The Plan (Off-Limits Romance, #4)(28)

I didn’t slake my desire in the back of her warm throat, or in her sopping cunt, so maybe that’s worth something.

Even now, I haven’t let myself come.

Penance.

Now I hear her moving just above me. For a second, my hot water flickers. Because Marley’s in the shower. She must have foregone her morning run.

I hear her soft footsteps again. After a minute, I get another shot of cold water. I can’t help the vision in my head of Marley in the shower: water streaking down her soft, round hips, her soapy hand over her fat, pink pussy.

Goddamn. I can’t help myself: I fist my cock and start to pump. It seems fitting that the shower loses heat at times, and rains down icy water on my miserable erection. I’m not surprised to find the cold does nothing to chill my lust.

I can almost taste her, even now. Can feel her tight hole squeeze my finger as my other hand fucks her slick pussy. I can feel the taut bud of her clit under my thumb, and hear her gasps, her groans, her moans.

Marley—underneath me.

Marley—wet and waiting for me.

I let my cock roll with that, pumping, squeezing, stroking till I’m leaking cum between my fingers and my balls are drawn up hard and tight. Then and only then do I recall the picture of her stretched out on her back, with her arms above her head and my fingers plunging into her tight cunt. The way her eyes flipped open and her mouth rounded as she looked up at me. The way her eyes squeezed shut as my thumb found her clit and gave a careful little stroke. And Marley moaned as if she wanted it. She moaned because she wanted it. I put my slicked-up finger in her virgin asshole, and she groaned, grunted, and soaked my other hand—because she wanted it.

I know I’m damned to hell, because the money shot, the memory that tightens my strained cock and lifts my balls until I’m right there at the edge, panting and leaning on the shower wall—that memory is the one of Marley peeking up at me through heavy eyelids, wrapped up in my sheets, saying, “Are you okay?”

In my mind’s eye, I see her tongue over her lips and I can read the offer on her face. Can I take care of you?

I suck a steamy breath into my lungs and picture pushing my cock down her throat until she gags and coughs. I see her red and teary eyes as she peeks up at me from on her knees. And she can’t run. And she can’t run like that.



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Marley





I’ve never looked before, but when I do, I see that there’s a lock down near the bottom of the door inside my living room—the one that leads into the rest of the upstairs, the part of Fendall House that isn’t my apartment. I find, when I look, after dinner with my mom, that all it takes to get into his square footage would just be one slip of a bolt.

What would I do?

Maybe I’d pull off my shirt, unclasp my bra, and go downstairs in just my dress pants and my white coat. Would he like that? Would he like me naked underneath my coat? I think if I did that, I’d wear my stethoscope. I would press it to his chest and drag it down, along the happy trail between his chiseled abs. Down, down, down…until I reached the elastic of his boxer-briefs, and then I’d pull those back and ease my stehascope inside.

I can hear your heartbeat, I would whisper, but I need to be sure you’re completely healthy.

I imagine his heavy balls in my hands. I would tug them, maybe even lick them. I would run my hand all up and down his long and veiny shaft, around his plump and ruddy head, until he got so hard he groaned and slumped down on the couch. (What couch? But there’s a couch. Why can’t there be a couch?)

He’d sit there with his legs spread—hard, muscular legs, dusted with hair—and I would bounce his balls on my palm, tugging and rolling as my other hand worked his cock until he started panting.

And then I’d gobble up the head and as much of the shaft as I could take, and I would fist the base and suck and swallow, hum and rub my lips all up and down him. And he would think, Goddamn. She’s like a porn star. No—he wouldn’t think. Because he would be groaning, his tense legs squeezing around my shoulders.

He’d be putty in my hands.

I cry out on that image, coming on my favorite toy, underneath my covers, just past two AM.

That’s why I’m awake when the phone rings.





4





Marley





I park my car at 5:50 AM and lean my head against the driver’s seat headrest. I’m so freaking tired, I don’t want to move, not even to walk upstairs to my bed. Ugh. I’ve got that gross, off-kilter feeling: stress and worry pressing on my chest, and I know there’s not a damn thing I can do about it.

Somehow, mom picked up some kind of respiratory thing. They didn’t have the tests back when I headed home, but I think it’s the flu. Which makes me feel even shittier. I’ve had a flu shot, but I didn’t think to get her one—mostly because she almost never leaves her house. I’ve had a flu shot, but I’m around sick kids all day—and some days I end at my mother’s house.

So…yeah.

She’s in the tiny, eight-bed ICU at Fate’s hospital—a branch of a larger one headquartered in Birmingham—but if she doesn’t improve soon, they’ll have to transfer her somewhere.

COPD and the flu is no joke. I rub my forehead. Why the hell did I not get her a shot? It’s true that it’s not really flu season yet, but it’s close enough.