Asking for Trouble (Line of Duty #4)(45)

A tinge of guilt sparked in her chest. The last thing she should be thinking about was sex. Later on today, she would need to break the news to her parents that she wouldn’t, couldn’t, marry Stuart. That everything her father had worked for would turn to dust because she couldn’t fathom a life spent married to someone she didn’t love. That she’d finally realized she was capable of doing more with her life, starting with her charity. Of course, her mother wouldn’t understand. She’d call Hayden selfish. Perhaps she’d be right. But it didn’t change her decision. Until now, her sole purpose in life had been to make her father happy, repay him for taking her in as a child. She simply couldn’t do it anymore. Her life, her happiness, was simply too large a sacrifice.

Had her feelings for Brent made the decision for her? The thought troubled Hayden. He’d undoubtedly played a major role, but the newfound connection between them was still so fresh. Turning down an offer of marriage from Stuart to take a chance on the unknown might not be her wisest move. Still, the idea of exploring this fragile new relationship pulled her. If fighting and sleeping together could actually be termed a relationship, as opposed to insanity.

Her chaotic thoughts were interrupted by a surge of heat as Brent’s hand snaked over her hip to disappear between her thighs. Immediately, her entire body went on alert, skin tingling, breath catching in her lungs. He removed the big leg pinning her thighs down and opened her to his skilled fingers, stroking the damp flesh in between. Against her bottom, his erection swelled and she circled her hips. When he growled next to her ear, she shuddered.

“Next time you need me, wake me up.” He bit her earlobe, tugged. “You don’t spend a minute unsatisfied in my bed. Understand?”

“Yes, I understand.” She gasped when he rubbed her clitoris with the pad of his thumb. After last night, her flesh felt extremely sensitive to his touch, almost as though she hovered on the brink of release, her body anticipating the way it would inevitably shatter under his attention. She tipped her head back, seeking his mouth, and was rewarded by a long, hot, possessive kiss. By the time it ended, she writhed against him mindlessly.

“Where did we leave off last night?” He pushed his middle finger deep, stroking the spot he’d used to exploit her desperation just hours before. “Whose turn was it to be in charge?”

“Y-yours.”

“Good, because I can practically hear the wheels turning in that stubborn head of yours.” He added another finger, pushed tight, and held until she whimpered. “You listen best when I’m buried in that sweet *. Get on your stomach. I’m about to clear up any misunderstandings.”

Practically shaking with lust, Hayden did as he asked. He slipped his fingers free to shove a pillow beneath her hips, putting her in a provocative position, face pressed against the mattress, bottom in the air. “What misunderstandings?”

He fisted her hair and tugged. “Who’s in charge here?”

She sucked in a breath. “You are.”

“Right. Don’t rush me.” He reached across her body to the bedside table and retrieved a condom from the jumbo pack they’d bought last night. She heard him rip the foil and roll on their protection. “You’ll have no more questions when I’m finished.”

She felt his mouth at the backs of her knees, kissing and biting her flesh. His mouth moved higher, up her thighs, over her buttocks. He lingered there, biting extra hard just underneath the base of her spine. It sent a shiver of anticipation coursing through her body, heat prickling her nerve endings. When his lips continued their path up her back, his big hands squeezed and kneaded her backside with punishing fingers. Finally his lips reached her neck and he slid his hands up her sides and around to her breasts. At the same time, he worked himself against her upturned bottom, grinding her hips down into the pillow.

“Part your legs just a little for me.” She did as he asked. “Good girl. Now push your fine ass even higher. Higher. That’s it. Right there.” He shoved into her with a groan. Hayden echoed the sound into the mattress. “Straighten your legs now. Lock me in.”

When Brent pulled out and drove back into her, sensation rocketed through her system. Something about the angle, the position, the smooth, slick thrusts, made her crazy with need. She wanted to scream at him to go faster, harder, but she held her tongue. To make up for her silence, she milked him with her inner walls, squeezing him inside her. The harder he had to work to thrust into her slight opening, the wilder he became. His rhythm increased along with the intensity of his surges until Hayden was forced to hold on to the wrought iron headboard.

Brent gathered her hair in his fist and pulled her head back. When he spoke, his voice sounded raw and severe. “I’m going to ask you some questions now. The answer to all of them is my name. You following me?”

She made a breathy sound of agreement, but apparently unsatisfied with her answer, he tugged on his fistful of her hair. “Yes. Yes!”

He filled her completely and held his hips still. “Who gets the deepest, Hayden?”

“Brent,” she moaned.

Two quick thrusts. “Who gets f*cking hot when his naughty little bad girl makes him work hard for it? Makes him wait?”

Oh God, that nearly sent her hurtling over the edge. Her muscles clenched, her thighs shook. Any minute now. “Brent!”