At Peace (The 'Burg #2)(68)
So he had to go.
* * * * *
I lay in bed with my hand curled around my phone and decided I needed to make the call to end things with Joe.
I lifted the phone, slid it open and scrolled down to “Joe’s Cell”, took a deep breath that hitched in the middle, closed my eyes tight, opened them and hit go.
I put the phone to my ear.
It rang twice then Joe said, “Yo.”
“Hey.”
“Buddy.”
I closed my eyes tight again.
I really liked it when he called me “buddy”, maybe even better than when he called me “baby”.
“What’s up?” he asked.
“Um…” I could say no more. I wanted to… no, I didn’t want to, I needed to… but I couldn’t.
There was a hesitation then, softly, “Baby.”
Nope, I was wrong. I liked “baby” more.
“Somethin’ happen?” he asked, voice still soft.
“What?”
“He get to you?”
“Who?”
“Hart.”
Damn, he was worried about me.
“I don’t know,” I told him. “We’re getting hang ups.”
“Shit,” he muttered. “You tell Colt?”
“Yeah.”
“He didn’t tell me.”
“Oh.”
“I’ll call him,” Joe said then he asked, “What’d Colt say?”
“He said he’d look into it.”
“That all?”
“He didn’t go into specifics of what lookin’ into it would mean.”
“I’ll get specifics,” Joe stated firmly.
Yes, he was worried about me.
Okay, yeah, I liked him. Shit.
“The girls gettin’ the calls?” Joe asked.
“Yeah.”
“Shit,” he clipped, sounding pissed now. “They freaked?”
“I think they’re a bit worried, this is new, it’s never happened before.”
“Not Hart’s style.”
“That’s what makes it weird and scary.”
There was a pause then he said quietly, “You’ll be all right, buddy.”
“No alternative.”
He laughed shortly before saying, “Right.”
I didn’t reply.
Surprisingly, Joe did. “That why you called?”
No, it wasn’t.
“Yeah,” I lied because I chickened out. I’d do it later, in a note I’d put in his mailbox before Kate, Keira and I went on vacation (not that I had money for us to go on vacation but maybe I could sell a kidney or something). “You’re probably busy, I should let you go.”
“Vi, I’m drivin’ in LA. I don’t have a cell glued to my ear, they might arrest me.”
I didn’t think. If I did I would have quashed it. So, not thinking, the giggle slid right out of me.
Joe Callahan, rugged, tough guy, alpha male cracked a joke.
And it was a funny one.
When I stopped giggling, I told him, “I wouldn’t want you to get arrested.”
“Me either, been there, it sucks.”
This surprised me.
“You’ve been arrested?”
“Hard knock life, buddy, you saw my ex-wife crawlin’ drunk and whacked out of her mind on the floor.”
I blinked at the ceiling.
First he cracks a joke then he’s sharing. Before that, before he left to be away from me for two weeks, he made love to me, slow and sweet.
What did I do with this?
“I grew up, she didn’t,” he went on sharing.
“So you were arrested when you were a kid?”
“Juvie was my second home.”
“Wow.”
“Wasn’t home sweet home, buddy. Like I said, it sucked.”
“I’m sorry,” I said softly.
“I’m not, taught me a lesson, that’s life, you learn or you die.”
God, now he was being a sage and he was good at that too.
“Keira get her dog?” Joe asked.
“Next week,” I told him. “They aren’t totally weaned yet but we gave them the money and she picked the one she wanted. She’s over the moon, she can’t wait. She so can’t wait, we also have a dog food bowl, a dog water bowl, a dog bed in Keira’s room and four, enormous bags of puppy chow in the garage.”
“Sounds set.”
“That dog is so set, it isn’t funny. The thing is tiny. It’ll take him a year to get through that puppy chow. I just hope he doesn’t eat any of my shoes. Feb’s puppy eats all her shoes.”
I heard his soft laughter, something else I’d never heard from him and something else I liked, before he said, “Hang on a second, gotta give the keys to the valet.”
“Valet?”
“Yeah, at the hotel.”
“Oh.”
The thought of Joe at a hotel with a valet surprised me. He seemed more like a motel on a deserted highway type of guy, somewhere to crash where your car was outside your front door, ready for a quick getaway.
I waited, listening to what were sounds of Joe giving his keys to a valet then Joe said, “Back.”