The Fall Up (The Fall Up, #1)(7)

“What the f*ck?” I shouted.

She shrieked, repeating my curse when the wind caught the cigarettes, whipping it back at her. She ducked right before it sailed over her head and into the traffic behind us. I watched with a curled lip as numerous cars destroyed it.

“Well, I guess that works too,” she said, straightening her jacket and proudly dusting her hands off.

“Note to self: Designer Shoes does not like one-night stands,” I informed my only remaining cigarette, clamped between my fingers.

She quietly giggled, drawing my attention back to her.

Biting my lip, I noticed that her wig had slipped, revealing curly, brown hair hidden underneath.

“What?” she asked, reading my expression.

I lifted a hand to tuck the rogue hairs away but quickly dropped it back to my side. “Um… It’s just…” I secured the smoke between my lips and pointed at her head. “Your, um…roots are showing.”

Her face paled as her hands flew up to right her failed disguise. “You didn’t see that.”

“See what?” I answered then smirked tightly.

“Don’t look at me like that,” she snapped, nervously looking around to see if anyone else noticed her hairpiece malfunction.

“Like what?” I asked, feigning innocence. After inhaling a lungful of nicotine, I held it in a desperate attempt to keep my laughter hidden.

“Oh, for f*ck’s sake. Just laugh.”

That was all it took for smoke to bellow from my mouth, followed by a hearty fit of laughter. I bent over, alternating between coughing and laughing, as she scowled at me, but her lips twitched, exposing her amusement. She fought a good fight, but eventually, she lost her battle and joined me, all the while smoothing her wig down.

By the time we both sobered, my last cigarette had burned out. Lifting the butt in her direction, I glanced over to where my pack lay mutilated in the middle of the road.

“That was f*cked up.”

“You’re welcome,” she smarted, dabbing at her lipstick with her manicured fingernails, drawing my attention to her mouth.

Shit. I swallowed hard, flashing my eyes over her body, cursing the chill in the air for forcing her to cover her every curve. From her expensive shades down to her designer clothes, she appeared high maintenance as f*ck, but the stark contrast of her down-to-earth demeanor interested me the most. And since I was a nice guy who was strictly interested in her mental well-being, there was no harm in allowing myself an extra minute to check her out—while secretly hoping for a wardrobe malfunction as well.

Nothing like perving on a woman in her darkest hour. Go me!

When I made it back to her glasses, I found her watching me with a knowing grin.

Time to deflect.

“I hope you’re proud of yourself. I’m going to die of nicotine withdrawal now. I’ve been smoking for so long that, the first time I tried to quit, I was hospitalized for a week. My heart couldn’t take it, and I coded twice.”

I couldn’t see her eyes, but her eyebrows popped in surprise.

“No f*cking way,” she whispered.

I shrugged. “A heart attack can’t be all that bad. I can think of worse ways to die.” I tipped my head between her and the side of the bridge before flicking the butt of the cigarette over the railing.

She turned to face me, concern painting her flawless skin. “You’re kidding, right?”

“About what part?” I asked, settling my gaze on her hidden eyes. I had a sudden urge to see what exactly was behind those glasses.

“All of it.”

“No. Jumping off a bridge sounds terrible,” I confirmed, shoving my hands into my jacket pockets, trying to pack down the emotions that were predictably stirring from my honest answer.

“And the withdrawal thing?”

“Totally serious.” I cleared my throat, pushing all things Anne out of my head.

Her body stiffened as she covered her mouth. “Shit, I’m sorry. I was trying to help.” Her nose scrunched adorably as she repeated, “I’m sorry.”

She was really f*cking cute.

I scrubbed the stubble on my chin. “Or maybe that was an episode of Grey’s Anatomy. I honestly can’t remember.”

Her mouth gaped open. “You jerk!” she exclaimed, slapping my arm.

“Shit. Calm down.” I threw my hands up in defense.

She shook her head and once again adjusted her wig, making sure it was still securely in place. I chuckled, quieting when she pursed her lips in what I assumed was an unimpressed glare.

I, on the other hand, was impressed.

That conversation with her had awakened something inside me that I hadn’t been able to achieve in months.

Distraction.

She didn’t utter another word as we stood silently, side by side, focused on the murky water below. After a few moments, her nails began to tap a vaguely familiar rhythm against the railing. I couldn’t quite make it out and eventually gave up trying.

When the silence became awkward, I decided to make it even worse and blurted, “My name’s Sam.”

“Good to know,” she replied dismissively.

Ouch.

On second thought, maybe the distraction wasn’t worth it. Dismissed might just be a good thing. The fact that she was covered in bruises, wearing shades and a long dress to cover them, made it clear she had a ton of issues in her own life. Lord knows I did. The main one at the moment being that I was out of cigarettes—and suddenly interested in a suicidal woman.