A Shadow of Light (A Shade of Vampire #4)(24)

She was Derek’s choice. She was the light that he chose over the darkness.

CHAPTER 15: DEREK

“What is going on here?” I demanded the moment I saw Corrine at The Catacombs.

After finally escaping the confrontation at the dome, I immediately sought out the witch who was crucial to the ongoing survival of The Shade. I found that of all the human leaders established by Sofia to represent the human population of The Shade, only Gavin and Ian showed up. They explained to me that Corrine was still at The Catacombs; thus, I was forced to visit the network of caves located in a vast mountain range at the northernmost part of the island known as the Black Heights.

Corrine was seated at the living room of the quarters that I had prepared for Sofia when she had moved to live with the other humans at The Catacombs. The witch barely even batted an eyelash at the sight of me. “You’re here,” she said flatly.

“This island is going to fall apart unless we all do the work necessary for its survival,” I spat out, immediately cutting to the chase after losing most of my patience back at the dome. “Why are you supporting this lockout?”

“I’m not supporting it.” She shook her head. “I’m just here to make sure these people don’t end up killing each other. Do you have any idea how chaotic it’s been in your kingdom since you disappeared?”

My jaw tightened. “I’ve been told.”

“Where is Sofia?” It seemed the witch wasn’t one to beat around the bush either.

“I left her with the hunters.”

“You’re up against more than you can handle here, Derek. Apparently, you just declared civil war within The Shade. The Naturals are at one another’s throats… Never before has The Catacombs experienced such a high crime rate. And if I’m not mistaken, there are also rumors of a threat of an attack from covens outside The Shade. It’s anarchy and war all at the same time.”

I had no idea how to respond other than with sarcasm. “Well, thank you for giving me such a wonderful recap.”

“I’m serious, Derek.”

“Don’t you think I know all of that, Corrine?!” I was thankful for the privacy given us by the humans and vampires who accompanied me to The Catacombs, because if there was anybody at The Shade I felt safe losing my temper with, it was Corrine. I knew that she could easily placate me with a single spell.

“You never should’ve left Sofia. You are weakest when you are apart from her.”

“I didn’t have a choice,” I explained. “Keeping her with me would’ve destroyed her. Even now, whenever I think of her—just the image of her in my mind—it makes me crave her blood so much. All I can think about is how good it felt to drink her blood.”

Corrine’s eyes grew wide with shock. “You’ve had a taste of Sofia’s blood? How? Why?”

The recollection made me swallow hard. “She fed me her blood to save me. Borys had been torturing me. We needed to escape The Oasis. I tried to object, but Sofia insisted. She cut her wrist and let the blood drip into my mouth… I healed quicker than I ever had before.”

Corrine sat up straight and moved forward so that she was practically sitting on the edge of the couch. “That’s it? Never again did you…”

I shook my head. “I craved her so much after… She willingly let me drink from her neck when we were in hunter territory.”

“Derek, how could you…”

“Don’t.” I shook my head. “I do enough of beating myself up over that. I don’t need you to add to my guilt.”

She remained pensive for a couple of seconds before finally asking. “What did it make you feel to have her blood running inside of you?”

It was exhilarating just to think of Sofia’s blood coursing through me. I smiled at the thought, almost feeling guilty over the reality that there was nothing like it. “Honestly? It made me feel powerful beyond measure.”

Corrine stared at me, the expression on her face impossible to decipher. She opened her mouth to say something, but then Rosa entered the room. Her eyes widened with surprise at the sight of me.

“Derek! I had no idea you were back…”

Rosa’s face reddened, almost as if she’d been caught guilty doing something she ought not to do.

I squinted my eyes at her and frowned. “You don’t seem very happy to see me, Rosa. Is something wrong?”

With everything going on, I was actually pleased to see Rosa. Always antsy and careful with what she said around me, she reminded me of the days back at my penthouse when she, Ashley and Sofia had still lived with me. I felt a sense of responsibility toward her and I found myself eager to know how she’d been doing since I had left. Knowing how much she mattered to Sofia, I couldn’t help but give her a moment’s attention in spite of the deluge of problems flooding my way.

Rosa stood still for a couple of seconds as she tried to figure out if I was upset with her. She then shook her head and looked to Corrine for help. Corrine rolled her eyes. “You’re scaring her, Derek.”

I chuckled and the young girl sighed with relief. “How have you been, Rosa?”

She blushed and nodded. “I’m fine.”

“Rosa’s been taking care of Sofia’s quarters,” Corrine explained. “We didn’t know what to expect, but it’s been over-crowded here at The Catacombs lately, so I recommended that they move here.”