To Kill a Kingdom(73)

One of Rycroft’s eyes blinks, slowly, as he comprehends the storm he has created. The young prince in me wants to feel sorry for him, but I keep looking at the half-moons and long, serrated lines that crease into his biceps. Wounds made trying to fend him off. Nail marks so similar to the ones along my own chest.

I hesitate, caught off guard as a distorted image of the Princes’ Bane flashes across my mind. She could have snapped my neck or done any manner of things to disable me, but she let her claws tear slowly through my chest instead. That was the thing about sirens. They always went straight for the heart.

“Captain,” Madrid says, and I blink away the image.

“I’m going to find some shark-infested waters,” I tell her, regaining my composure. “And then drop his favorite appendage in.”

There is a phlegmatic silence, while everyone within earshot considers those words. Rycroft half-blinks again.

“Next time,” Kye says, clearing his throat, “lie to us.”

“What about Lira?” Madrid asks.

I shrug. “Depends on how pleasant she is when she wakes up.”

“I meant,” she says, “is she really going to be okay?”

I stare down at Rycroft, and it takes every scrap of strength I have to smile. “My crew is not so easily killed.”

It’s a bullshit line, but I need everyone to believe it. I need to believe it myself. I picture Lira, and it’s like I can feel her cold blood dripping through my hands like melted ice. If she dies, then my plan and this entire mission dies with her. More than anything, I’m counting the minutes until our rookie engineer emerges and tells me that everything is fine. That Lira didn’t die for me and that she can still offer the last piece of the puzzle to free the Crystal of Keto from its cage.

That maybe – just maybe – I don’t need to rip Rycroft into any more pieces.





30


Lira


I WAKE AND THEN immediately wish I hadn’t.

There’s a raw pain in my ribs, like there’s a creature gnawing at my skin, and I feel groggy in a way that tells me I’ve had too much sleep.

The room I’m in is as jumbled as my thoughts. I brush my open shirt out of the way and brace my heavily bandaged ribs. My teeth grind against one another as I let my legs swing over the side of the bench. It’s a mere second of being upright before the gnawing turns into a bite.

“There’s something about a bullet wound that makes me want to jump out of bed too.”

Kye is washing his hands in a nearby sink. It’s thick with oil and grease. When he’s finished, he shakes the water from his hands and turns to me with a condemning look.

“This is supposed to be a bed?” I ask.

He places a wet hand against my forehead, and I resist the urge to retract from the cold.

“I don’t think you’re dying now,” he says.

“Was I dying before?”

He shrugs. “Maybe. But the little circus medic fixed you up okay. He even taught me how to dress your wound so he could focus on helping the ship stay afloat.” Kye nods to the bandages with a smug look. “Pretty perfect, aren’t they? My first.”

“Could you not have given me a bed, too?” I ask, not failing to notice that someone – I hope Madrid rather than Kye – has also dressed me in something more plain and comfortable than the dress I was in.

“Madrid fetched you pillows.” Kye wipes his hands on a nearby rag. “It’s the best we could do since moving you wasn’t an option.”

I glance down at the stained sheet draped thinly over me. There’s a black velvet pillow where my head was, plush enough for me to have slept comfortably for however long, and a thin oval cushion is pressed into the shape of my feet. It’s not exactly fit for a queen, but for a gunshot victim aboard a pirate ship, it might be considered luxurious.

“How are you feeling?” Kye asks, and I smirk.

“Were you worried?” When he doesn’t reply, I test my ribs with a deep sigh. “Fine,” I say.

The bandage is tight around my body, and the dressing feels fresh and crisp against my clammy skin. It must have been changed recently, I realize, which means that Kye has been watching over me.

“I expected Madrid,” I tell him. “Of all people, I didn’t think it would be you.”

“She was here for a while,” he says. “Longer than a while, actually. I had to send her off to get some sleep before she resorted to stapling her eyes open.” He looks down at his hands. “She was worried you’d be just another girl who couldn’t escape.”

“Escape what?”

“Rycroft,” he says, and then shuffles uncomfortably. “I’m glad you’re awake.”

The comment isn’t as throwaway as he might want it to be. For all the distrust between us, Kye and the rest of the crew risked their lives to come back for me, and while I lay bleeding on their ship, they didn’t leave me to sleep in solitude. They stayed. They came for me and they stayed.

“So you trust me now?” I ask.

“You nearly died trying to save Elian.” Kye clears his throat as though it’s a struggle to get the words out. “So like I said, I’m glad you’re awake.”

“I’m glad that you didn’t kill me while I was unconscious.”