Almost Summer (Fool's Gold #6.2)(12)

He nodded. “I have been pronounced measles-free. He suggested I return to his place. I have imposed on your hospitality long enough.”

“You’ve been a good guest.”

“Speaking in my sleep while recovering from a fever?”

“It was refreshing to play nurse. Plus, I got that mac and cheese. That made everything worth it.”

She spoke lightly, not wanting him to know how much she was going to miss him. Alistair was the first man she’d been attracted to in a very long time. The first man she’d imagined she might be able to fall in love with. When he talked about all the places he’d been, he made her dreams seem possible.

She stood. “You’d better get to your packing.”

He rose and looked at her. “Paige,” he began, then shook his head. “I haven’t the words to thank you.”

“No words are necessary.”

A kiss would be nice, she thought. Not that he was offering. But she wouldn’t say no if he did.

Alistair nodded and headed for the house. Paige watched him go. Rather than wasting her time on what might be, she needed to remember what was. All this time she’d been worrying about disappointing her aunt Sophia. Perhaps it was time to start thinking about how she’d also disappointed herself. Alistair had reminded her of what was important to her. Now it was her turn to act on that information and to make some changes.

Chapter Six

Paige spent the afternoon catching up on her laundry and sorting through the food left in her refrigerator. She’d sent most of the casseroles with Alistair when Simon had come to pick him up. She looked through what was left and froze most of it. With luck, she wouldn’t have to cook for a couple of weeks. Around four, she headed for the fire station, ready to catch up on any paperwork that had accumulated since she’d been busy with her houseguest. While someone else filled in to answer the phone, she was the one who took care of writing letters and making sure all the bills were forwarded to the municipal accounting office.

She was done by seven and started the short walk back to her place.

The evening was clear and cooling off rapidly. The Spring Festival would continue the next day, so the vendors had left their booths in the center of town. A band played in the square and Paige listened to the music as she walked.

She was both restless and confused. Confused because she usually loved her life and suddenly nothing felt right. It was as if her skin no longer fit. She breathed in the scent of flowers and cut grass and knew that most of her problem came from Alistair being gone. In a few short days, she’d grown used to having him around. She looked forward to their conversations and spending time with him. Without him, she didn’t know what to do with herself.

“Ridiculous,” she murmured aloud. All she had to do was remember what she’d done with herself two weeks ago. How hard could that be?

She rounded the corner of her street and started toward her house. As she walked closer, something moved on the porch. A man stood, as if he’d been waiting.

Her heart fluttered, her breathing quickened and it was all she could do to keep from flying the last few feet.

“What are you doing here?” she asked, aware that she sounded breathless.

“Montana tires easily,” Alistair told her. “Simon and I have caught up and I thought I would leave the two of them alone for a few hours.” He paused and stared into her eyes. “Plus, I’ve missed you.”

“I’ve missed you, too.”

“When I arrived here and you were gone, I wondered if you were out on a date.”

“I put in a couple of hours at work at the fire station.”

Relief eased the tension in his face. “Good to know.” He held up the computer case he held. “I have a plan.”

“I can’t wait to hear what it is.”

Fifteen minutes later, his computer was sitting on the dining room table. Next to it was a large map of Europe and a pad of paper. Paige had poured them each a glass of wine. She handed him one and then looked at everything he’d brought.

“I don’t understand.”

“All you have to do is take the first step,” he told her. “Plan the first trip. The rest will follow.”

She knew he was right, yet instead of agreeing, she set down her wine and tucked her hands behind her back. “I can’t.”

He put his glass next to hers and put his hands on her shoulders. “We’ll do this together. You don’t have to be afraid.”

She didn’t deny the obvious. That she was afraid. What was the point? But for all his claims of their doing anything together, the truth was she would leave on the trip by herself.

What had seemed so glamorous in theory was suddenly lonely. Looking into Alistair’s eyes, she realized that she’d always assumed there would be someone with her when she traveled the world. Sophia, or a nameless, faceless friend.

Alistair pulled two chairs close together and urged her to sit in one. He took the other, then typed into his computer’s browser. A picture of Paris appeared on the screen.

“I suggest you start with a more traditional destination,” he began. “Paris, or London. With a Eurail Pass, you can explore the rest of Europe at your own pace. You have to see Rome. Now I’ve taken the liberty of suggesting a few itineraries.”

He clicked a couple of keys and a list came up. The title was Paris, followed by a list of places to go, including several walking tours.