The Night Tiger(79)
“Did you see that little houseboy?” said Rose. “The one who opened the door for us? I thought his eyes would fall out of his head, he was staring so.”
I hadn’t noticed, but Hui had. “He’s a bit young to be chasing women,” she said wickedly. She was simmering with nervous energy: the same high spirits that had drawn me to her from the start.
Kiong knocked on the door. “Time to go.”
After that, it was business as usual. Kiong brought us out, rather like a string of show ponies, while a young red-haired doctor introduced us. That was Rose’s regular, she whispered.
“Very nice dance instructors from a respectable establishment,” he said loudly. There was some ribbing going on, but not too much. William Acton was talking to a guest in the back and didn’t seem to be paying attention, thank goodness. I’d noticed a couple of ladies—it was always better to have mixed company, though I wasn’t sure whether, for their parts, the ladies were that pleased to see us. One of them looked like a mouse, but the other was very tall and fair.
She laid a proprietary hand on Acton’s arm and started the dancing. There were five of us girls, and at least a dozen guests, all men except for the two ladies who were already gamely dancing. I’d have thought they would hang back at first, but most of the guests were young and apparently up for a good time. They were, by and large, polite though. No shouting out or calling dibs on girls as though we were cattle, which I’d been secretly afraid of without the strict dance-hall ticketing system. It was easy to see how an affair like this could go horribly wrong.
I danced with a short man with sandy hair, then another with sweaty hands. The music was very fast, faster than the live band at the May Flower played, and it was popular dances from five or six years ago like the Charleston and the Black Bottom. I realized that was to see whether we were any good at all. Which was ridiculous, because of course we could dance.
When the music stopped, we were panting from all that high-spirited leaping about and waving our arms. If they kept up this pace, I’d collapse before the evening was over, but thankfully the next piece was a waltz.
This time, I danced with a quiet young man who held my waist a little too tightly. You had to watch out for the silent ones; they could be troublesome in a sneaky way. As we spun sedately around the room, I kept an eye out for William Acton. If I were lucky, he might never dance with me at all, and perhaps with all the extra kohl and face powder, he wouldn’t recognize me anyway. We made a tight turn near the dining room, and I glimpsed a small figure in white.
It’s astonishing how much detail you can see in an instant. The flash of a face before it’s gone, like a lightning strike. For a moment, I couldn’t believe my eyes. I wanted to turn back, but my dance partner was steering us in the opposite direction.
“What is it?” he said. “You look as if you’ve seen a ghost.”
That was exactly how I felt. The small square face, serious eyes and closely clipped hair. It was the little boy from my dreams. I stumbled and almost fell.
“It’s nothing,” I said.
He swung us around, but the doorway was empty now. I must have been hallucinating.
“You Chinese girls are so slim,” my partner said, smiling. He slid his hand farther down my back. “Has anyone ever told you that you look exactly like Louise Brooks?”
His breath smelled of beef rendang. Twisting sharply, I realigned the gap between us. Another glance at the dining-room doorway. Still empty. My little ghost was gone.
“She does, doesn’t she?” It was William Acton. “May I cut in? Host’s prerogative, you know.”
My partner looked irritated but relinquished me. I wasn’t sure whether to be happy about this or not. Overall, I thought it was a change for the worse, even though I was thankful Acton had saved me from an awkward embrace.
We danced in silence, my shoulders tight and my neck stiff with alarm. He was a good dancer, as most foreigners tended to be. They must have all had training.
Just when I was beginning to think that William Acton hadn’t recognized me, he said, “So how have you been, Louise?”
28
Batu Gajah
Saturday, June 20th
Ren is running in and out of the kitchen, clearing the plates from the dining table. It’s agony because the signal that he first sensed at the hospital is now here. Calling him, ever since he opened the front door. His ears ring, his skin tingles. It’s been so long since Yi died. Three years of being alone, the only beacon in a wilderness, and now the signal is coming again.
Someone like me, he thinks. He wants to drop everything and search, but Ah Long gives him one task after another.
When Ren opened the door earlier, the girls entered in a rustle of skirts, soft voices, and suppressed laughter. They passed in a blur, and Ren, dazed and staring, was unable to pinpoint exactly where the signal came from.
And now they’re dancing in the front room where the gramophone is playing. The air is electric with nerves and the animal curiosity of the guests. Ren can feel a fog of excitement that colors everything tonight with unease.
He peers into the front room every moment he can steal away, much to Ah Long’s annoyance. The other Chinese waiter looks over Ren’s shoulder.
“Which one are you looking at?” he asks, his eyes fixed on the girls.