Because You Are Mine (Because You Are Mine #1)(103)
“So . . . the truth finally comes out. Francesca Arno is the very type of girl that she used to despise, who sulked and refused to eat after breaking up with a guy.”
“Ian and I didn’t break up. We just haven’t spoken in a week and a half.” And we’re likely never going to speak again. She thought of the way he’d looked before he’d left her standing in the plane’s bedroom suite—his regret, his bewilderment . . . his hopelessness. She believed he had something to offer her beyond sex, but he didn’t. And wasn’t it a two-way venture? What did it matter if she had all the faith in the world, yet he doubted? “Besides,” she continued, “breaking up implies that we were together to begin with, and we weren’t. Not in any traditional sense of the word.”
“Have you even tried to contact him?” Davie said, hanging the dress in her bathroom.
“No. I can still feel his fury. It’s like it’s emanating all the way from the Chicago River to our house.”
“It’s not fury,” she thought she heard her friend mutter under his breath.
“What?” she asked, puzzled.
“It’s your imagination, ’Cesca. Why don’t you call him?”
“No. It wouldn’t matter.”
Davie sighed. “Both of you are so stubborn. You can’t engage in a standoff forever.”
“I’m not in a standoff.”
“Oh, I see. You’ve given up entirely then.”
For the first time in days, anger flickered into her hopelessness at Davie’s words. She shot him an irritated glance and he grinned, holding out his hand.
“Come on. Justin and Caden are waiting. Plus, we have a surprise for you.”
She exhaled in frustration, but stood. “I don’t want to be cheered up. And even if I did want to be, why would you guys drag me to a stupid singles meet-up—a black-tie event, no less—in order to do it? You knew I didn’t have anything good to wear. I hate these events. You used to as well.”
“I’ve changed my mind. This is for a good cause,” he said as she passed him on the way to the bathroom.
“What, saving my ravaged heart?”
“I’d settle for getting you out of this house,” Davie replied, unaffected by her dripping sarcasm.
* * *
The singles black-tie event was at a new, trendy club on North Wabash, downtown. Caden and Justin were in rare form in the car on the way to it, Friday-night buoyant and brashly handsome in their newly purchased tuxes. Francesca, on the other hand, was already ready to leave, and they hadn’t even gotten there yet. Horrible, wonderful memories had started to barrage her when she put on the boho dress and recalled in vivid detail the last time she’d worn it.
The woman wears the clothes, Francesca. Not the other way around. That’s the first lesson I’ll teach you.
She shivered at the memory of Ian’s rough, quiet voice. How she missed him. It was like an open wound deep inside her, a place she couldn’t reach in order to soothe.
Davie was having trouble finding parking near their destination, and they’d been circling around for a while now. She looked out of the car window as they crossed the Chicago River and saw the Noble Enterprises building towering a few blocks away.
Was she really the same naive young woman who had attended her celebratory cocktail party there, she who’d been so brittle, so uncertain . . . so defiant lest anyone notice? And was it really she who had first entered Ian’s penthouse, her enthrallment associated more with the enigmatic man who stood beside her than the sight of his magnificent penthouse and display of art . . . the stunning view?
They’re alive, the buildings . . . some more than others. I mean they seem like it. I’ve always thought so. Each one of them has a soul. At night, especially . . . I can feel it.
I know you can. That’s why I chose your painting.
Not because of perfectly straight lines and precise reproductions?
No. Not because of that.
Her eyes burned at the potent memory. He had seen her so well, even then, seen things in her she hadn’t. He’d cherished those things, cultivated her strengths until . . .
. . . no. The answer was no. She was no longer that same young woman.
Davie parked in a paid garage on Wacker Drive, south of the river, farther east than their desired destination. Francesca shivered uncontrollably when the river wind sliced straight through her thin wool coat as they crossed the bridge. Davie noticed and took her under his arm. Justin got into the spirit and put his arm around her from the other side, hunkering around her, their bodies helping to protect. Caden, too, had to join in on the gallantry, much to her amusement, hooking arms with Justin to help block her from the brutal, east lake wind. They’d bundled her so close between them that as they guided her down the sidewalk once they cleared the river and bridge, Francesca stumbled.
“You guys, I can’t see!”
“But you’re warm, aren’t you?” Justin asked jovially.
“Yes, but . . .”
Suddenly Justin and Caden were pushing her into a revolving glass door. Her eyes sprang wide when she realized where they’d maneuvered her. She balked, but Justin was pushing from behind her and she had no choice but to go forward into the Noble Enterprises lobby.
She stared around, aghast to find herself in Ian’s territory so suddenly . . . so undesirably.