The Room on Rue Amélie(10)

“Madame Dacher?” Ruby asked hesitantly, approaching the older woman and putting a hand on her shoulder.

Madame Dacher whirled around, her eyes wild and wet. She blinked a few times, and her expression softened. “Oh, I’m very sorry, Madame Benoit. I’m terribly embarrassed. I thought I was alone. I didn’t hear you approach.”

“There’s nothing to be embarrassed about, Madame Dacher. Are you all right?”

“Yes, yes. I just don’t want to upset Charlotte. I was trying to calm myself before going inside.”

“What’s happened?”

Madame Dacher sighed. “Have you heard about the Jewish statutes?”

Ruby nodded, her heart heavy. The Statut des Juifs, passed two weeks earlier, banned Jews from positions in academia, medicine, law, and government. Jews were to ride in the last car on the Métro, relinquish their radios and bicycles, and stay out of cinemas, museums, libraries, and cafés. It was appalling. Ruby had tried to talk to Marcel about what might be done to fight the new rules, but he’d laughed at her, accusing her of coming to her senses about the Germans far too late. “You were the one who wanted me to keep my head down,” he’d snapped, as if the oppressive new restrictions were her fault.

“We had to register, you see,” Madame Dacher went on, tears coursing down her face now. “Just after Rosh Hashanah. We obeyed, of course. But my husband believes that something terrible is going to happen now. There is talk of Jews losing their businesses too.”

“Surely that won’t happen to you,” Ruby said. Monsieur Dacher was a successful and well-respected furrier, a pillar of the community. “The French government won’t allow things to go that far.”

“But you see, it isn’t the France we know anymore. As the weeks pass, I feel less and less in control of my own life.”

“We’ve all lost control to the Germans, Madame Dacher,” Ruby said, trying to reassure her.

Madame Dacher’s expression was dazed as she looked up. “It’s different for us, Madame Benoit. Surely you see that.”

Ruby felt a strange gnawing in the pit of her stomach. “Yes, of course. I’m sorry.”

“You must make me a promise,” Madame Dacher said, suddenly reaching for Ruby’s hands and squeezing so tightly that Ruby’s fingers felt like bones in a sack. “If something happens to my husband and myself, you will look after Charlotte.”

“But surely nothing will happen.”

“Please. Give me your word.”

Ruby felt a surge of hope, a sense that perhaps she could do something to help after all, even if only to assuage her neighbor’s fears. “Of course. You have my word.”

“Thank you,” Madame Dacher said, releasing Ruby’s hands and stepping away. She turned and disappeared into her own apartment, leaving Ruby alone in the hallway, breathless and uneasy.



RUBY WAS SITTING IN THE darkness that night, just past eight o’clock, turning Madame Dacher’s words over in her head, when Marcel’s key clicked in the lock.

“Hello, darling,” he said, his words slightly slurred as he stepped inside and closed the door behind him. “How are you?”

“Marcel?” He was so uncharacteristically cheerful that Ruby was confused for a moment. “Are you all right?”

“All right?” he repeated with a grin. He lit a candle and sat down across from her in the kitchen. “Of course, my dear. And you?”

“I’m fine,” she answered cautiously. “Where have you been?” She hated that it sounded like an accusation, for she hadn’t meant it that way. She braced herself for one of his moods, but he merely smiled at her.

“I’ve had some drinks with a few friends at the Ritz, you see. Right under the noses of the Germans! They even bought us a round, with no idea that we are their enemies!”

“Marcel! How could you take such a risk?”

“You think that is risky? Toasting with the enemy? Oh, Ruby, how little you understand.”

She clenched her fists. “I hate this occupation as much as you do, Marcel. You have to stop speaking to me as if I’m an uneducated fool.”

“I know you’re educated.” He raked a hand through his thick, dark hair and gave her a perplexed look. “But you must admit that as an American, you lack a certain perspective.”

“It’s always about me being an American, isn’t it? My God, Marcel, why did you marry me if you felt I was so inferior?”

“Inferior?” The confusion on his face deepened. “I’ve never thought you inferior, Ruby. I admire you. I admire your intelligence, your wit.”

“But you talk down to me all the time.”

“I don’t.” He was silent for a moment and then looked away as he swayed once more. “I don’t mean to, in any case. I just wasn’t prepared for someone who wanted to argue with me the way you do.”

She could feel herself softening slightly. “I don’t want to argue either, Marcel. I just want you to talk to me. To trust me.”

“Ruby, I—” He looked at her for a long time, his gaze focused and unwavering. She resisted the urge to wilt and instead stared back, telling herself that whatever he had to say, she would withstand it.