’t here five minutes before she started some shit. I thought someone should address the issue.”

Dom looked more surprised then mad, which made Cam even angrier. I could tell Cam wanted to speak, but with great effort, held his tongue. “Leave us, Cam. I’ll speak with her.”

Cam bowed his head briefly, then strode past Dom. The two huge men barely fit by each other in the narrow hallway. I wasn’t sorry to see Cam go, though being alone with Dom was not a good idea for me.

He studied me for a moment. I made a point of not meeting his eyes. “It’s never a healthy idea to go around hitting druids, Jillian. Anything in particular that set you off? A jealous fit, perhaps?”

The bastard actually sounded a little smug. “For her, maybe. She called me a whore, and I decked her. She threatened to kill me if I ever touched you again. Same old shit as always. You need to keep that bitch on a leash.”

He sighed. “You two never should have been in the same room together. It won’t happen again. It’s a pity, really. Siobhan is one of our strongest fighters. She would have been useful tonight.”

He studied me silently for the longest time. I could hear my own pulse as I waited for him to say or do something, but I at least had the self-control not to look at him.

It all felt so surreal, going from years of separation and back to being allies, fighting together almost like old times.

“What kind of weapons are you carrying?” he asked. “Where is your axe? You can’t be thinking of fighting without it. This is not going to be a small raid, Jillian. We are going against a very large horde of the necros. You don’t even have a long sword?”

I smiled wryly, watching my feet. It had been years, but still, he should have known better. “My axe is back in the room with Caleb. He’s making some adjustments to my harness. It was a little tight, with my gun harness. And I didn’t trust myself to be in a small space with Cam, holding my favorite weapon bare in my hands.”

He made a deep sound in the back of his throat. It made things low in my stomach clench.

“Show me what else you’re carrying.”

I complied, showing him my guns first. I wore a shoulder holster that carried matching pistols. They were modified by Caleb, as almost all of my goodies were. Specialized weapons were the biggest perk of staying close friends with a sociopath chameleon alien. Ok, I didn’t actually think he was an alien, but I wouldn’t have been all that shocked if I ever found out that he was. He was just so profoundly off from everyone else that tried to pass for human.