Because It Is My Blood (Birthright #2)(79)

Scarlet laughed halfheartedly.

Win returned with drinks. “I’ll dance with you,” Win said to Scarlet.

“What am I? That spinster aunt everyone takes pity on?” Scarlet asked in mock horror.

“No. She hates dancing.” Win indicated me. “And you’re the knocked-up girl I’m taking pity on. Come on.” Win offered Scarlet his hand. “Seriously, it would be nice to dance with someone I don’t have to cajole.”

“I should throw this at you,” Scarlet said to Win as she handed me her drink. I watched them make their way out to the dance floor.

Even as pregnant as she was, Scarlet still moved pretty well. I watched them with some degree of amusement though I could not help but feel wistful. I looked at Scarlet, and the size of her belly reminded me of the whole year I’d missed while I’d been … Well, you know what I’d been doing. Let’s just say, the year I’d missed while I’d been otherwise engaged. I was still marveling at the bittersweetness of it all when Gable Arsley sat down in the chair next to me.

“Anya,” Gable greeted me.

I nodded and tried not to look at him. As with animals in the wild, I hoped that if I didn’t make eye contact, Gable would go away.

“I didn’t expect to see you here,” Gable said.

“I was invited,” I said.

“I didn’t mean any offense,” Gable said. “I … You have to talk to Scarlet for me.”

I looked at him out of the corner of my eye, then raised my eyebrow. “Why in the world would I ever do that?”

“Because she’s carrying my baby! Because she is being unreasonable.” He paused. “I know if she thought you approved she might forgive me.”

I shook my head. “I don’t approve, Arsley. You sold pictures of me. And that was just your latest move in a long line of offenses.”

“I only did that because I needed the money,” Gable protested.

“As if that makes it okay.”

Gable grabbed my hand.

“Don’t touch me,” I said as I wrested my hand from his. “Seriously, don’t.”

Gable took my hand again. I could feel his metal fingertips through his glove.

“I don’t want a scene here.” I took my hand back again.

“You have to make Scarlet marry me,” Gable said insanely.

“I can’t do that.”

“Tell her you’ve forgiven me!”

“But I haven’t, Arsley.”

Arsley slumped back into his chair. He crossed his arms. “I could still sue you, you know. I wish I had. Then I’d never have to work again. And I’d have loads of money to take care of Scarlet and the baby.”

“How noble of you. Listen, Gable. If you really want to sue someone, you should sue Sophia Bitter. She was the one responsible for the poisonings.”

“Sophia Bitter?” Gable asked. “Who’s that?”

Win and Scarlet returned to the table. “Hello, Arsley,” Win said in a hard voice.

“Is he bothering you?” Scarlet asked me.

It was adorable the way my friends thought that Gable Arsley could be anything other than an annoyance to me now. Strapped to my thigh, under Noriko’s outrageous dress, was my favorite souvenir of Mexico.

Gable got up and limped back to whatever corner he had come from.

A slower song came on, and Scarlet insisted that Win and I dance at least once. “It’s senior prom, you guys!”

On the dance floor, Win pulled me close to him and briefly, I could imagine what this whole year might have been like if everything had been different.

I felt him stiffen as his thigh pressed into my machete.

“Do you always have to have that with you?” Win asked.

I felt myself blush. “I’m sorry. But this is me, Win.”

Win nodded. “I was only teasing. I know that.” He brushed a curl off my forehead.

“It was the machete or Daisy Gogol,” I joked. “No one is shooting my boyfriend at this year’s prom.”

Win tapped the machete through my dress. “I wondered why you were so insistent that we come in through the back.”

“Metal detector,” I said.

“Well, I do appreciate this. I’d like to be in your life a very long time and that’ll be somewhat easier to do if I’m alive.”

The song dissolved into a faster song, at which point Win agreed that we had both suffered through enough of prom. Scarlet was planning to spend the night at my place so we went to fetch her before going outside to catch the crosstown bus home.

Outside, there were many boys in black jackets, but mine was the only one in white.

XIX

I GRADUATE; YET ANOTHER PROPOSAL

EARLY IN MAY, while Natty was studying for finals and my ex-peers were being fitted for caps and gowns, I took the New York State GED. The test was administered at the New York City Department of Education on West Fifty-Second Street. Out of sentimentality, I wore my old Trinity uniform. In the windowless testing room, I snuck glances at the faces of the other test-takers. They didn’t look particularly stupid or downtrodden or even old, so I could not help but wonder what in their lives had led them to this room. What mistakes had they made? Who had they trusted that they shouldn’t have? Or had they just been born to the wrong parents at the wrong time? Maybe I was being negative though. Maybe finishing high school in a classroom with no windows and a broken-down air conditioner wasn’t such a bad thing. At the very least, these people had survived whatever missteps they had taken and come out the other side.