Until We Meet Again(19)
smash through green branches until, gasping for breath, I
collapse onto the sand.
What is happening? I’m losing it. I am legitimately losing it.
Or maybe I’m not. Maybe this is the end of the world. Not a
big bang but a whimper. Everyone just vanishes. It would make
a fantastic sci-fi novel.
Two hands clamp down on my shoulders. “Cassandra.”
Screaming, I whirl around. Lawrence is on his knees before
me, panting and pale, but flesh and bone.
“Did you see Ned?” he asks.
“What?”
“Ned.”
I blink. “What are you talking about?”
“Ned was on the back lawn. You didn’t see him?”
I stare at him, my brain unable to handle all of this. I feel
sick, light-headed. I bend forward to keep from throwing up.
Lawrence’s shoulders rise and fall with his breath. His eyes scan
my face, as if searching for answers embedded somewhere in
my eyes.
“Are you a ghost?” he whispers.
“What? No! What are you—? Of course I’m not!”
He cocks his head, unsure. My jaw sets. “If I were a ghost,
would you feel this?” I punch him in the arm.
“Say!” He rubs the spot, grimacing. Then his eyes narrow. “It
could be a trick. I’m not familiar with the supernatural.”
“I’m not a ghost, Lawrence.”
“Well, neither am I. So, what’s the explanation?” He taps his
fist to his mouth, deep in thought. “What if it’s the pathway
that’s haunted?”
“But we’ve both walked it a hundred times and nothing
strange has ever happened,” I say. “Whatever is going on, it has
something to do with you.”
“Or you.”
“Or us together…”
Our eyes meet. Lawrence pushes his fingers into the sand,
absently carving a line as he thinks. Then he looks up hesitantly.
“I say we try it again. Maybe if we run, we can make it to the
house together.”
I shake my head, but he grabs my hands.
“Once more. Please.”
We try it three more times. Running at full speed the first
time, crawling on hands and knees the second, and pausing in
the middle the last time to examine the bushes and surroundings. But each pass brings the same result. The person in front vanishes, as if some otherworldly force is determined to blot
them out.
As the sun dips low, the sky orange and purple with the
coming twilight, Lawrence and I sit on the beach in silence,
staring out at the waves like the first time we met. But I have
no words this time. No witty punch lines. What can you say
when faced with the inexplicable?
Lawrence pinches the bridge of his nose, exhaling. And then
suddenly he snaps his head up. “What?” I ask.
“What year is it?”
“Excuse me?”
“What year do you think you’re from? You said nineteen
twenty-two was more than ninety years ago.”
“Because it was.”
He swallows hard, says nothing.
“Do you dispute this fact?”
For a long pause, he only stares at me. Then he releases a
shaky breath and rubs his face.
“Is it possible?” He mutters to himself. “From the first time I
met her, all the confusion, all the strange insisting.”
“What are you talking about?”
He bites his lip, as if preparing his words carefully.
“Cassandra…this is my uncle’s private beach. At his home. He
built it three years ago. It’s never belonged to anyone else. The
year is nineteen twenty-five.”
Now it’s my turn to stare.
Is he trying to be funny? Or is he truly crazy? Schizophrenic?
Or…
The image of Lawrence vanishing into the air like a cloud of
steam returns to me. An undeniable event. Tested five times.
A terrible thought pierces my mind. What if he’s the ghost?
Haunting this beach for the last ninety-plus years? That would
explain why he thinks it’s 1925, why he acted so strangely the
first time I saw him.
But…he’s a solid entity. I can feel him. He breathes. He
gets wet. He’s changed clothes. I’m not well acquainted with
ghost rules and decorum, but I’m pretty sure they don’t change
outfits. I take his hand in mine. Warm flesh. The firmness of
bones beneath it.
“Cassandra…what are you doing?”
I don’t respond, but instead press two fingers to the smooth
inside of his wrist. My head and body are in too much turmoil.
I can’t get a read on his pulse. He stares at me but doesn’t move,
as if he’s watching me in a strange dream.
I set my fingertips on the base of his neck, where the jawline
and the throat connect. And there it is. The soft, warm movement of blood passing through the carotid artery.
“You’re definitely alive,” I say softly.