The Lucky Ones(34)

On the third floor there were only two other doors. The first was the door to Dr. Capello’s bedroom, which must have been the library in Victor and Daisy’s day. Built-in oak bookcases lined the walls and a bench sat in the bay window, a perfect spot for reading. As a child she’d paid no attention to Dr. Capello’s books. These weren’t storybooks—no pictures or conversations, as Alice in Wonderland would have complained. These were medical books, many of them clearly valuable antiques. She ran her fingers over the red and black leather bindings, took random tomes off the shelves and examined the elegant pen and ink drawings of human organs and veins, muscles and bones and parts of the brain. They smelled like heaven—or like old books, which was her version of heaven. Dr. Capello had a vast collection of books on child psychology, brain development, personality and behavior disorders. One would have thought he was a psychologist and not a neurosurgeon based on his bookshelf. But the article on the wall had made clear Dr. Capello believed most behavioral issues had medical causes. Made sense to study both physiology and psychology, she supposed.

The bed stood in the arched alcove by the big window like it always had and next to it sat a leather armchair covered in an old blue afghan. Allison felt a deep and troubling tenderness as she took the afghan off the chair and folded it neatly. This was where Roland slept when he was on night watch with his ailing father. A book about famous inventors lay on the side table. She picked it up and turned to a dog-eared page. “All that was great in the past was ridiculed, condemned, combated, suppressed—only to emerge all the more powerfully, all the more triumphantly from the struggle.” The quote was from Nikola Tesla, and it must have resonated with Dr. Capello as he’d underlined it in blue pen.

Allison placed the book back on the table where she’d found it. She pictured Roland reading it to his father at night. She wished Roland were here so she could kiss him again. Bad thought. Dangerous thought. She didn’t need to feel this intensity of affection for Roland so quickly. She was leaving today, after all.

Wasn’t she?

Allison left the question behind her as she walked into the hallway and shut the door to the bedroom behind her. Directly across from Dr. Capello’s bedroom was the door to the attic. From the very first time she’d seen the house, with the square sort of turret sticking up from the top, she’d wondered what delights were in that room, but the attic had been mostly off-limits back then. Roland had said in his letter to her that he’d found her copy of A Wrinkle in Time up there. Maybe more of her old things were up there. She reached out for the doorknob, but the second her finger touched it, a jolt of electric shock ran through her arm. Nothing too painful, and yet she stood there in a daze as if it had stopped her heart. She remembered something. What was it? Something about the attic. Something she needed to know.

Closing her eyes, Allison touched the doorknob again. The static shock had dissipated, but when she tried to turn the knob she found it locked. Odd. It had made sense to lock up the attic when they were children, but there were no children in the house anymore.

Allison tried the door one more time. It was an old house; doors swelled and hinges rusted. No, it was definitely locked. A key lock, too, which meant somewhere there had to be a key. Allison stepped away from the door, intending to check the key hooks in the kitchen, when she felt her phone vibrating in her back jeans pocket.

When she saw who was calling she almost didn’t answer, but she longed to hear a familiar voice.

“Yes, McQueen?” she said as she started down the stairs. She tried not to sound annoyed when she answered, but she didn’t try very hard.

“Where the hell are you?”

The worry in his voice caught her by surprise.

“What? Where am I?” she asked as she walked down to the second floor. “Where are you?”

“I’m home where I belong. You aren’t. I sent a painter over to your place and your neighbor told the guy you’d packed up and left on a long trip.”

“Well, there’s your answer,” Allison said. “I packed up and left on a long trip.”

“You didn’t tell me you were leaving.”

“I don’t have to tell you anything anymore.”

“I’m trying to do you a favor here,” he said.

“I told you I would take care of getting the place painted,” she said. “Not my fault if you refused to hear a word I said.”

She went down the second set of steps and walked into the sunroom. If she had to have this conversation, she would do it in a room with an ocean view to distract her.

“I heard. And I told you I’d take care of it,” he said.

“I haven’t changed the locks,” Allison said with a sigh. “Give the painter your key.”

“I gave you my key,” he said. “It’s in the box.”

“Sorry,” she said. “I’m in Oregon. I’m not going to fly back for a housepainter.”

“Oregon? What are you doing there?”

“Visiting the Capellos.”

McQueen fell silent for a few seconds. Allison braced herself.

“Allison...”

“I opened Pandora’s padded envelope.”

“This isn’t funny.”

“No, it isn’t,” she said. “It’s not funny at all. The reason Roland contacted me is because Dr. Capello is dying. He thought I might want to see him before it was too late. I did, so here I am. The end.”